Spiritual Liability

Spiritual Liability

What is a spiritual liability? Apparently there are people that you feel are not suitable on earth and those would be considered earth liabilities, well it seems if some would have their way, spirits are now to be classified in similar manner.

Think about what this means, we are one connected world in our dreams, we can connect with people that we do not know, people we may never encounter on this realm. Tribes of the past use to use dreams to connect to the ancestors. That's kind of neat right.

The slave who is bound with chains during the day, can at least be free in their dreams.

The begger who watches his princess marry another, may at least scale her palace gates, and access his love, and they may be together if only in their dreams.

The young child who works on the street corner by day, can at least dream of a better existence at night in dreams.

Humanity which cries out for a savior, can conspire in their sleep for one such as this to be called forth.

I believe that long before many things happen, or take shape on this realm, they happen in spirit. I believe that maybe we even meet people we are suppose to know on some higher spiritual plane and spirits conspire to meet on earth. I know that sounds crazy, but how many times have we heard stories of people meeting their future spouses and they feel as if they have meet before, maybe even in a dream?

It's wonderful to think that dreams allow us freedoms that we might never have on this realm, that dreams can free us, that even if we are government targets in one realm, we might at least have freedom in another, but what is someday science and technology are able to control our dreams?

What if someday we can even be controlled in our sleeps, or enslaved in our sleeps? Seen as spiritual liabilities who are denied access to certain people. What if someday someone can come, and from a distance sell you out to some government or other agency to rob you of your dreams? How monstrous would that be? How God like would we think of ourselves if we could do such things?

Imagine a world where even in dreams some think of themselves as so high and mighty that they do not want to be bothered with the spiritual riff raff, if they think themselves too high or powerful that a command can be given to keep one entity away from another. A world where the spiritual soul can be controlled, dear I even say mind controlled, where that part of the mind could be interfered with to keep an entity away from another, or to only interact with those that others have deemed suitable.

I don't want to imagine a world such as this, but I fear that this is the type of world we will be finding ourselves in sooner than expected. As you know I have been doing the research on the Remote Neural Monitoring, Dream Manipulations, etc and it's pretty scary what society is capable of, and what people are willing to do to others without even thinking twice. A simple command and someone life in dreams as well as while awake is ruined.

I really do not want to imagine a world or that such as this, but I am too much of a realist to realize that our technology is making it true.

What I do know is that in my awake world, I am outspoken, it's a trait that I do not wish to live without. I would defend those that I care about and that I think are worthy of defending. I don't think that I am the worst person in the world, but I also do not at present have the status or financial means that some enjoy in this realm. Therefore in this realm, I don't mind some barriers, or if some think themselves too great for an association.

In my dreams however it's a different story. Unlike my awake realms, my dream realm is to be a free, obscured plain of existence. I don't expect people to spiritually interfere with me, or obstruct my course, anymore than they would expect me to obstruct theirs.
In my dreams I seem to be more social, and I am less conservative in some ways than I am in others, but there is a kindness about my spirit that I am found of. Unfortunately I seem to be less discriminating in my dreams, and seem willing to associate with a variety of people that I can't imagine I would associate with in my awake realm.

In dreams my spirit is not limited by financial or social status. I think in dreams my spirit would be deemed suitable in some ways, but for some, unsuitable in others. (Some items can only be truly appreciated by the right collectors.) What I do know is that there is a kindness about my spirit that I have grown found of. An innocence I see in dreams, that I have long lost in this realm, a willingness to believe in the goodness of others, and their intentions. A naiveté that can be ill afforded, but one that I can not control in spirit. A warmth that I have long nestled away, and am no longer willing to share with this world. A child like innocence, a virtue I have long lost in many ways still exists within some part of me, that I like to think of as the soul. I am happy to see those traits if only in my dreams. It's hard for me to imagine that there are those who would now create sciences that would access such realms, and try to do unwell things in our dreams, but this is the very reality that we are looking at with such technology. We live in a world where our sciences would soon allow us to think that we are near Gods, very dangerous indeed.

Imagine if in dreams you were prevented from associating with your future soul mate, cause someone thought to keep you from specific circles, because they thought too well of themselves?

Imagine in dreams humanity being enslaved, and leaders like Joan of ark thought to be too base to meet with the king, or made to dream basic dreams and so prevented in spirit as well as on earth, how many great destinies and history might be lost with such thinking?

Imagine Joseph and Mary in dreams being turned away, because they were not deemed suitable for the inn, and a young child dying out in the cold. Or in dreams if a young child had been found by Harold and his blood lust what might have been. Imagine if dreams shaped reality in some way?

I don't claim to be an expert on dreams. Till a few years back, my dreams were pretty normal, it's only in the last few years that my dreams have begun to play a bigger role, in my awareness of things. For some reason my targeting put me in touch with my dreams. I guess as a part of the survival process, it became necessary, but I also think that things do not necessarily happen before their time.

I have become more aware that dreams are a connection to the soul. I believe that we often do meet people in dreams before we ever meet them on the face of the earth. So maybe some of the old traditions are not so silly, traditions such as putting items under a pillow to see your future soul mate in dreams.

I believe we invent things in our dreams, some of our great discoveries such as the double helix have come from dreams, some of the greatest puzzles have been solved in dreams. Some people even have predictive dreams such as President Lincoln dreaming his own death, or Mark Twain dreaming of the death of his brother. http://www.eyewitnesstohistory.com/lincoln.htm

Some people have dreams of other worlds, and other realms, and the images that they bring back, often lead to new inventions. Some even have dreams where they see loved one's who have passed away, or ancestors from times past. Some people see, interact with and are visited by angel's in their dreams, such as Jacob and his ladder from the bible. Dreams are an amazing connection to the soul, and imagine if that gateway could be blocked, stifled, interfered with, or access cut off? Imagine if shared dreams create a future destiny, and if those dreams could be interfered with by removing a specific dreamer, how many leaders, and Saviour's in human history might not have been called forth?

Dreams are an amazing thing, even at it's best our science can not fully explain them. Some leaders dream of greatness first and later achieve that greatness based on those dreams, now imagine if someone in their arrogance, saw another as unworthy and dared to take away those dreams before they could ever be formed, created, observed? Imagine if events in our realms are shaped by such, how much we could change the course of history? I dare say we would likely not change the course for the better. Imagine the abuses that could be taking place and most would never be aware. That is the future that humanity could be looking at if these technologies get into the hands of the wrong people.

For me personally what I do know is that I liked my dreams, they were fun, fulfilling, as you know lately I have not dreamt the way that I use to, my dreams seem to be filled with fluff, mind attics and dream stages, dreams of mind programing, and handlers, dreams that are rejected time and time again. My regular dreams I long to have, but seem prevented from having. A feeling that something has changed, a morphic resonance of memory, but no recollection of what the change is. Just a feeling that is stronger and deeper than anything that can be destroyed. I guess much like time, even if dreams can be changed or destroyed, there would still be a morphic resonance, a scream on the soul of human destiny that something was just not right, a trace, something that needed to be correct, a knowing, but no way to readily make corrections.

I like to think that intelligent people could understand the ramifications of these actions, others would just abuse the power, in their human stupidity. Don't like your wife's dreams of Fabio, stop her from dreaming about Fabio. Don't think that guy is good enough for your daughter? Stop him from even thinking about her in dreams. Don't like the way your co-worker dreams about beating the heck out of others at the office, stop them from dreaming about that. Don't like the way that street begger Aladdin is always dreaming about a princess, stop his dreams. You can see where I am going with this.

If we ever have the power to achieve this, what advantages might be taken, who might be deemed a spiritual liability? I am sure many great leaders of our time could have fallen into this category. Which leaders would not be, because someone stopped them from dreaming great dreams, cause they felt that the person should only dream average dreams? What battles would have been won and lost if dreams could be changed, manipulated, or never dreamed at all? Who in their arrogance would be so unkind and so cruel, and would try to circumvent God? I believe to interfare with dreams, would be considered direct interfarance with the soul purpose, and I believe if ever such a time comes, there would be a great and terrible reconning to behold.

