Mind Rape

I have been having some unusual events happening at the Rapid Eye Movement sleep (R.E.M.) states of sleep or states of consciousness. I don't often like to share such personal events, but because they are unusual and they match some real life technology that has been reportedly tested out on live subjects in the past, I wanted to share what was happening and see what type of feedback I could get.

I was going to sleep about a while ago, and while I was in the process of falling asleep, with my eyes closed I could see like these images being downloaded into my head. Since I was starting to fall asleep it was the last impression that I had before fully being asleep. I know that sounds weird. You could see like images, words, litterally like a download.

Anyways I woke up with a slight headache, and my dreams have not been my own every since then. Anyone who is aware of their dreams, or their dream states, might be able to state specific patterns to how they dream. If you are the type that record your dreams, or have had any such experience, then you will be familiar with dream patterns, etc.

My R.E.M. dreams are filled with images that are not my own, people, places, etc. I am very in touch with my dreams. I have dreams for decades upon decades, and these are not similar to any types of dreams that I am aware of having, recording, or otherwise.

Through the R.E.M. dream cycles I get things like the mind attic. Eg. Like being in a brain attic that looks like an attic. I can see all the files all over the place, I assume those are the images that were imputed, like images that have been displaced from a file folder, but my images seem to be displaced or scrubbed.

At some points in the R.E.M. dreams state, or just there about, I can hear in my dream/sleep like some person is asking if I trust him. I assume this is the R.E.M. version of a handler. Words like let's give this person a bath later, (I assume it's a reference to a mind scrub, but am not sure.) etc can be heard. They are measuring my evoked potential.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evoked_potential

When these dreams happen. I can feel what I believe to be the Subliminal acoustic manipulation of my nervous system.

http://www.targetedindividuals.com/subliminal-acoustic-manipulation-of-nervous-systems/

In other words the emotions for the dreams seem to be getting pumped into me, via my nervous system. I can feel my bed vibrating. Eg. I have experiences what feel like the acoustic manipulation of the nervous system. I have previously experience vibrational wave patterns that were able to make me sleepy, sad, and other states, but that was it, and it did not affect my dreams. Also if I just place my hands over my head, the top of my head, then it's almost like putting my hand in front of a projector, meaning that the images that do not pertain to me do not get flashed or do not come ot the surface of my mind. I don't know if this would work in deep R.E.M., or if this would work if I could get rid of the manipulation of the nervous system, I suspect that it's neccessary in order for this to work.

These dreams are nothing short of a mind assult. There is no other way to describe them. On the one hand, I do miss my R.E.M.'s, cause they use to be very personal, and I enjoyed them a great deal, these dreams are nothing but mind fluff and mind candy.

The people making the statements in my dreams, sound like they have the competence of a nat, they would make the cartoon characters like beavis or butthead look intellegent.

I am not accoustomed to being around stupid people in my awake state, and now it seems that in my R.E.M. dream state, that is to be the experience for the near future.

I was not sure if this should be something that is shared with the community or not. Start talking about your dreams online, and the next thing you know, some online psychiatrist similar type that was not hugged as a child wants to claim that you are having a break from reality or some nonesense like that.

People would rather imagine that things or even technology like this is not possible. I would rather imagine that things like this are not possible, and exist in the realm of shows like the dollhouse and others. This is not exactly like that show, but it's as close as one would like to come.

What I have experienced in my dreams reminds me of Remote Neural Monitoring, a type of brain tapping if you will.

http://www.targetedindividuals.com/john-st-clair-akwei-vs-nasa/

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Without any contact with the subject, Remote Neural Monitoring can map out electrical activity from the visual cortex of a subject’s brain and show images from the subject’s brain on a video monitor. NSA operatives see what the surveillance subject’s eyes are seeing. Visual memory can also be seen. RNM can send images direct to the visual cortex, bypassing the eyes and optic nerves. NSA operatives can use this to surreptitiously put images in a surveillance subject’s brain while they are in R.E.M. sleep for brain-programming purposes.
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I believe the latter half of this best describes what is occuring, with images that are not my own, and words that are not my own. The programing that someone is trying to initiate reminds me of what I have seen initiated in the show the dollhouse.

Now I have had experiences similar to this before once, eg. Images or a sense that images had been downloaded, but it never affected my R.E.M. state, and things returned to normal, in a short enough space of time. What is happening now in these dreams, is it's like that whole center has been removed, or erased. The images, people, locations, etc, are all not my own, have no relationship to me, and all have similar repetative themes.

From what others have described as mind programing, this could be considered the same, but for the R.E.M. state.

This was done at a distance, but the real physical sensations that were encountered feel as if a beam of something had hit in inner brain cortex, near the base of the neck, right to the center of the top of the head, but it all feels internal, below the skull. Sort of felt like brain surgury, in the sense that whenever I would have specific thought, or perform mind functions while semi lucid, I would get a painful sensation in those specific areas of the brain. It's only recently that the pain has subsiding to some degree, while awake. It only lasted a short space of time.

What's really weird is that in one of these dream sessions they stated that someone high up from either a previous administration, or this one had authorized the events that were happening, but I kept thinking in the R.E.M. state, why would this person do such a thing, why would someone want to create a passive, controlled person? In my dream I was left thinking since I was given a last name and not a first name. Either they are flat out lying. The person authorized this previously without realizing what they were doing, or this slick person did it currently knowing full well what they were after, or it's the other half of the two. I don't know what to think, and this is all in R.E.M., so who knows.

