Faith

Faith is it something I still have?

In God yes, in people not so much so. I have faith in that there are good people in the world, people who do want change, and if I believed that as each day passed these people became more plentiful that would be something, but I am not sure about this. It seems that as each day passes, more and more pathetic, needy feeders sprout up.

I am thankful to you the ones who have tried to do good, I am grateful for you. I appreciate you. Those who do evil at every turn, I long and pray for your downfall. I can’t even hide it. If there is justice in this world, I believe that someday Karmically it will balance itself out, and the negative mean things that are done, the destructive things that are done will balance themselves. If not in this life then another, but waiting for this balance is a difficult task.

Daily I watch people do along with this system, this slavery, and they seem so into it in many cases. I just don’t get it, but I do. I have a new respect for the citizens of WWI Germany. See they had no history to fall back on, and they did not know better, if they had the information that we have, I doubt that they would have done the horrible things of WWI Germany. I doubt they would have gone along with rounding up their fellow citizens, if they had half the information that we have.

I see people in this time period with the internet, who have knowledge of the past doing horrible things. I see the same type of program being dissed out, the same stage being set, and I think, at least the people in this time have knowledge of history. The people of the past had nothing, and did not know better, sure they should have at some level realised the evil of their day, but they did not, but people now, they have the internet, they have so much knowledge and still it seems to at times make very little difference.

Saviours, people sit around and wait for them to come. It’s not that I don’t believe it them, but when this first started happening, I realised that hero was not coming, and if I wanted any change, I had to do it myself. That’s when I started researching this, not just for my own survival, but for the survival of other targets. See people have a specific image of a hero, that’s why the world can get the Hal Turners over on so many people. Those in power know what the world seeks, knows the types they look for, the types they will respond to, the stereotypes they expect, and the world can often manipulate that.

Let’s just say people are predictable and leave it at that. I still believe that change can come. Will it come I don’t know. For William Wallace and those of his time period, it became a matter of survival for them to rebel. For the French, when you are starving in the street, being given rotten food, left to eat cake as the saying goes, rebellion becomes a matter of survival. When you can listen to your ipod, fatten up on Mcdonalds, and Monsanto food, and keep up with the life of the latest celeb gossip, then rebellion is not that needed. It really is, but people do not interpret it the same. The level of suffering is not the same.

See when this first began, people use to be like, just chill, just relax, I now look back and can honestly say that those saying that, were not being burnt 24/7 in their homes. They were not being psychologically tortured, they were not having their lives systemically destroyed, so yes they could afford to say that. Many others like this system, and so what’s it to them. He who feels it knows it. Thus others not being affected the same way can have a very different perspective, and their sense of urgency is likely not to be the same as another.

For me personally, I did nothing but research. I think that is still legal right? All the information that I have gathered over the years, outside of observation, have been acquired by publicly available documents, news articles, etc. Since I am not a part of this super, secret, system, I have not broken any rules or regulations.

The one handed sign language. At one point I could happily observe them, and learn their signals, but as I mentioned in another post, at some point that changed, I am grossed out by this system, and can not see it as anything but harmful. I get that some are still so proud to be a part of this, and I am in full sympathy with them, cause they don’t see the bad that this system does, but having lived on this side of the fence, I can not see it as anything but bad.

At first I was under the impression that maybe these people went for some kind of special training, since the odd few talk about making a citizens arrest, and the newspaper article, spoke of business owners being deputized in some cases, or that workers would be talking in code, but I have revised that. I mean people in many countries are lazy. If they had to go for special training, would there be this many citizen informants? Most likely what happens is they receive a letter or package, and it has the information that they need to get them on their way, something that will silence them from talking about it, something that would include the one handed sign language that they need to know. I mean it’s the perfect way to build a silent slave army, one that can not say anything, one that can not talk amongst itself to discuss the bigger picture. Keep them silent and stupid till it’s too late. Brilliant plan. I can’t imagine that someone has not spoken out about this system, so are there people in jail because of this? I mean people at some point do realize that it’s not just not localized.