For now though, I am just some person in this realm, no great status to speak of, no great financial assessts to impress the bling, bling crowd, but a fine mind, a kind soul, and a future that I hope to live unencumbered in my awake realm, and in my dream realms. Also being the snob that I am in this realm, if someone ever thought that I was not suitable or worthy, they would not have to worry about me trying to form an association with them, it would be the other way around. For in this realm, I do not easily forget insults or forgive, those memories at least seem to be quite eternal.

In my dreams I am not there yet, but I hope to teach my spirit a little bit of this social snobbery that I have learnt, so that my spirit will know better than to associate with those that would deem my spirit as unworthy, that would treat my spirit as less than, that would take advantage of the innocent spirit I see in my dreams, that would circumvent a spirit so harmless, and kind. I hope for my spirits sake if I am ever able to dream again, my dreams, that I can impart this lesson, so that my spirit would know better as I do.

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
Eleanor Roosevelt

Racism and Reality

The whole shooting in Connecticut has brought to the forefront a lot of issues of racism, and how America still handles this subject.

When I was younger I use to think that as long as two people loved each other not much else mattered in this world, and as long as they had made up their minds to be together nothing else mattered, but time and maturity has shown me that there are a world and a wealth of other factors to consider.

I am a romantic, but I am also very practical. For anyone who has read my blog, they know that I like to think out all the angles in any situation.

Over the last year I have visited sites that focus on race, some who focus on the differences in a negative way, cause I wanted to learn what people think, how they view the issues. I have learnt a great deal.

Most people think of people who have race issues as uneducated hick types, backwards, unintelligent, but that is not always the case. A lot of the people who frequent such site, not all but some, are intelligent people, they hold their views at times not cause they are full of hate, as I might have thought at one point, but because they are found of their own race, and see separation as the answer. Then ofcourse there are those that just hate people of other races, they admit it, they are proud of it, and very little will likely change their minds. Just like in the real world you get a variety of opinions and views on the issue. What I found is that just like anyone else, most people on those forums, do not have the answers anymore than most.

The only thing that happens on those forums, is in my opinion is hat it allows many to be more open and honest than many of their counterparts. Many countries still have a lot of race and race issues to deal with, America as much or more than anyone else.

What really caught my eye about the shooting incident is the sudden and complete denial about any issues of race or racism. People might not like those forums where they discuss race, and issues of racism, and their open views, but in some ways at least they are more honest. I think if that workplace had been honest with themselves, they in another time period would have been more overt and told him that they just did not want to work with him.

People always talk about how times have changed, but sometimes when you look at the forum comments you realize that in some ways they have not changed as much as people would like to think.

Some places are going to be more fraught with issues of racism than others. I think the more diverse a city becomes, the better change you have of those issues being dealt with, simply because the numbers are more balanced. I think the location where the shooter worked, unfortunately was likely a good breeding ground for such issues to come to light, and being one or the only person of color in his environment, it was easy for the co-workers to use race as the determining factor of the targeting, but with mobbing, any factor can and is often used, but on most of the forums, they are highly focusing on the race issues involved.

Today's society makes it easier for people of different views, values, and backgrounds to interact, I personally think that's a good thing. I like the lessons that I have learnt from those around me, and would not trade that for anything. I know that there are others however in this world that do prefer to keep things separate, they just don't think that people should mix, and it's ok to have such views, and to be open and honest about them. Where it crosses the line and is not ok, is when you hate, or hurt others simply because of those differences, or put them through degrading situations, that is not ok, and that is where it crosses the line, and this is the view that most people hold of others who want separation.

I think focusing back on people and relationships, I would have to say, that depending on where you live, who your family, and friends, social circle are, and who you love, these factors might well in today's society come into play when deciding if you can make a situation work, or if it's even worth the risk to try.

Though I still think love is a pretty big determining factor for wither two people should be together, I also think if it's going to rip a family apart, or put you in a situation where you surround yourself with people that hate, or dislike you simply because of who you are, these are factors to consider. A lot of people in the world still have crazy, stereotypical views of others. America for some odd reason thought that the issues of race and racism were behind because of who was elected president, but as you can see in the last little while it has, only brought those issues closer to the surface. I personally think that is a good thing, because anything else is just deluding yourself and does not fix the problem.

Love in this world is important, in any realm, I do believe it is the most important and determining factor, but in this world it's not the only factor, so many other things have to be considered, and people should be realistic and honest with themselves. Can you really live with Aunt Susan and Uncle Chester cutting you off because of who you choose to be with? If you visit some of these forums, it's entire families threatening to cut people off if they date the wrong person. I think if you are in it for the long haul then great, but I think a lot of people do not understand what the long haul is, I think they are very naive about how hateful the world can truly be, and the objections that they might truly encounter on embarking on certain unions or associations, and it's well to give a lot of forethought in advance, to make sure you really understand what you are getting yourself, and other into.

People are still hung up on race, gender, sex, age and even class, the hang up's and objections are not as obvious, but they are still there. Some people can push ahead and cross those bridges when they come to them, but for others, every angle should be reviewed, and considered very carefully.

With the shooting that happened, sure race as an issue can not be ignored, but I hope people understand that the bigger issue was still workplace mobbing. If he had been white instead of black, there are a variety of reasons he still could have become a target, and object of workplace mobbing, and there are a variety of reasons that the workplace shooting could still have happened. If you look at past cases, he fits the profile of those who are targeted, and then finally lash out, but no matter how many stories are presented, I am still left watching society wringing their hands, going, oh how could this have happened, why would someone do this, he was just deranged, he shot random people. No he did not, he shot those he felt were the ones targeting him, and harassing him. He left those that had not been a problem for him, like the woman in the wheelchair. His girlfriend confirms as much, by saying she recognizes the names of those shot, and they were people he had previously mentioned as his harassers. We don't want to be mean to the targets of the shooting, by even hinting that they had any flaws, I understand that, but we will not prevent future tragedies, by sticking our heads in the sand and ignoring this issue, it's not going to go away, and I am sad each time that an incident like this happens, because it is a tragic wast of life, and if we paid attention to workplace mobbing, more of these issues could be prevented. Instead we have unions that can ignore targets of mobbing, and most mobbing target fear taking higher steps, cause it usually increases the mobbing, and puts them at deeper risk of losing their jobs, so they stay in these situations, most can not afford to quit, because they fear being able to pay the bills, and then it creates these toxic situations with these end results.

Only be dealing with these issues openly, directly, and responsibly can we hope to bring about changes.

For love sometimes it's worth it to risk it, you might just inspire others with your actions, but at other times, it creates scandal beyond ones wildest imaginations or expectations, and people have to understand this ahead of time, and determine if they can go the distance.

The other side

Since it’s the weekend, and I have have done my Gang Stalking post, I thought I would talk about something else. Spiritual Consciousness. The bigger picture. In the course of Gang Stalking, I have given a bit of thought to the bigger picture. I have always had spiritual beliefs, but in the last couple of years, some have become more firm.

http://www.email-a-psychic.co.uk/Psychics%20Astral%20Plane.htm

Astral Plane

What is it?

[quote]Many cultures have references to the astral plane some examples of these are the Dreaming of the Australian Aborigines, the Spirit-world of Shamanism, the Duart of the ancient Egyptians, the Bardo of the Tibetans.

The Astral plain is a plane of existence and perception paralleling the physical plane. It can be accessed during our sleeping hours during out-of-body experiences, It is then when our spirit can travel into other dimensions where we can perceive the beings of that world. This is the area where psychics make contact with their spirit guides, and see things yet to happen in the future. Unlike the material world, which is made up of atoms and molecules, the astral plane is a world of thoughts. Because of this it is not three-dimensional, it is an area that is all around and all encompassing. Objects can be viewed from all directions at the same time and emotions become visible and tangible, as are material objects on the earth plain.[/quote]

So apparently it’s a plane of existence similar to our own. It can be accessed in dreams, via lucid dreaming, and a few other ways.

Does it actually exist though?

Many people believe that it does, and I have come to agree with this sentiment, over the last couple of years, based on research, and other things.