Now this is all taking place in R.E.M., none of it is happening while awake, except for the headaches, my other states of lucid dreaming are all still normal. When I awake I feel like I have not slept ofcourse, cause the dreams, places and locations are all not mine so they are not fully comfortable. I don't feel satisfied when I sleep anymore, it's just like a program running, but it has nothing to do with my true essential self.

Our governments are dangerous to say the least. The American government seems to be more dangerous to the people's of the world than most other governments. Their agencies, people who gives authorizations for these things. If this can be done at a distance, then what is to stop them from using this on politicians and others? International dignitaries? Remember based on the statements in the Akwei case, this technology has been available for some time. He worked for NSA, and I believe with the technology.

What I can essential get from the dreams is that they are designed to be some type of behavioural modification, controlled session, in essence done to create a passive person. All they are doing in the dream is making me just the opposite, cause of course no one likes to be violated in ones own mind, and have their dreams displaced.

I have a pretty good seat of the soul. I have always been a good dreamer. I now have to depend on my lucid dreams to help my mind relax because my R.E.M. dreams are flucked for the time being. Is it permanent? Hard to say.

I was not going to share cause this is something personal, and I don't need the shrills all commenting on these posts with their flucked up, fake sympathy like they have any real emotions left whatsoever. Real targets as much as they might like to assist can only comment if they have been through similar and most have not been.

If this is meant to be R.E.M. programing at a distance. I don't belive it will work, because my seat of the soul is fairly strong, I have a strong character, and I hate these people to a very strong degree, dreams or otherwise.

I am not worried about programing, because I have a strong belief that some people just can not be programmed. What I am dreaming is like fluff for the mind, but I do know that without proper sleep, the mind can grow hungry. My mind is not accoustomed to any of this type of fluff and so it's been radically rejecting most of the dreams.

What I do worry about for the future however is if they can implant images into the mind. We are now using EEG to accuse people of crimes. A woman in India was sent to jail, because they did an EEG and found images in her brain pertaining to the crime. What will happen in future if technology such as this starts to get used heavily, and others are accused and prosecuted for crimes, which they did not do, but images and senarios that are programmed in from a distance?

Dreams are the seat of the soul. Because I keep rejecting the dreams for the most part, they keep trying to adjust the dreams, but how can you accept dreams that are not yours? I awake, and the parts of the dreams I can recall I reject, they are just not mine, something deeper, something more spiritual knows that they are not mine and rejects them.

I think on a weak mind, that is filled with the American fluff that is in popular culture, this would work very well, and hardly be noticed, but to others this would be noticed and rejected. I don't believe that what is being done is creating a biddable, controlled mind subject. I think it's creating the opposite.

In my dreams they sheild themselves behind innocent people, so that you can not get at them, but hope springs eternal, and I do hope that that portion of my mind outside of the R.E.M.'s will suffice for the time being, my higher self so to speak. My memories seem ok when awake. It only seems to be in the dream state that memories, images feel like they are being encoded, but that's about it.

I don't like to share a lot of myself. I was not sure about sharing this. I am still not sure about sharing this. The Gang Stalking stuff is pretty normal. Even the electronic harassment seems easy enough to explain. If I had not experienced this personally it would sound far fetched, and I am sure it does. To get anything stopped or changed it must be exposed. If nothing else I have learnt that exposure and awareness is key to getting things stopped. If you don't expose what is happening, then you let others go through it alone which is not good.

Exposure and awareness is the key to stopping any abuses, and that is pretty much the main reason I have decided to share. I really don't want feedback at this stage. I don't think it would do a lot of good. The point is this is happening at an R.E.M. level. I think if you have a strong mind, it's not going to happen easily, if at all. I don't believe that a strong will can or will be broken. I do believe that the average person is going to have a really hard time dealing with this. If dreams can be manipulated, images encoded while asleep, imagine the consequences for society?

http://www.nytimes.com/2010/11/14/business/14stream.html?_r=1&pagewanted=print&pagemode=print

On the upside, it's given me time to start that introspective journey that I wanted to start. A journey that I am going to take some time offline to finish.

I don't think posting the same thing on a daily basis is doing any good. Eg. For a human level, I do belive that if the people allow the naked body scanners, then that is the breaking point for a controlled society. I do believe that if they allow this to become part of their society, that is where the will of the people will be broken, and that is a line that must not be crossed. I can observe these happening online, as well as offline.

I think the research for the Threat Assessment Team is more than enough to get a target pointed in the right direction. After a while it's like too much hand holding, and each person has to play a role to make this happen. I have put in a lot, and I think I need to spend some introspective time, away from some of this for a time.

I think I am going to enjoy the upcoming holidays, but I don't think I am going to spend the time online. I think I am going to take the next several weeks, and just think. For now what I want is to just not post, or blog till like about mid January, or end of January. I know that is a long time. I am not sure if I can spend that much time offline, but I am going to try. That is my plan for the moment. That might change, but we will see. It's only eight weeks, and I am hoping that the shrills will not take over in that time, or that the community will not fall apart. Who knows, maybe I will come back to find someone has taken the bull by the horns and is doing their own research.

For real targets talking about Threat Assessment Teams seems to keep the shrills at bay, so that might be something to try. Like I said, this is the way that I feel right this moment, but that might change.