I am also wondering why someone has not legally sued the government for this? I mean forcing people to be a part of this cult, should present a legal challenge someone, just like those national security gag orders, until someone stood up and challenged it, the information that this was even happening was completely hidden. The system exists, I have proven that, and citizens are following people, names are being placed on listings for various reason, and people are being followed around, and blacklisted. But why have none of the people forced to be a part of this, who don’t want to comply, taken out any legal challenges to this pathetic system? I mean first of all it’s acting like a cult, people are using it to curry special favours and a whole lot of corruption is happening under this.

I believe that change can come, but most likely will not come, till there are tent cites in every city, till more states go bankrupt, till more people lose their homes, then they will understand the true glory of this system, that is being created around them.

I have seen it online where people were able to stop the states attempt to create a fake pandemic, to stop the lies about global warming being the greatest threat to our future, and that it was entirely man made. People simply stopped believing the lies, or refused to give into the panic or hysteria. Why has this not happened with the terrorist lie? Don’t know, but as Dr. Phil says, the behaviour continues, cause some aspect of it, is working for you. As long as some part of this lie continues to work for the majority of people, then change will likely not come. The mind of a whole nation can be perverted, and corrupted, and the majority will never see it, they will simply fall in line, and go along with it.

We now know that the papers will not break these stories. I had thought that bloggers, and others would break the story, but something about this system works for them and others, so the story remains where it is. I think at this stage, you can keep posting about the fact that they are trying to take down the internet, track everyone’s activity, make the internet less anonymous, and gain a control that they did not have, but people know this, and still they are apathetic. People see the bars tightening, the water boiling, and yes some really just do not know what to do, but some like this system, and want to see it come into effect. The power is with the people, but enough people must want change, enough must understand the sick and the sin of this system.

I am not doing anything wrong, but when has that ever made a difference? People don’t care about wrong and right, they care about an agenda, that their little secret club be protected. This system the same one that allows all manner of evils to happen is what they protect. I think I finally understand how they view this system. See in the book New Moon, one of the main characters sees those around him start acting weird, he thinks that they are part of a cult or something, and worries that somehow he will start acting weird like them, then one day he does, but what’s behind the secret is that they are really protectors of their community. It’s really a good thing, and the novel goes on from there. I can only imagine that the ones that go along with this system, see it in that way. I see it like the Harry Potter novels, and those who would join in with Voldemort, or Saron in Lord Of The Rings. I know a little bit simplified, but sometimes simple childhood explanations are the best ones.

People get seduced, they want to be a part of something that is greater and larger than themselves, and this is the big ticket. It’s systemic, just about everyone is a part of it, and they think it’s so cool, and the little power it gives them, the little scraps are in most cases better than what they had before. It makes them feel included. Included the things that family, and the community use to make you feel. Back in the day, people could turn to this, but in this time period everyone is separated, and thus they are turning to the state for their sense of community. Break down the community, break down the family, then rebuild them, give them false idols, and false ideals, false promises, that they can believe in. Take away their control of their cities, by allowing drugs, porn on T.V., disgraceful music, then when the society is broken, pretend to give them the power to do something about it. Create the chaos and then pretend to fix the wound that you have created. Cleaver and it works so well.

It’s like a guy or girl that causes their mate psychological pain and suffering, and then after creating the hurt, they come in and pretend to make it all better, and the person being hurt fails to realise that the hurt that is being soothed, was all caused by the one doing the soothing. That’s what your state is doing, has been doing, but these plans have been in effect for years. I mean this goes back, so if they have had this much time to prepare to get the society the way they psychological want it, lethargic, lazy, apathetic, then they come in and same the say, but being the cure to the very problems that they caused. Very cleaver, and working very well. I believe this falls under the Hegelian dialectic, and order from chaos. They play both sides, heroes and villains, and then they create the chaos, and pretend to fix it. People can not count on others to fix their society, or their family. This solution that has been given to you, this citizen informant system, it is not a solution you would have gravitated towards, had your families remained strong, had moral values remained, the situations created in absence of these, are why you now gravitate towards this solution, which will enslave you.