So this is apparently a place some can visit at will, and that we all visit in dreams. Interesting. How many remember their dreams? How many feel in control in their dreams? How many feel they can control their dreams? Not too many I would imagine.

I see dead people

For the psychics and travels who visit this plane, they can see, hear and interact with what we call dead people. These are beings that have left this plane of existence and moved on to the next. From the feedback of these people who have had this experience, they say we do continue on, and we continue on in some ways similar to this plane of existence, while there.

Different colors of people

The astral realm, much like the earth realm can have different shades of people. When I was younger I thought we might all become invisible and colorless after death. But we have an astral body, very similar to our current bodies, without many of the limitations. It can see in various directions at once, and apparently a whack of other interesting things, from what I have read, and now believe.

Also in the astral realm, or spiritual realm, you can be different than your physical earth appearance. Eg. You could be a different race, gender, or something else entirely. On earth you might be young, but look old in spirit, and the reverse is true, you might look older on earth, but a much younger spirit.

Dream Babies

A few people have discussed this. Do dream children exist? Depends on the book you read, some say no, others say yes. One guy in his astral experience wrote about going back to the astral plane, and meeting a child who explained that he was his. So I guess this depends on what you read, if you believe in the existence of this realm.

This would explain where all the people are coming from, if we are formed and exist before we come to earth, for spiritual experience. So I tend to believe that this is true.

Dream Sex

In the same book, the guy who wrote about his dream kid, also wrote about his astral sex. Apparently it might be possible.

Pretty interesting, but scary concept. From what I have read because it’s spirit, you don’t share diseases, or much of the junk that humans have to worry about here. Feelings and emotions might be more true. Cause it’s spirit, without the physical limitations. From various books, and sources, I tend to think that this is true.

The only problem with this is he goes on to say, because everything is spirit, that lot’s of assaults happen, and it sounds like a pretty wild west place. I think he also goes on to talk about meeting demons and other worldly beings in astral. Also he has had girlfriends in astral, who no longer exist on this plane.

Higher Plane

In addition to the astral realm, there are higher realms, harder to access for the beginner. These realms are suppose to be where more evolved spirits and beings reside.

I have to read up on this more but it sounds interesting.

Reincarnation

Ah reincarnation. A subject that I ducked out on most of my life, only to find that I am a complete believer now. I don’t think I doubted reincarnation, but I don’t think I ever let myself believe. I am a believer now.

Lost loves

Who do we fall in love with and why? Not only do some suggest that we meet in other realms before this one, but some suggest that we have known each other in past life times and most of the people that you fall in love with, might actually end up being people from these past life experiences.

Races and faces.

If you read enough about this subject and study it, you will understand that we can be and will be many races and faces. So I could be an Asian male today, Indian female in another life, and so forth.

What if we find someone and we are in the wrong stage, or in an impossible situation. What if you are a girl in this life time, but meet your former wife, who you knew when you were a guy?

What if you have strong racial views in this lifetime, but find that your soul mate is someone outside of that race?

What if you are older and your soul mate is under 18? You could very well have incarnate at separate times, because incarnations do not always match up, then what? Do you wait or move on?

On of the best stories I ever read about this was a wife who died, but her husband before she died told her he would wait forever. Well he didn’t, he married her best friend. She came back reincarnated, and was very upset that he did not wait. She is a child and he is a man, but she remembers a lot about their marriage. (I have blogged about this case before.)

Also just because you loved someone and they were perfect for you once, does not always assure that they will be perfect for you again. It is hoped so, that is why people are always looking to find their soul mates. I now believe that we often love people we have known before, but we can also find new loves. I think the world is a very strange and mysterious place, and I strive to understand it as much as anyone else.

Also since I believe we are spirit, that lowly beggar girl that you cast off today in flesh, could be of royal principality in spirit. Don’t discount people, because of your silly life constructs, go outside the box.

Holographic Universe

http://www.newscientist.com/article/mg20126911.300-our-world-may-be-a-giant-hologram.html?full=true

[quote]Our world may be a giant hologram [/quote]

[quote]If this doesn’t blow your socks off, then Hogan, who has just been appointed director of Fermilab’s Center for Particle Astrophysics, has an even bigger shock in store: “If the GEO600 result is what I suspect it is, then we are all living in a giant cosmic hologram.”

The idea that we live in a hologram probably sounds absurd, but it is a natural extension of our best understanding of black holes, and something with a pretty firm theoretical footing. It has also been surprisingly helpful for physicists wrestling with theories of how the universe works at its most fundamental level.[/quote]

What living in a giant hologram and science is now saying this? I bet a lot of you missed that memo right?

http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2009/02/090203081609.htm

[quote]How Many Dimensions In The Holographic Universe?
ScienceDaily (Feb. 9, 2009) — Viennese scientists are trying to understand the mysteries of the holographic principle: How many dimensions are there in our universe?
[/quote]

Imagine this, we could be living in a giant hologram. With multiple instances of ourselves.

In one dimension you could be a law abiding cop, in another a thief. In one dimension single, in another happily married, in another divorced, and in another, not existing at all.

Again in a multi dimensional universe, you could have various versions of you, with different experiences. You could be saint in one, and sinner in another. You could be a serial killer in one, and a detective trying to catch a serial killer in another. Imagine the possibilities, our scientists are.

Different believes, views, all dependent on the variables in those constructs. One dimension where your love leaves you pregnant and alone, another where things work out. so many possibilities. One where you win the girl, one where she marries your sister.

The world is stranger than we know, and the science is just starting to catch up with what the spiritualist have been saying for years.

This would normally segway into quantum physics, but I think a few new concept for the kiddies is more than enough for one night.

I know these concepts are going to be hard for many to fathom, much less accept. I know for people with strong racial views, believing that you might be a different race in spirit, another dimension, or a past or future life might be a hard concept.

For the atheist who does not believe in anything, this might be a real mind bender as well.

For the religious, you might be christian today, Buddhist tomorrow, Muslin the next.

The world is a strange place. I also think that this could be why people have a hard time and change their appearance. If you are lucky enough to come to earth you might get here, but be a guy in a girls body. Be Asian in spirit, but black on earth. I think this could in part explain why people try to change things about themselves in extreme ways, without even realising it.

The Bible

This is a great reference point for some of this stuff.

It tells us that Jesus was a being that existed before who came to earth to try to help save them. Pre-existance.

The bible might also talk about reincarnation, when he is asked who John is, he references Elias.

It takes about Angels who took on physical forms of humans, and came to earth to marry humans. Makes you wonder if this is where some of the Greek and Roman mythology comes from?

Or maybe all those stories happened on some astral plane, that our ancestors were just more in tune with, and aware of. Maybe the veil was less guarded at one point in the past.

Gods and Goddess, and people in mythology stories, have impossible births, Zeus is a cad who is hard to keep up with. I think at some point in the past, before our technical age, people were more in touch with spirit, and thus these experiences might have happened on an astral plane, but people were just more aware, and the stories carried down. I think a lot of this knowledge is lost, or just kept from the general public. I think if we had access to this, we could essentially change the world for the better. (Or for the worst, at the rate humans are going.)

Are we real?

Does it matter? If we do live in a hologram, or this is a virtual reality does it matter? Would you change how you act? Some would some would not.

That is in part why we have a veil that keeps us from knowing more about the great beyond. I think there is a good reason for it, but I would like to know more spiritually.

In some ways I am as confused as anyone else. I use to think that if things happened in the astral plane, they automatically extended here. Then I lost that belief, and just thought, what happens in the astral realms stays there, and that they are just two different places. I am re-examining that view.

What I do believe, you can be of one mind in flesh, and another in spirit and dreams. If dreams are the astral realm, and the astral realm is in part where people go when they leave here, I think that realm could be more complex than here. What if people leave there to have a vacation on earth? Wouldn’t that be scary?

From what I have read, people come here for experiences they can not get in spirit. The matrix allows them to experience and interact differently than they do in spirit. Apparently it has it’s advantages and draw backs.

I think I believe what I have always believed, the world is very complex, but interesting place. We are more than these bodies, these external avatars that we take on from lifetime to lifetime, from dimension to dimension. We are spirit, spirit comes in many shapes, genders, races. I think to become who we are meant to be, we will take on most of them. I think we will be sinner, saint, savior, and somewhere in between.

