Gang Stalking

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Thursday, October 02, 2008

Missing You.

This post goes out to some people that I am not around anymore, but I wanted to give a shout out to none the less. You might never read this post, but it was still important to say what I was feeling.

There are a lot of base, stupid, phony people in this world. I have met a lot of them over the last couple of years, over the last decade if I had to be really honest, and more of them than I care to count, but I can honestly say that my recent association with several of you was not of that variety.

I can honestly say that recently I met people that I still think are decent, kind, warm, humorous, and for a time I was pleasantly surprised to be around.

The association did not last as long as I had planned, not many of my associations do, but for the time that I was around you, it was a pleasant time and gave me a bit of hope for humanity.
I do now believe there is still kindness, decency and intelligence in the world. Knowing people that I felt were intelligent was a breath of fresh air, and desperately needed for my soul. I have met a lot of really stupid and base people in the last few years, so many at times it leaves me often shaking my head, but again with these associations this was not the case.

Sometimes you need to have your faith restored that there is still decency, kindness, intelligence in the world. The reason I like being online is because I really do find that people are often better informed than my counterparts that are offline, but again sometimes you meet with a small few and you realise that is not the case.

I keeping this post short and sweet. It's again just to say thanks for those of you who did restore what little hope or faith that I had left in humanity. I just woke up missing you a little bit, but I remember all the kindness and for that I am grateful, and for having met people that I liked and
who were pleasant to be around.

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

New Worlds

I was watching some videos the other day about how sound affects us, and I remember that at the end of one of the videos it was saying, this world is ending, let's create new worlds.
Wouldn't that be cool creating new worlds with sound?

Anyways this post is mostly a fluff post. Not too Gang Stalking Related. Well it is sort of because, I was remembering when my Gang Stalking first started. I was really unhappy, bored consistently, and I had by that stage been putting up with about 7 years of workplace mobbing by that time. It had taken a bit of a toll.

Anyways my energy levels were not at a high point then, and that is when this seems to have had it's zenith into my life. I think this robs you of so much if you let it, and I think in some ways you can begin to change this.

Recently I have had to accept so much weird stuff. Gang Stalking, Government creepiness, the world inching to a one world government with civilian spies already in place in most countries around the world.

I have also come to the acceptance that wither we want to believe it or not, we really at times do
live in two worlds. That's hard to fathom. Even if you see it you would hardly believe it, but hopefully in time in your heart you would know it was true, even if you could not verify it in any other way.

That got me thinking about movies with space and time travel, like terminator and Kyle who travels across time for Sarah. Ofcourse if time is not linear, then he really didn't travel across time, in the traditional sense. It also got me thinking about Dracula.

That movie was great. I mean here is a prince who fights this great battle, only to have his love die, and then he manipulates time and chance to find her again, a chance for them to be together again, only to have it fail, and have her end up with some insipid dude. (No offense to the keeneu Reeves character.)

I think that movie was great and I think if I was going to write a part two to that movie, I would have the roles reversed. I would have a lady waiting for her prince. On the eve of a great battle he falls. Sword in hand, his horse fails and he falls. She senses his death and her heart dies, she grieves for him across time and space, her cries are so loud, and so compelling. He also makes a promise to come back to her, even as he is dying he knows he will come back to her.

The universe hears his promise and her prayers, or whatever happens when a great love is unfulfilled. I think it would be something like the seal song, love's divine. "Then the rainstorm came, over meAnd I felt my spirit breakI had lost all of my, belief you seeAnd realized my mistakeBut time threw a prayer, to meAnd all around me became still

I need love, love's divinePlease forgive me now I see that I've been blindGive me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came sanctuaryAnd I felt my spirit flyI had found all of my realityI realize what it takes

'Cause I need love, love's divinePlease forgive me now I see that I've been blindGive me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break) Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake 'Cause love can help me know my name

Well I try to say there's nothing wrongBut inside I felt me lying all alongBut the message here was plain to see Believe me."

I think I would include the scene where Dracula bids Mina to remember and she remembers and cries the diamond tear, that was really cool. Her heart died when she thought he was dead, and would not return to her. http://youtube.com/watch?v=klor7Qr6c3g&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=zwqCQl-jCBU&feature=related

I think in part two they would get to have that great mind link thing, like Mina and Dracula did. I can't think what the ladies name would be, but I would have the prince be Aton, Alex, or Adam, or something like that, since Mina has four letters ending in an A. I would like to make the prince for part two be fair and blue to contrast the dark look of Dracula character of part one.