Anyways enough reflections from me. I believe that it’s ok to look around for a saviour, but if a saviour is not coming, if a hero is not coming to the rescue, then you must try to save yourself as best as you can. Yes laying around and doing nothing feels good for a time, that mindless blissfulness, but then you go nowhere fast, and the sharks come in close cause they think they smell the blood, you must be your own brand of hero. Turn of the programing that they are giving to you and your children, ofcourse we are disgusted by the results that a decade of Jerry Springer type thinking brought us with the young, of course we are disgusted with the results of the language the youth now use on a daily bases, and we let it happen with MTV, and the other music channels and music that was so readily available. This does not have to be hard, the ones that are aware, resist the fake idols that they are presenting to you. Turn off their programs, their lies, turn yourself and your families towards better things, encourage those around you to do the same. A strong family, strong society, is hard to break, a disjointed society, a moral society, apathetic society is easy, and they never have to fire a single bullet to do it.

Stop siding with the state and it’s brutality towards your fellow citizens, today it’s one group that you do not like, but tomorrow it will be your turn, are you really that stupid? I hope not, you need to understand this. The little divisions that you have been giving, male, female, this race vs that, this religion vs that, etc, stop. A united people are harder to break than a divided people. So many other trappings that they put out, that people fall into, these predictable things, that divide and conquer, are what they consistently do, and by learning a few simple tricks, learning their behaviour patterns, then you can overcome, or show others how to. I do believe some sort of united effort will be needed, but it might be something as simple as people collectively not believing the lies, saying enough is enough, and not putting up with it. Sometimes you don’t need heads rolling in the streets, like in the French Revolution, to make a difference, and for change to happen.

So I have faith in God, faith that some do want change, but that change will not come, until people feel it, till this system is horrible for the many, and then will they understand, but by then will it be too late?

Best Wishes from Gang Stalking World.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
May peace and hope be yours this holiday season.
Let's continue to have faith into the New Year.
You are not alone. United we stand.


Best Wishes from Gang Stalking World.

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A hero will save us

I think that's what many people are still waiting for. A hero to come and save us all and make it all better. We as a society and as a world always seem to look outside of ourselves for people, things and situations to save us, and the thing that I have found in my life thus far, is that there often is no one else to save you.

Don't get me wrong, I believe in God, the power of the universe, whatever you want to call it, him. An external power source that we can call upon, draw upon in times of trouble for deliverance and one that works. I do believe that. I also however know that this power source works dependent on your belief system. If you have no faith it will not work, and the more faith you can throw at it the better. Though equals result.

"Faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things no yet seen." Hebrews 11:1
Does this mean that we should give up hope and stop writing those letters to politicians and others? I don't think so, and I am not saying that. However I am saying realistically, our deliverance is not likely to come from these sources.

I have reviewed the situation that was happening in South Africa a few years back, the slavery of the American South, The East German Situation and Nazi Germany. I think if the people of those time periods had written to their politicians for a solution, the very politicians that were implementing their systems of slavery, servitude, oppression, it would have made very little sense. Even the politicians of those times who were actively opposed to what was happening had to tread very carefully, until such a time as they could do something or act, and even then it was in small measures and small dosages.

There are people who see what's happening, who are aware of what's happening and do oppose our situation, but we are in a state, where there are also a number in positions of power who have used these types of systems to control populations. Our situation is different in the sense that the people in these systems do not in many cases realise that something is wrong, or that people in their own democratic countries are being tortured, targeted in these inhumane ways. The ones who do realise are often as dumbfounded as we are, as to what to do. If they openly oppose what is happening, they risk the same kind of targeting that we face.

For those just tuning into this blog, or who are not familiar with Gang Stalking and what is happening to some of us in countries such as the U.K. Canada, America, and many other European Countries here is a quick definition and run down.

Quick Definition:
"Gang Stalking is a systemic form of control, which seeks to destroy every aspect of a Targeted Individuals life. The target is followed around and placed under surveillance by Civilian Spies/Snitches 24/7.

The Civilian Spies can be parts of these community oriented policing programs, but most often they are just average citizens. Just like with Cointelpro investigations, everyone in the targets life is contacted and asked to be a part of the ongoing, never ending, monitoring (systemic harassment), which is designed to destroy the target over years and leave them with no form of support."

What it basically means is that many of us in the Targeted Individual Community, which is what we call ourselves, at some point, normal average, sane citizens, work up or rather came to the realisation that we are being systemically targeted by a governmental program that is similar to the American Cointelpro system. (If you don't know what that is, look it up, it was run by J. Edgar Hover). It's also something very similar to what happened in East Germany.