If this gets too complex, then don’t worry about it, just row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream, merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream.

A YEAR IN THE LIFE
First off, it's been close to a year for my survival as a T.I. Targeted Individual. Well that's not wholly I was was a target for years before I became fully cognizant of it. It's a year since I became aware that I was no longer in Kansas anymore. Realising it was the government doing this would come much later, after many hours of research, and consulting with others, learning about the history of Cointelpro and the modern day forms of this, which matched to a tee, what me and other targets were experiencing. Finding out that my government was capable of this sort of corruption and Communistic, Stasi like tactics was the biggest shock of it all, second only to the fact that my fellow citizens are willing to go along with this.
THE ASSASSINATIONS. JUST A FEW.
Things like this happened to John Lennon, Martin Luther king, and at least back then you had to be semi famous for them to do this, or at least part of a cool group like the panthers, or civil rights, anti-war, where nowadays, I guess it's those threatening whistle-blowers, and outspoken types that have to be watched, cause we could be dangerous, we could get people to think for themselves, grow a will of there own, seek independence, realise there is something incredibly wrong with a system like this. So I guess that makes some of us the new it people, without knowing why.
http://oldies.about.com/od/britishinvasion/f/lennonfbiwords.htm
http://www.whale.to/b/lenn.html
[quote]From early in 1972 John Lennon knew he was under surveillance, being followed in the streets and with his telephone tapped. More ominously, in late 1972, he told Paul Krassner, a left-wing friend of Yoko Ono's in San Francisco from the early 1960s: "Listen, if anything happens to Yoko and me, it was not an accident." [/quote]
Princess Diana 10 years ago, mentioned that she might die in a car accident, do you see the world rushing to get her justice. Martin Luther King, placed under covert investigation, marked for death an a month later he dies, even after we have documents that say this much, do we see justice for him? So if the rich and famous don't stand a chance, and this has been going on for years, then what is really going to change now? Just curious, just a thought.
POINT OF INCEPTION
A year later still not closer to finding out my exact point of inception. Maybe as long as you are outspoken and a leader type you get a file opened automatically. Several hundred thousand Canadians did just by attending our universities and colleges over the years. http://www.spying101.com
All I know is unlike what I thought most of the last few years, this monster probably began before my job with Rogers wireless/cable. Rogers however was where I first noticed the workplace mobbing, but apparently not the inception point, like I had first thought. Since this corrupt system is systemic why should I even still bother trying to find my point of inception? It the curious part of me I guess. still trying to find patient zero, where the big bang started, the moment that set it off, if there was a moment. Things like that I still need to know, the micro stuff that affects me, and not the macro stuff that affected everyone else.
POLITICS AND PRINCIPLES.

I do now know that people along the way used the situation to further set me up. To make what was a bad and unspeakable situation worst. Eg. CIBC. I had Stephen Snell a manager at CIBC who consistently brags about his friendship with our current Prime Minister, Stephen Harper. (He does actually know him.) He lied or misconstrued an incident at work. As far as I am aware he took something I said purposely out of context to try to frame me and me it look like I had said something threatening to him or violent when I had not. Like how low can you go?
At the time of the incident I sort of had some inclination of what he was doing, this is way before I learnt about how targets of these sorts of investigations are routinely set up. I sent him an email so that he was very clear about what had been said, and the context it had been said in. However my understanding is he did not make any attempts knowing this to get the matter rectified, and since I was not suppose to be aware of this, it was hard to follow up on this.
In retrospect since working at other jobs, I have now learnt that the mobbing I was experiencing and constantly complaining about was purposely being done and coordinated. That was shocking, cause I had no idea when I was working at CIBC. Purposely being done, to create a self-fulfilling situation. My fellow sheeple going right along with it because they were asked or told to. That is messed up, and not just asked or told to by anyone. They are doing this because they are part of these programs. That is just so wrong. Looking back, some of the things people said, and the way they did stuff, now make sense, but there is no way, I could have figured this out, or believe it. These are the sorts of yes men, and woman at the helms of society.
The other factor that is still creepy and hard to understand at times, is that via directed conversations about things that I had done or said, very specific things, these people knew what was happening inside my apartment. I suppose I am suppose to be impressed by the scope and the power of this, but I am just not. Even with everything that's happened, I just think it's so sad that there are so few in our society with any balls of their own. Any minds of their own. Any wills, any courage, any gumption. It's just leaves me even less impressed. I guessed I learnt a long time ago about who to fear, who had power, and who was really impressive, and unless you meet those standards, you are just so not it.
HINDSIGHT 20/20

Hindsight is 20/20. A lot of things people said, did, why they were scared of other certain people, I just could never get it then. When you are not aware of this stuff, there is no way it's breaking through. Your mind just does not work in this corrupt fashion, so how could you ever become aware of this stuff? I was lucky. I know it seems weird to use that word to describe my present situation, but I guess in a way I was. I had something super duper weird happening in my life, it was ongoing for years. I knew the people around me were taking part, but could never figure out why people were going along with whatever was happening. Remember at the time all I was aware of was the mobbing, the harassment outside of work, and that there was some super duper, nasty stuff being said about me. I had no concept that the world was like this. (Don't know why, the bible does mention that the world is corrupt, Jesus was a target of the state, and Judas did spy on and betray him.)
Wanting the truth badly enough was the lucky part for me. Opening myself up to the fact that when the truth about whatever was going on came out, it was going to be pretty big, encompassing, and a lot of betrayal would be uncovered, this I knew. The rest I could never have imagined.
Before I figured this out I knew my Internet activity was being tracked. I knew this because again things that were of a personal nature were making their way online, and there is no other way it could have been happening. I started to suspect internal monitoring, so over time I did little things, said little things, and in time had it confirmed. I don't know what was more creepy, suspecting or finally knowing. It was not just the people at work, seems a few of the people in my community on my street were aware of what was going on in my apartment.
Since then I have learnt all about technology that can listen through walls. That these creatures Suburban Spies seem to have a network, that they like, use, to communicate with each other. (If you didn't like it, and it didn't work for you, you would just not be a part of it. I honestly believe it works for these people and that is why they are a part of this. Everyone else is doing it. That mentality. It's that simple.) It's also how our society is, but unless you see this in action, you just won't get it. I still have trouble wrapping my mind around this, some days I get it, other days I just don't. I just don't see how our society could be like this, how could I have spent so much time here, and be unaware? So sometimes I get this, then other times I don't.

NUEROLINGUIST PROGRAMING
Later on at CIBC, just before I quit. I noticed that people would call in, which is normal, but in the course of the conversation, I noticed something that I had not noticed before, and do not believe or think too much was being read into the interaction. I notice what I guess might be called a form of nuero linguist programing. I had not heard the term at the time, but I think this is the likest scenario to what was happening that I have been able to find. They would call in and in the course of the conversation get you into a series of yes responses. Our scripting on it's on did this as well, but this was something else. It was like you were blank and just mindlessly responding to programing? It's hard to explain, you would just mindlessly give a series of yes responses, but normally not be cognitive of it, but just before I left, I became aware of this. It's almost like being programed or something. I never noticed it for most of the two years that I was there. I know some workplaces use nuero linguistic programing, but the way it was being used in this circumstance, I do not think could have been on the up and up. I really don't know how to articulate it very well, but if it can help someone else, then this was happening, and more than likely is still happening. http://www.watchman.org/na/nlpexpo.htm


RESEARCH
The freak show at my home, and at work were a bit much to handle, so I quit and spent the next ten months doing research to try to figure out what was happening. The research is online where most of you can see it. It involved talking to the police, Amnesty, crisis centers to see if they were getting reports of this type of stalking harassment, centers for the marginalised, reading articles, talking to other targets, however I would not get a clear picture until the ten months were over and I went back to work in the real world. That was an eye opener for the scope of this thing. It's systemic. There is no getting your name cleared really, cause this goes from the bottom to the top. That's the part that's hard to wrap my mind around, is that large chunks of society are part of this. From what I am seeing, we are at over 80% if I go by my ex family. We are at 100% capacity. My job immediately after CIBC again 100% capacity taking part in this. What I see on the trains is 90-95% capacity. I always give the more conservative figure of 80-85%, but what I come across is really 90-95% capacity. Again however this has changed since last year. So again as a target what I see, might be a larger concentration than what is actually happening in society. I hope so, but I am doubtful. If this is the case, then getting my records cleared and this stopped, is not the likely. Least not without some spiritual interference. Yes I do believe in a higher power.