Ofcourse since the world does not believe in happy endings, I suppose that part two will not work out any better than Dracula part one did. That's a shame, you would think that travelling across time, and the universe giving a second chance for happiness, for two people who grieved and loved each other would work out. Again Mina could have just walked away from her friends and been with her prince, but she choose a different path. Maybe part two should have a different ending.

Anyways, other movie that I liked that dealt with time travel, was forbidden kingdom. Vampire movies were sort of last season. This season if you have to see something, I suggest you see The Forbidden Kingdom. Jet Li, Jackie Chan, action packed can I say anything else? It also deals with the mystical, and it's amazing. I am a total Jet Li fan. That movie kicked ass, and I had so much fun seeing it. Worth seeing again.

It's about an monkey king, who loses his weapon, and a traveller must return it, it also has immortals, and a young sparrow looking for vengeance. The movie also goes between two worlds. It has this cool chick, who has this wicked whip thing, and her hair does the same thing. (She is a little bit bitter and does trust the words or promises of men, because they lie, but the chick can hold her own.) She was cool. All the characters were amazing.

Visually it reminded me of the movie hero, and crouching tiger hidden dragon. From start to finish is was amazing. I enjoyed every minute of it. I can't wait to see part two. There has to be a part two. A movie that good has to have a second part to it. I am almost sure it will. (I hope the whip chick is back for part two if they do.)

So in continuing with my theme about being in two worlds at once, when one world ends, then you just create another. We are these powerful spiritual creatures, that is part of this lie that the world does not want us to wake up to. We are on these amazing journeys, and we have so much potential if we let ourselves.

For the first time in a long time, I am really happy, my energy levels have been getting back to what they were before the Gang Stalking thing. I am more in tune with myself. My dream world and my waking world. Before it was like a lot of the stuff that I would dream, I would not fully remember because I was so distracted by the Gang Stalking, Electronic Harassment torture stuff. Now that I am less distracted, I am a bit more in tune with my dream world and waking world. We travel in dreams, and often live out what we will do in the real world. Stuff is decided in dreams before they are accomplished in the real world. You can have spirit wolrds, that no one can hear touch or feel, but other spiritual beings. Promises can be made it the spirit world, and they can also be broken, just like in the real world. Path can be created, forgotten, and even abandoned.

The nice thing however is that we are not just passive beings on these paths, we are powerful creators, with a fully active say to what happens, and the choices we make. That is the neat thing that I am discovering, and I feel more hopeful than I have in a really long time, because I now know that, when one world ends, you simply create another.

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

Tribute to Heath Ledger.

My tribute to Heath Ledger.

Ok now that a lot of the crazy stuff is out of the way. What he took, what he did not take. Who he dated who he didn't, there is nothing else left, except for who he was, and what he did for any one person in his own special and unique way, and so this post goes out to him.

I think there are very few people that I actually think well of in this world. I am not that big into celeb gossip anymore, but there are a few people that I do like/admire for some reason. I like the Jolie-Pitt's and a few others, don't know why, just do. I don't think you ever have to really have a reason for liking someone, you just do.

I think he was a good actor, didn't see all his movies, but the things that always struck me about him was that sense of humour that he displayed in movies, behind the scenes. There was just something really human about him, that I think came though really well.

I really liked him in 10 things I hate about you. If Shakespeare has to be redone for our time period. I think that movie did a pretty decent job. I think taming of the shrew has always been a good comedy, and I think they capatured it well. However I think Heath in that role, showed a great deal of the capacity he was going to have as an actor. I still enjoy that flick.

I thought I would not enjoy it as much since his passing, but I caught it by accident recently, and I still laugh as much as ever, and I think I am just a little more appreciate of the movie. Sometimes people are not here for a long time, but what they leave behind is lasting. I know it's not like an academy winning movie, but it's made me laugh more than a few times during this crazy Gang Stalking stuff. It's one of those movies, that gives me a few moments of normalcy, in a sea of churning, consuming abnormality. For that I am grateful.


Anyways, I just discovered this seal song that I like, and I think it's just as good as any to leave behind in this tribute post. So here goes. The video for the song is really good. I recommend it.


Title: - Love's Divine lyrics
Artist: Seal.

Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time through a prayer, to me
And all around me became still

I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes

'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name

Well I try to say there's nothing wrong
But inside I felt me lying all along
But the message here was plain to see
Believe me

'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name

Love can help me know my name.

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