This means that our countries have for some time now, been using Citizen Informants to track and monitor at times innocent individuals the state has decided to ostracise. Many of us don't know the reasons for our targeting. I can tell you that for many of us it began in the workplaces or communities where we reside. This is being used on a lot of whistle-blowers, dissidents, activists, but it's also being used on average people. School moms, who stay at home and who just want to take their kids to school, the average guy down the street. Many of us fit a profile, for bully targets, and gang stalking targets, but outside of that, many of us are still trying to figure out the reasons the targeting began.

Myself, a few others such as Mark Rich and others from outside of the Gang Stalking community have come to the conclusion that this is part of a smaller cleaning solution leading up to the one world government. (Since many are not familiar with that subject, or not even aware of how far the governments of the world are in achieving that objective, I will leave that subject matter alone for the moment.)

Back to a hero saving us. When this first began many of us wrote to organisation such as the A.C.L.U. or Amnesty International, organisations that once again proved to be ineffective, just like they had during Cointelpro and McCarthyism. Many of us have not been able to find assistance via these channels or support.

There are many groups within the Gang Stalking Community, but many have been set up by the very governments that are doing the oppression. An idea that again was started by J. Edgar Hoover and has proven to be very effect. His ghost has left a lasting shadow that is hardly understood, by most.

In choosing to not wait for a hero to save us, many like myself have started awareness campaigns to try to make others aware of what is happening to us. At first thought of as paranoid or crazy, recent articles and news that has been gathered, has increasingly shown that democratic governments are using anti-terror laws to spy on citizens, but that's just the surface of what's going on, the truth of what's going on is more X-files like that I will touch upon here.

By not waiting for a hero to save us, since this affect us all in society and not just the gang stalking, mobbing, or targeted Individual community, I realise once again that the systems that I spoke about before fell, because of exposure of what was happening. If people are not aware, there is not much they can do, once they are aware, it is the act of empowering them, and helping them realise that they are the best and most effective agents of change, that made the difference in those other systems of oppression.

Waking up and realising that the very government, or state that you trusted, is the perpetrator
of what amounts to a conspiracy to destroy your life is a very frightening and sobering experience. Realising that you are being followed around by your fellow citizens who are using a one handed sign language similar to what was used in East Germany.

The Targeted Individuals that have managed to get past the shell shock, trauma, or post traumatic stress of the situation have found their way online, and are actively seeking ways to end our oppression. Oppression that many people are either not aware of, aware of and fully compliant with, or aware of and unable or unwilling to help.

Shining light into the darkness is our best hope. This means raising awareness on a ground level, and letting that awareness trickle upwards or outwards instead of downwards. This I think is one of the most effective things that we can do.

So if you are reading this blog for the first time, this concept might seem strange to you, but for many of us, it has been our reality for some time, and in reaching out, we are simply trying to bridge the awareness gap, that is helping to keep our oppression in place.

I hope you will take a few moments to look into these concepts if you are not familiar with them, and by just making yourself aware and others around you, you will be making a difference to a community of oppressed and targeted people.


"I am so high. I can hear heaven. I am so high. I can hear heaven.Oh but heaven, no heaven don't hear me.

And they say that a hero can save us.I'm not gonna stand here and wait. I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles. Watch as we all fly away.

Someone told me love will ALL save us. But how can that be, look what love gave us.A world full of killing, and blood-spillingThat world never came.

And they say that a hero can save us. I'm not gonna stand here and wait. I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles. Watch as we all fly away.

Now that the world isn't ending, its love that I'm sending to you. It isn't the love of a hero, and that's why I fear it wont do.

And they say that a hero can save us.I'm not gonna stand here and wait. I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles. Watch as we all fly away.

And they're watching us (Watching Us)And they're watching us (Watching Us)As we all fly away.yeahaahh...ooouuhh"


Artist: Nickleback

Missing You.

This post goes out to some people that I am not around anymore, but I wanted to give a shout out to none the less. You might never read this post, but it was still important to say what I was feeling.

There are a lot of base, stupid, phony people in this world. I have met a lot of them over the last couple of years, over the last decade if I had to be really honest, and more of them than I care to count, but I can honestly say that my recent association with several of you was not of that variety.

I can honestly say that recently I met people that I still think are decent, kind, warm, humorous, and for a time I was pleasantly surprised to be around.