During my time of doing research if you will all recall, that is when I was introduced to the fun world of electronic harassment/torture. I spent most of last summer, fall, winter getting accustomed to being electronically shocked, burnt in my home. Unable to believe that stuff like that happened, could happen, and did happen in the world. Not only was I being monitored like an insect in my apartment, my neighbours were taking part. My landlady knew what was going on, and had for some time. I judged these people so harshly back then. There was no way I could understand the scope of this, not back then. I do now sometimes, but then it goes cause I just can't believe that this much of society could go along with this. I grew up with these people, shared the same culture, music, movies, books, mentally? Yet they are willing to go along with this? I guess I have always lived in the world, but not been of the world. The bible recommends this cute little thing, about living in the world, but not being a part of it. The more you live this lifestyle, the more you understand what that means.
I guess the wills of my fellow humans were bought and sold a long time ago when they choose the things of this world. The giving in that was just so comfortable at the time. Doing whatever anyone else was doing. A lot of real targets don't seem to fit this bill, or have anything that the world could use on them. Nothing to threaten, bully, or bribe them with, and so this seems to be what is being used to systemically destroy them. Yes there are people in the world that are still not aware of this, and there will be again.

WAKING UP THE SHEEPLE PEOPLE.
I recently started listening to one of those speakers who know all about the New World Order, Illuminati. I admit that I had avoided listening to them for the last year, because I just wanted to get my mind around some of this stuff first. The whole secret society stuff took a back seat, I had so many other things to try to understand. I had heard of Free Masons, and each time I tried to research them, I just for some unknown reason, keep thinking they were carpenters or something. Seriously. I knew they were like ancient, and they would pass their craft down the line, and that others joined them to be successful, they helped each other but other than that, every-time I heard the name, I was like, oh that carpenter society. For some reason every-time I tried to learn more about them, that is as far as I had gotten. A year ago I didn't care about secret societies. I still don't. Even if they rule the world, I still find it hard to care about their business, except for where it affect my world, that's where I care.
I mean I get now that there are people trying to make people aware of how entrenched these people are in society and that they are in positions of power: judges, police, politicians, and other important people in these systems of power, however the average citizen if they are like I was a year ago are not getting this. You can say Secret Societies, Illuminati, Free Masons, Secret Cabal's, and it just does not register. We don't think that way, so this is not the best approach for waking the world up. The unaware if you use this approach will probably remain unaware, even if it pertains to them on some level. Remember after starting to be aware of some of this stuff I watched an AOL video, one of those famous movie directors was all like the world is ruled by a secret Kabul. It registered with me because I was more or less aware, but I don't know that the average citizen would get that or interpret this, our minds just don't work that way. Afterwards it's another story, and then when you look back at stuff, it's like oh. Hindsight is 20/20. It's like when you are innocent and people try to tell raunchy jokes, you just don't get it. Your mind does not work that way, afterwards, it's like oh. Most people trying to make others aware do it on a level that the aware can understand, but you are not reaching the sleeping, sheeple people, at least not to the degree in which you need to, and not fast enough.
I know I did not care about secret societies and still don't, but if you can link in average things, and then build to the connection to this, more average people might just get this sooner than later. Just a thought. Not that anyone would really want to get this.
I was not sure if I should make this several short posts or one really long post, but things seem to get lost in translation with really long posts.
Electromagnetic energy. Seems not only is this being used to track targets in their homes, at work. They seem to be using it to track heart rate/beat, and vibrations. It might also be getting used as a blocker on some levels, like a sort of jail cell for some functions if that makes any sense. To stop us from tuning into things that might be of use to us. Things that might help us gain information. Also the EMF-(Electromagnetic frequency vibrates targets at their level not your own, which is not healthy. You can feel it. Maybe this video can help you understand what I have been thinking about. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpVCz32Wp4Q (In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God? Where did he get sound from? Can't find it in any translation. Still the stuff he says is interesting.) So if they use EMF on targets it could be with the intention of throwing off our vibrational patterns and causing illness over time, not to mention it makes it hard for us to sleep. Needless to say, as a target it's important to find a work around for this.

I don't know if David Icke will end up being a disinfo agent or not, or even an accidental disinfo agent, but I think the things he says are interesting. Not so much the lizard stuff, but the Matrix stuff, and the multidimensional stuff, also the stuff on electromagnetic frequency. At a time when I am trying to understand this stuff, his stuff seems to have crossed my path.

UNIVERSAL REMOTE. ELECTRONIC REMOTE CONTROL.

The other thing that is interesting that I have not written too much about is the ability of these people to remotely control electronic devices. Now I figure it's some sort of powerful universal electronic remote control or something similar, wither it's something on the market that the average person can buy, or not I don't know, however, these are objects that I have seen that have been remotely manipulated.
Eg. DVD player, portable CD/tape player, computer, fridge. Stuff like things turning off and on remotely. Stopping on their own remotely, like this has happened over a period of time, observable, repeatedly. I have been able to observe it, and have enough of my stuff tampered with, till I feel comfortable writing about it. Other targets have mentioned this, but it's something to see it on your own.
So getting things turned off and on is something that they can do. I don't know if any universal remote controls on the markets can do this from the other apartment, but I have seen enough to say that this can and is being done. I just don't know if it's something the average person can get, or if it's something a little more off the market.
When I lived at home my neighbour had an electronic door bell, we got the exact same one or similar, and whenever our door would ring his would also and vise versa, so things can work on the same signals from wide ranges, and the door bell sensor worked through walls, but a type of universal remote control that controls most electronic devices don't know. I have not looked into it. For me it's enough over the last year to say this is something that other targets have reported, and that I am reporting. I don't think it's anything spectacular, it's just one more thing to piss targets off, when their electronics stop working, or start messing up.

OBSERVATION AND PERCEPTION.
More fun. After doing some groceries, where the S.S. still try to find out what I am putting in my cart. I assume this is so that they know your buying habits later on if they need to this will come in handy. That rare product that you buy that no one else does. I had to wait for the train, so I got down to the platform. Everyone got in positions on the platform. The SS take 2 each per train care minimum. It was crowded and I wanted to see what would happen so I waited for the next train, it was out of service, so was the next one, until the suburban spies were all in place again. In the course of 45 minutes to an hour, there were 7 trains out of service. That's an exceptionally high amount of trains out of service, in a short space of time.
This is again the one thing I don't know. From what I see, it looks like most of society is taking part in this, but that's only when they know where I am going. The few times, where I have taken unexpected turns, which doesn't happen that often, it's like they need time to get the people in place. Otherwise I see the large concentrations that I am always writing about. So that does beg the question of the scope of society that is taking part in this?
Eg. The seven trains that were out of service over the 45-60 minutes that I waited to watch and observe, could very well have taken on passengers at the next stop. So except for the girl that was also waiting for someone at the station, no one else would have noticed this, or even been aware. Eg. The suburban spies would not be aware that there were seven trains out of service in a short space of time cause once in place, the train would come that batch would go, and be done. At the next station if the trains that drove through as out of service at my station went back into service, it would hardly cause a delay and no one would notice. If someone was waiting at the other station, they might just see a brand new in service train. Don't we all just love those? So what the target experiences and sees in a day, could be very different conceptually than what is happening. For me, I have been taking the train for years and I can not recall seeing seven out of service trains in a 45-60 minute period. The few times that I have had to sit and wait for someone you see maybe one or two, but not usually seven out of service trains. Even with delays I don't recall ever seeing that many, and I have been taking the subway for years. Things like this must waste money, and for what? So that was interesting to observe. It does not take a lot of effort. Now I was going to stay there for a few more hours and let them waste more money, cause I love doing that to them, but I had things to do, so I found a workaround. Thank God they are so robotic and stupid.
Again as a target, what I am seeing is phenomenal, and encompassing, however this does not necessarily mean it's an accurate depiction. I can say that my environment is being manipulated, but to what degree, I have no idea. Eg. It's very possible for these people to set targets up in this way so we know that we are being stalked and manipulated, but the rest of society has no idea what we are talking about, again so it gives the perception that the target is loony, but the targets environment is being manipulated. So the average person again sees what, 15 minutes of this, where the target sees 24/7 of this?
Eg. Most of the time at was at CIBC, I could go to the washroom facilities alone one one would be around, I could take the elevators by myself and no one would be stalking me. I had moments where I could go to the park, and I have memories of being by myself, so even though this was going on, the monitoring at close range seems to have happened some time near or around the Stephen Snell incident, or right after I decided to file the human rights complaint. Although the Snell incident seems to have been orchestrated because I decided to go to the human right commission, and because a manger at work, had finally pointed out the harassment that was happening. Again how can someone set someone up and that person has no recourse, because someone else decided to lie? More importantly I am not suppose to have been made aware of this. Doesn't make any sense to me, but then this does not have to make sense, lies do not have to make sense. The only thing that has to make sense is truth. If that makes any sense. The point is, after this stuff came out into the open at CIBC, that's when I noticed the being followed at close range in the elevators, washroom areas, and that's when I have noticed the monitoring at close range. So even though I was being observed previously to this, it was at none close range, if the apartments around me can be considered none close range.

So although this is a lot of ground to cover, I don't want to do a billion short little posts. I hate long post, but you will just have to read through this one somehow.

FUMIGATION
The freaking looser Suburban Spies seem to be spraying what I think might be bug spray, or something at nights when I am suppose to be sleeping. You can hear it, and the other day I walked into one room in my apartment and it was very noticeable and so gross. Had to close in the door. I know other targets complain about this consistently, but my only other experience was at Christmas time at the other apartment.

STAGED PERCEPTION. STAGED REALITY?
Decided to associate with the betraying family, there was some people that I had not seen for a while. The whole thing was there, but afterwards, I could not help but notice that the whole thing seemed so staged. Again i wanted to attend one location, and they all wanted to have the location moved to a smaller more controlled location. Then ofcourse we had the Suburban Spies all take up their position in 30 minute shifts. After the gathering I left, but could not help but notice how empty the whole thing was.
I sat on a side lane street shortly after this to just think. Houses are situation on just one side of the street. As I was passing up the street the house three doors down had one Suburban Spy there, with her son on a bicycle. Then a short while later after I sat down a few houses over, one came down to walk past me, then a few doors further up another one came out to water the lawn. Then later another one came to walk up the street. Then after the house where I was sitting a man came out, looked to see what I was doing, I had been almost expecting him. I had looked back several times, and I had not seen anyone peeking through the window, or anything, or even felt that I was particularly being watched, but there he was. I looked back he realised I was doing nothing but sitting there, went back into not the house he came out of, but the joined house beside him. Don't know if he owned both homes or what, but that should give you an idea of what the target observes perceptually. At no point was I alone, or out of sight. It seems that wherever the target is, the little S.S. (suburban Spies) my fellow citizens get some sort of neighbourhood watch alert goes up. I know my cellphone was used previously to track my whereabouts, and now it's my laptop, but they are pretty good on their own even with this stuff out of the way, not perfect however.

EMF. ELECTROMAGNETIC FREQUENCY.
(Hey this is freaky, I am watching this video as I am typing and and it just talked about a Faraday shield.) It said something about a captured alien. (I don't have an opinion on aliens.) However this is interesting, according to this, they kept the alien in a Faraday shield, because it blocks or prevents the transmission of electromagnetic energy. Apparently aliens can disappear through walls and by preventing this transmission of this energy, you can prevent them from doing this. Don't know about aliens, currently don't have an opinion, but this is going back to my other question. Why is this electromagnetic thing being used? I mean I know it feels torturous to the targets, and the S.S. (Suburban Spies) use it for monitoring and tracking purposes, but is there more going on? Eg. Like does infact as some sort of a blocker for sending and receiving electromagnetic energy. I had just talked about this on the forum a few days ago. I really have to do some more research on this. I just thought it was cool, that as I was writing this post, something else popped into the fore front about electromagnetic energy. Interesting. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kiB4TUnv1dY

HOLLA BACK
I guess I will cut the post short and go do some research. So if anyone has any ideas, or feedback, feel free to holla back. I guess you are getting one long post, but I will try to clean it up a bit.

A YEAR IN THE LIFE
First off, it's been close to a year for my survival as a T.I. Targeted Individual. Well that's not wholly I was was a target for years before I became fully cognizant of it. It's a year since I became aware that I was no longer in Kansas anymore. Realising it was the government doing this would come much later, after many hours of research, and consulting with others, learning about the history of Cointelpro and the modern day forms of this, which matched to a tee, what me and other targets were experiencing. Finding out that my government was capable of this sort of corruption and Communistic, Stasi like tactics was the biggest shock of it all, second only to the fact that my fellow citizens are willing to go along with this.
THE ASSASSINATIONS. JUST A FEW.
Things like this happened to John Lennon, Martin Luther king, and at least back then you had to be semi famous for them to do this, or at least part of a cool group like the panthers, or civil rights, anti-war, where nowadays, I guess it's those threatening whistle-blowers, and outspoken types that have to be watched, cause we could be dangerous, we could get people to think for themselves, grow a will of there own, seek independence, realise there is something incredibly wrong with a system like this. So I guess that makes some of us the new it people, without knowing why.
http://oldies.about.com/od/britishinvasion/f/lennonfbiwords.htm
http://www.whale.to/b/lenn.html
[quote]From early in 1972 John Lennon knew he was under surveillance, being followed in the streets and with his telephone tapped. More ominously, in late 1972, he told Paul Krassner, a left-wing friend of Yoko Ono's in San Francisco from the early 1960s: "Listen, if anything happens to Yoko and me, it was not an accident." [/quote]
Princess Diana 10 years ago, mentioned that she might die in a car accident, do you see the world rushing to get her justice. Martin Luther King, placed under covert investigation, marked for death an a month later he dies, even after we have documents that say this much, do we see justice for him? So if the rich and famous don't stand a chance, and this has been going on for years, then what is really going to change now? Just curious, just a thought.
POINT OF INCEPTION
A year later still not closer to finding out my exact point of inception. Maybe as long as you are outspoken and a leader type you get a file opened automatically. Several hundred thousand Canadians did just by attending our universities and colleges over the years. http://www.spying101.com
All I know is unlike what I thought most of the last few years, this monster probably began before my job with Rogers wireless/cable. Rogers however was where I first noticed the workplace mobbing, but apparently not the inception point, like I had first thought. Since this corrupt system is systemic why should I even still bother trying to find my point of inception? It the curious part of me I guess. still trying to find patient zero, where the big bang started, the moment that set it off, if there was a moment. Things like that I still need to know, the micro stuff that affects me, and not the macro stuff that affected everyone else.
POLITICS AND PRINCIPLES.