The association did not last as long as I had planned, not many of my associations do, but for the time that I was around you, it was a pleasant time and gave me a bit of hope for humanity.
I do now believe there is still kindness, decency and intelligence in the world. Knowing people that I felt were intelligent was a breath of fresh air, and desperately needed for my soul. I have met a lot of really stupid and base people in the last few years, so many at times it leaves me often shaking my head, but again with these associations this was not the case.

Sometimes you need to have your faith restored that there is still decency, kindness, intelligence in the world. The reason I like being online is because I really do find that people are often better informed than my counterparts that are offline, but again sometimes you meet with a small few and you realise that is not the case.

I keeping this post short and sweet. It's again just to say thanks for those of you who did restore what little hope or faith that I had left in humanity. I just woke up missing you a little bit, but I remember all the kindness and for that I am grateful, and for having met people that I liked and
who were pleasant to be around.

Homeschooling Banned in California. School shooting in Finland

Another school shooting has just happened in Finland. This school shooting comes less than a year after the other Finnish School shooting.

Almost a year ago, Pekka-Eric killed several of his class mates and left behind a note, saying:

http://gangstalking.wordpress.com/2007/11/

[quote]Collective deindividualization is a phenomenon where individual will be trained as part of the mindless herd controlled by state, corporation, church or some other organization, group, ideology, religion or mass delusion system and adopt it’s rules, morality and codes of conduct.

This phenomenon has been familiar in all despotic, authoritarian, totalitarian, monarchist, communist, socialist, nazi, fascist and religious societies troughout history. Also, the modern western democratic republics have the same phenomenon. It is just done so that people will think they are free and don’t realize they are being enslaved. Majority of people in society are weak-minded and ignorant retards, masses that act like programmed robots and accept voluntarily slavery. But not me! I am self-aware and realize what is going on in society! I have a free mind! And I choose to be free rather than live like a robot or slave. You can say I have a “god complex”, sure… then you have a “group complex”! Compared to you retarded masses, I am actually godlike.

Totalitarian governments rule people through education system, consumerism, mass media, monopoly on the legitimate use of physical force (police, military) and laws discriminating people who think differently than the majority. Democracy… you think democracy means freedom and justice? You are wrong. Democracy is a dictatorship of the moral majority… and the majority is manipulated and ruled by the state mafia. Modern western democracy has nothing to do with freedom or justice; it is totalitarian and corrupted system. Laws are made over the heads of the people and people are being brainwashed to support the system and connected to the institutional structures immediately after their birth. Societies are being ruled by manipulative and charismatic politicians who only care about the interests of majority, and who do not base their decisions on reason but emotions and feelings of the masses. These masses let the authorities of state to make all the important decisions for them. The masses will get an education, they study, get a job, go to work and vote in elections. They think they are free and don’t criticise or question the system. They have become robots. It is like a constructed mechanism in mind, that leaves little choice for an individual to think, talk and act independently.[/quote]

[quote]Long live the revolution… revolution against the system, which enslaves not only the majority of weak-minded masses but also the small minority of strong-minded and intelligent individuals! If we want to live in a different world, we must act. We must rise against the enslaving, corrupted and totalitarian regimes and overthrow the tyrants, gangsters and the rule of idiocracy. I can’t alone change much but hopefully my actions will inspire all the intelligent people of the world and start some sort of revolution against the current systems. The system discriminating naturality and justice, is my enemy. The people living in the world of delusion and supporting this system are my enemies.[/quote]

Today another shooting has occurred and this young man has also expressed a great deal of anger towards humanity. It's still yet unknown if his motivation was the same as Pekka-Eric's.
[quote]Media reports named the gunman as Matti Juhani Saari, 22, a trainee chef at the vocational college.

The suspect posted a video of himself on the internet last week firing a gun.
As a result of this, police interviewed him on Monday but decided they did not have enough evidence to revoke his licence, the interior minister said. [/quote]

[quote]The gunman, dressed in black and wearing a ski mask, was seen entering the building with a large bag. Shots were fired soon afterwards. [/quote]

It's weird that he was wearing a ski mask. One thing is for certain, this will just move Finland one step closer to gun control bans. Previous to these two shooting, there was very little it seems to worry about.

Will problem, reaction, solution strategy be implemented here?