I do now know that people along the way used the situation to further set me up. To make what was a bad and unspeakable situation worst. Eg. CIBC. I had Stephen Snell a manager at CIBC who consistently brags about his friendship with our current Prime Minister, Stephen Harper. (He does actually know him.) He lied or misconstrued an incident at work. As far as I am aware he took something I said purposely out of context to try to frame me and me it look like I had said something threatening to him or violent when I had not. Like how low can you go?
At the time of the incident I sort of had some inclination of what he was doing, this is way before I learnt about how targets of these sorts of investigations are routinely set up. I sent him an email so that he was very clear about what had been said, and the context it had been said in. However my understanding is he did not make any attempts knowing this to get the matter rectified, and since I was not suppose to be aware of this, it was hard to follow up on this.
In retrospect since working at other jobs, I have now learnt that the mobbing I was experiencing and constantly complaining about was purposely being done and coordinated. That was shocking, cause I had no idea when I was working at CIBC. Purposely being done, to create a self-fulfilling situation. My fellow sheeple going right along with it because they were asked or told to. That is messed up, and not just asked or told to by anyone. They are doing this because they are part of these programs. That is just so wrong. Looking back, some of the things people said, and the way they did stuff, now make sense, but there is no way, I could have figured this out, or believe it. These are the sorts of yes men, and woman at the helms of society.
The other factor that is still creepy and hard to understand at times, is that via directed conversations about things that I had done or said, very specific things, these people knew what was happening inside my apartment. I suppose I am suppose to be impressed by the scope and the power of this, but I am just not. Even with everything that's happened, I just think it's so sad that there are so few in our society with any balls of their own. Any minds of their own. Any wills, any courage, any gumption. It's just leaves me even less impressed. I guessed I learnt a long time ago about who to fear, who had power, and who was really impressive, and unless you meet those standards, you are just so not it.
HINDSIGHT 20/20

Hindsight is 20/20. A lot of things people said, did, why they were scared of other certain people, I just could never get it then. When you are not aware of this stuff, there is no way it's breaking through. Your mind just does not work in this corrupt fashion, so how could you ever become aware of this stuff? I was lucky. I know it seems weird to use that word to describe my present situation, but I guess in a way I was. I had something super duper weird happening in my life, it was ongoing for years. I knew the people around me were taking part, but could never figure out why people were going along with whatever was happening. Remember at the time all I was aware of was the mobbing, the harassment outside of work, and that there was some super duper, nasty stuff being said about me. I had no concept that the world was like this. (Don't know why, the bible does mention that the world is corrupt, Jesus was a target of the state, and Judas did spy on and betray him.)
Wanting the truth badly enough was the lucky part for me. Opening myself up to the fact that when the truth about whatever was going on came out, it was going to be pretty big, encompassing, and a lot of betrayal would be uncovered, this I knew. The rest I could never have imagined.
Before I figured this out I knew my Internet activity was being tracked. I knew this because again things that were of a personal nature were making their way online, and there is no other way it could have been happening. I started to suspect internal monitoring, so over time I did little things, said little things, and in time had it confirmed. I don't know what was more creepy, suspecting or finally knowing. It was not just the people at work, seems a few of the people in my community on my street were aware of what was going on in my apartment.
Since then I have learnt all about technology that can listen through walls. That these creatures Suburban Spies seem to have a network, that they like, use, to communicate with each other. (If you didn't like it, and it didn't work for you, you would just not be a part of it. I honestly believe it works for these people and that is why they are a part of this. Everyone else is doing it. That mentality. It's that simple.) It's also how our society is, but unless you see this in action, you just won't get it. I still have trouble wrapping my mind around this, some days I get it, other days I just don't. I just don't see how our society could be like this, how could I have spent so much time here, and be unaware? So sometimes I get this, then other times I don't.

NUEROLINGUIST PROGRAMING
Later on at CIBC, just before I quit. I noticed that people would call in, which is normal, but in the course of the conversation, I noticed something that I had not noticed before, and do not believe or think too much was being read into the interaction. I notice what I guess might be called a form of nuero linguist programing. I had not heard the term at the time, but I think this is the likest scenario to what was happening that I have been able to find. They would call in and in the course of the conversation get you into a series of yes responses. Our scripting on it's on did this as well, but this was something else. It was like you were blank and just mindlessly responding to programing? It's hard to explain, you would just mindlessly give a series of yes responses, but normally not be cognitive of it, but just before I left, I became aware of this. It's almost like being programed or something. I never noticed it for most of the two years that I was there. I know some workplaces use nuero linguistic programing, but the way it was being used in this circumstance, I do not think could have been on the up and up. I really don't know how to articulate it very well, but if it can help someone else, then this was happening, and more than likely is still happening. http://www.watchman.org/na/nlpexpo.htm


RESEARCH
The freak show at my home, and at work were a bit much to handle, so I quit and spent the next ten months doing research to try to figure out what was happening. The research is online where most of you can see it. It involved talking to the police, Amnesty, crisis centers to see if they were getting reports of this type of stalking harassment, centers for the marginalised, reading articles, talking to other targets, however I would not get a clear picture until the ten months were over and I went back to work in the real world. That was an eye opener for the scope of this thing. It's systemic. There is no getting your name cleared really, cause this goes from the bottom to the top. That's the part that's hard to wrap my mind around, is that large chunks of society are part of this. From what I am seeing, we are at over 80% if I go by my ex family. We are at 100% capacity. My job immediately after CIBC again 100% capacity taking part in this. What I see on the trains is 90-95% capacity. I always give the more conservative figure of 80-85%, but what I come across is really 90-95% capacity. Again however this has changed since last year. So again as a target what I see, might be a larger concentration than what is actually happening in society. I hope so, but I am doubtful. If this is the case, then getting my records cleared and this stopped, is not the likely. Least not without some spiritual interference. Yes I do believe in a higher power.

During my time of doing research if you will all recall, that is when I was introduced to the fun world of electronic harassment/torture. I spent most of last summer, fall, winter getting accustomed to being electronically shocked, burnt in my home. Unable to believe that stuff like that happened, could happen, and did happen in the world. Not only was I being monitored like an insect in my apartment, my neighbours were taking part. My landlady knew what was going on, and had for some time. I judged these people so harshly back then. There was no way I could understand the scope of this, not back then. I do now sometimes, but then it goes cause I just can't believe that this much of society could go along with this. I grew up with these people, shared the same culture, music, movies, books, mentally? Yet they are willing to go along with this? I guess I have always lived in the world, but not been of the world. The bible recommends this cute little thing, about living in the world, but not being a part of it. The more you live this lifestyle, the more you understand what that means.
I guess the wills of my fellow humans were bought and sold a long time ago when they choose the things of this world. The giving in that was just so comfortable at the time. Doing whatever anyone else was doing. A lot of real targets don't seem to fit this bill, or have anything that the world could use on them. Nothing to threaten, bully, or bribe them with, and so this seems to be what is being used to systemically destroy them. Yes there are people in the world that are still not aware of this, and there will be again.

WAKING UP THE SHEEPLE PEOPLE.
I recently started listening to one of those speakers who know all about the New World Order, Illuminati. I admit that I had avoided listening to them for the last year, because I just wanted to get my mind around some of this stuff first. The whole secret society stuff took a back seat, I had so many other things to try to understand. I had heard of Free Masons, and each time I tried to research them, I just for some unknown reason, keep thinking they were carpenters or something. Seriously. I knew they were like ancient, and they would pass their craft down the line, and that others joined them to be successful, they helped each other but other than that, every-time I heard the name, I was like, oh that carpenter society. For some reason every-time I tried to learn more about them, that is as far as I had gotten. A year ago I didn't care about secret societies. I still don't. Even if they rule the world, I still find it hard to care about their business, except for where it affect my world, that's where I care.
I mean I get now that there are people trying to make people aware of how entrenched these people are in society and that they are in positions of power: judges, police, politicians, and other important people in these systems of power, however the average citizen if they are like I was a year ago are not getting this. You can say Secret Societies, Illuminati, Free Masons, Secret Cabal's, and it just does not register. We don't think that way, so this is not the best approach for waking the world up. The unaware if you use this approach will probably remain unaware, even if it pertains to them on some level. Remember after starting to be aware of some of this stuff I watched an AOL video, one of those famous movie directors was all like the world is ruled by a secret Kabul. It registered with me because I was more or less aware, but I don't know that the average citizen would get that or interpret this, our minds just don't work that way. Afterwards it's another story, and then when you look back at stuff, it's like oh. Hindsight is 20/20. It's like when you are innocent and people try to tell raunchy jokes, you just don't get it. Your mind does not work that way, afterwards, it's like oh. Most people trying to make others aware do it on a level that the aware can understand, but you are not reaching the sleeping, sheeple people, at least not to the degree in which you need to, and not fast enough.
I know I did not care about secret societies and still don't, but if you can link in average things, and then build to the connection to this, more average people might just get this sooner than later. Just a thought. Not that anyone would really want to get this.
I was not sure if I should make this several short posts or one really long post, but things seem to get lost in translation with really long posts.
Electromagnetic energy. Seems not only is this being used to track targets in their homes, at work. They seem to be using it to track heart rate/beat, and vibrations. It might also be getting used as a blocker on some levels, like a sort of jail cell for some functions if that makes any sense. To stop us from tuning into things that might be of use to us. Things that might help us gain information. Also the EMF-(Electromagnetic frequency vibrates targets at their level not your own, which is not healthy. You can feel it. Maybe this video can help you understand what I have been thinking about. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpVCz32Wp4Q (In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God? Where did he get sound from? Can't find it in any translation. Still the stuff he says is interesting.) So if they use EMF on targets it could be with the intention of throwing off our vibrational patterns and causing illness over time, not to mention it makes it hard for us to sleep. Needless to say, as a target it's important to find a work around for this.