I am still wondering about the ski mask?

In other news. California has banned home schooling. That's right, in case you don't want your five year old's learning sex ed in schools. Getting shot, stabbed, programmed by the state to be mindless autobots, who are incapable of thinking, and only following orders, you soon will not have a choice, if you live in California.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1056415/Teach-pleasure-gay-sex-children-young-say-researchers.html

[quote]Children as young as five should be taught to understand the pleasures of gay sex, according to leaders of a taxpayer-funded education project.
Heads of the project have set themselves a goal of 'creating primary classrooms where queer sexualities are affirmed and celebrated'.

The ambition was revealed in documents prepared for the No Outsiders project run by researchers from universities and backed with £600,000 of public money provided by the Economic and Social Research Council[/quote]

Is it just me, or is it too much to ask that kids get to grades 4,6,7 before their sex ed begins? Oh well, those boring old fashioned values.

I am sorry, but I don't think 5 year old's should be learning sex ed. They are so busy with trying to understand the world, their minds should be free to think about important things like in 3 years, they can be jr street watchers (Snitches) for the state.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1052962/Schoolchildren-recruited-councils-spy-neighbours-drop-litter.html

[quote]Army of spies: Children are being trained by councils to report neighbours who drop litter or commit 'bin crimes' Children are being offered money by councils to spy on neighbours and report petty offences such as 'bin crimes' and dog-fouling.

The youngsters are among 5,000 residents encouraged to photograph or video neighbours in the act of 'environmental crimes'.

In some cases children as young as eight, are being bribed with rewards of £500 for passing on the names of neighbours or taking down their car registration numbers.

The Daily Telegraph found that one in six councils out of 240 contacted admitted to signing up the 'environmental volunteers.'[/quote]

Thank goodness we as a society have taken the time to remove the truly dangerous things from their lives, like God, family values, and self esteem. We have made them see the errors of their ways, and tuned them into what is really important. A generation later we are seeing some of the fruits of those labours.

Anyways, here is the main story. In California it is now illegal to home school kids. We want to make sure the state has their minds, from birth cause that is the only way you can control a society, is by going after the children.

http://www.infowars.com/?p=4794

[quote]A California appeals court has ruled that homeschooling of children is illegal unless their parents have teaching credentials from the state.

“California is now on the path to being the only state to deny the vast majority of homeschooling parents their fundamental right to teach their own children at home,” said Michael Smith, president of the Home School Legal Defense Association.

The court overturned a lower court’s finding that homeschooling did not constitute a violation of child welfare laws.

“California courts have held that … parents do not have a constitutional right to homeschool their children,” Justice H. Walter Croskey said.

The decision stunned parents of the state’s roughly 166,000 homeschooled children. While the court claimed that it was merely clarifying an existing law and not making a new one, the decision leaves the parents of homeschooled children at risk of arrest and criminal prosecution.
“At first, there was a sense of, ‘No way,’ ” homeschool parent Loren Mavromati said. “Then there was a little bit of fear. I think it has moved now into indignation.”

Parents’ reasons for homeschooling their children range from religious beliefs to dissatisfaction with the education received at public or private schools. But according to the court, all California children between the ages of 6 and 18 must attend either a full-time public or private school or be taught by a tutor credentialed for their specific grade level.

“A primary purpose of the educational system is to train school children in good citizenship, patriotism and loyalty to the state and the nation,” Croskey wrote.
California’s largest teachers union welcomed the decision as did the Children’s Law Center of Los Angeles.

According to the law center’s executive director, Leslie Heimov, children should not be educated at home, because they need to be “in a place daily where they would be observed by people who had a duty to ensure their ongoing safety.” [/quote]

Good patriots, loyal to the state and nation. Yes Russia did that, the kids were so loyal to the state, that they turned in their parents. Hitler did that also didn't he? Before you can change the society, you must indoctrinate the minds of the children. We as a society stand by consistently and let these changes happen, and then we get the end results and act all surprised and horrified, and wonder what the connection could be.

So where have I been?

I have been taking an emotional break from it all. Sometimes the Gang Stalking thing can get a little bit weary and tiring, I mean we are all human right?

Also the every day mundane stuff, trying to go to work, and then do all the other boring stuff, knowing what you know, and for me trying to make a difference can be a lot.
I used my in between work time to get a fresh perspective on things. I feel recharged now, and am getting my perspective back. In other words, this Soldier is getting ready to go back into the fight.

I think that’s what you have to do sometimes, just take some me time, and that can be hard under any condition, but especially with Gang Stalking.

Now for me it’s not just Gang Stalking, it’s the electromagnetic harassment and microwave harassment. I mean the being followed around stuff is bad enough, but the electronic stuff is just as bad or worst.

Now I could let this stuff totally get me down, and I have my moments, where I am like, I can’t believe this is happening, but you can let it bring you down, or you can bring it down.

You can see the glass as half empty, or part full. I am still at the part full stage. So I could use the electronic stuff as an opportunity to wallow in misery, or as an opportunity to test out new shielding and to see what does work, and I choose the latter. (Well after giving myself a mental shrug and hug of course.)

Also during my selfish me time, I caught up on movies. I mean with the research and stuff, I have been so neglected for my movies, and it was nice to catch up on a lot of sequels that I wanted to see. The me time was great. Sometimes you just have to remember what it was like to human and stuff. I still had the Gang Stalking, Electronic Harassment around me, but inside my home, that is my space, and that is what you have to claim anyway you can, and if you don’t have a home, then try to make you, your home.

It’s in the mind a lot of it, we can let it break us, or we can break it. (Did anyone ever see the movie brave heart? Good movie)

So anyways of all the movies that I saw or caught up on, I say Pirates of the Caribbean 3 and The Golden Compass, I am legend was sort of boring, (really boring) I saw a few others, but those were really good.

So fresh perspective. I think we have to wake up the potentials, or get others to help us wake up the potentials. I mean there are more like us asleep and if they were awake, think how much stronger we would be, and these potentials that the state will try to hunt and target like us, are probably the best hope to help try to turn this around.

Also we might not win, but we have to try to do what we can, no fate but what we make sort of thing.

I also believe that revolution starts in the hearts and the minds of the people, long before we ever see it out in the real world, and I think that is where people’s hearts and minds should be.
For me they have been really trying hard to break me, more so than usual. First the electronic harassment, they have ramped up the shacking room thing, so at first it felt like I was in a milkshake thing, being shaken, and then they would do the microwave thing really high, like on blast high, so it was a fun couple of months.

I learnt more about shielding and what works and does not work for me. Needless to say, I have my sleep back, and I feel way better. The harder they try, the harder I have to try.

I have been coming up with some new spring campaigns that some of us might want to do in public. We really need to wake up people, the ones that are still sleeping. The people that are following targets who are not aware need to help try to wake them up. Remember if we don’t the future will be even more messed up than now.

I also think if people are going to make a difference they need to have some kind of faith. I believe if a revolution is to happen someday in the future, then you need God now as much as the Israelites fleeing Egypt needed God. I can’t see a successful revolution in hearts, minds or deed without a strong guiding hand, stronger than the enemies at the gate.

I feel more hopeful, considering the buggers are trying to really have a go at me, but I am happy to be here, trying to help, trying to do what I can. I have the chance to make a difference in the lives of others, and that is something I always wanted to do, and no matter what was happening to me, it seems like this is something that I was always going to be doing.

We are watching the world wake up from history, and we have a chance to change history.
I am choosing to have my cup be half full for the time being. I am actually fairly happy right now, and that’s not just because I saw date movie, which was pretty funny. No, it’s because I have hope, faith, and I believe in God, and I believe in his power and ability to make a difference, I also understand more than before than faith is one of the most powerful things in the world.

So I am more hopeful than before, but I do know that there is a road ahead, but I will not let them make me miserable. You can be alive and dead inside, I choose to be alive, the outer man parisheth, but the inner man remains, (something like that, it’s from the bible, it just means that we get older, and decaying on the outside, but the inside person grows stronger daily.) I believe that to be true.

I bring you what hope I can. I give what I can, and what I have to give. I bring peace and hope and share that where I can. I know it’s a pretty scary time, for those of us who are awake and know what’s happening, but it’s also an exciting time, because we can stand and we can make a difference, we can do what we can, we can make or break history, we have the power, it’s all about how we choose to use it.

So anyways, if you can find some me time, no matter what you are going through, I suggest you do.