I don't know if David Icke will end up being a disinfo agent or not, or even an accidental disinfo agent, but I think the things he says are interesting. Not so much the lizard stuff, but the Matrix stuff, and the multidimensional stuff, also the stuff on electromagnetic frequency. At a time when I am trying to understand this stuff, his stuff seems to have crossed my path.

UNIVERSAL REMOTE. ELECTRONIC REMOTE CONTROL.

The other thing that is interesting that I have not written too much about is the ability of these people to remotely control electronic devices. Now I figure it's some sort of powerful universal electronic remote control or something similar, wither it's something on the market that the average person can buy, or not I don't know, however, these are objects that I have seen that have been remotely manipulated.
Eg. DVD player, portable CD/tape player, computer, fridge. Stuff like things turning off and on remotely. Stopping on their own remotely, like this has happened over a period of time, observable, repeatedly. I have been able to observe it, and have enough of my stuff tampered with, till I feel comfortable writing about it. Other targets have mentioned this, but it's something to see it on your own.
So getting things turned off and on is something that they can do. I don't know if any universal remote controls on the markets can do this from the other apartment, but I have seen enough to say that this can and is being done. I just don't know if it's something the average person can get, or if it's something a little more off the market.
When I lived at home my neighbour had an electronic door bell, we got the exact same one or similar, and whenever our door would ring his would also and vise versa, so things can work on the same signals from wide ranges, and the door bell sensor worked through walls, but a type of universal remote control that controls most electronic devices don't know. I have not looked into it. For me it's enough over the last year to say this is something that other targets have reported, and that I am reporting. I don't think it's anything spectacular, it's just one more thing to piss targets off, when their electronics stop working, or start messing up.

OBSERVATION AND PERCEPTION.
More fun. After doing some groceries, where the S.S. still try to find out what I am putting in my cart. I assume this is so that they know your buying habits later on if they need to this will come in handy. That rare product that you buy that no one else does. I had to wait for the train, so I got down to the platform. Everyone got in positions on the platform. The SS take 2 each per train care minimum. It was crowded and I wanted to see what would happen so I waited for the next train, it was out of service, so was the next one, until the suburban spies were all in place again. In the course of 45 minutes to an hour, there were 7 trains out of service. That's an exceptionally high amount of trains out of service, in a short space of time.
This is again the one thing I don't know. From what I see, it looks like most of society is taking part in this, but that's only when they know where I am going. The few times, where I have taken unexpected turns, which doesn't happen that often, it's like they need time to get the people in place. Otherwise I see the large concentrations that I am always writing about. So that does beg the question of the scope of society that is taking part in this?
Eg. The seven trains that were out of service over the 45-60 minutes that I waited to watch and observe, could very well have taken on passengers at the next stop. So except for the girl that was also waiting for someone at the station, no one else would have noticed this, or even been aware. Eg. The suburban spies would not be aware that there were seven trains out of service in a short space of time cause once in place, the train would come that batch would go, and be done. At the next station if the trains that drove through as out of service at my station went back into service, it would hardly cause a delay and no one would notice. If someone was waiting at the other station, they might just see a brand new in service train. Don't we all just love those? So what the target experiences and sees in a day, could be very different conceptually than what is happening. For me, I have been taking the train for years and I can not recall seeing seven out of service trains in a 45-60 minute period. The few times that I have had to sit and wait for someone you see maybe one or two, but not usually seven out of service trains. Even with delays I don't recall ever seeing that many, and I have been taking the subway for years. Things like this must waste money, and for what? So that was interesting to observe. It does not take a lot of effort. Now I was going to stay there for a few more hours and let them waste more money, cause I love doing that to them, but I had things to do, so I found a workaround. Thank God they are so robotic and stupid.
Again as a target, what I am seeing is phenomenal, and encompassing, however this does not necessarily mean it's an accurate depiction. I can say that my environment is being manipulated, but to what degree, I have no idea. Eg. It's very possible for these people to set targets up in this way so we know that we are being stalked and manipulated, but the rest of society has no idea what we are talking about, again so it gives the perception that the target is loony, but the targets environment is being manipulated. So the average person again sees what, 15 minutes of this, where the target sees 24/7 of this?
Eg. Most of the time at was at CIBC, I could go to the washroom facilities alone one one would be around, I could take the elevators by myself and no one would be stalking me. I had moments where I could go to the park, and I have memories of being by myself, so even though this was going on, the monitoring at close range seems to have happened some time near or around the Stephen Snell incident, or right after I decided to file the human rights complaint. Although the Snell incident seems to have been orchestrated because I decided to go to the human right commission, and because a manger at work, had finally pointed out the harassment that was happening. Again how can someone set someone up and that person has no recourse, because someone else decided to lie? More importantly I am not suppose to have been made aware of this. Doesn't make any sense to me, but then this does not have to make sense, lies do not have to make sense. The only thing that has to make sense is truth. If that makes any sense. The point is, after this stuff came out into the open at CIBC, that's when I noticed the being followed at close range in the elevators, washroom areas, and that's when I have noticed the monitoring at close range. So even though I was being observed previously to this, it was at none close range, if the apartments around me can be considered none close range.

So although this is a lot of ground to cover, I don't want to do a billion short little posts. I hate long post, but you will just have to read through this one somehow.

FUMIGATION
The freaking looser Suburban Spies seem to be spraying what I think might be bug spray, or something at nights when I am suppose to be sleeping. You can hear it, and the other day I walked into one room in my apartment and it was very noticeable and so gross. Had to close in the door. I know other targets complain about this consistently, but my only other experience was at Christmas time at the other apartment.

STAGED PERCEPTION. STAGED REALITY?
Decided to associate with the betraying family, there was some people that I had not seen for a while. The whole thing was there, but afterwards, I could not help but notice that the whole thing seemed so staged. Again i wanted to attend one location, and they all wanted to have the location moved to a smaller more controlled location. Then ofcourse we had the Suburban Spies all take up their position in 30 minute shifts. After the gathering I left, but could not help but notice how empty the whole thing was.
I sat on a side lane street shortly after this to just think. Houses are situation on just one side of the street. As I was passing up the street the house three doors down had one Suburban Spy there, with her son on a bicycle. Then a short while later after I sat down a few houses over, one came down to walk past me, then a few doors further up another one came out to water the lawn. Then later another one came to walk up the street. Then after the house where I was sitting a man came out, looked to see what I was doing, I had been almost expecting him. I had looked back several times, and I had not seen anyone peeking through the window, or anything, or even felt that I was particularly being watched, but there he was. I looked back he realised I was doing nothing but sitting there, went back into not the house he came out of, but the joined house beside him. Don't know if he owned both homes or what, but that should give you an idea of what the target observes perceptually. At no point was I alone, or out of sight. It seems that wherever the target is, the little S.S. (suburban Spies) my fellow citizens get some sort of neighbourhood watch alert goes up. I know my cellphone was used previously to track my whereabouts, and now it's my laptop, but they are pretty good on their own even with this stuff out of the way, not perfect however.

EMF. ELECTROMAGNETIC FREQUENCY.
(Hey this is freaky, I am watching this video as I am typing and and it just talked about a Faraday shield.) It said something about a captured alien. (I don't have an opinion on aliens.) However this is interesting, according to this, they kept the alien in a Faraday shield, because it blocks or prevents the transmission of electromagnetic energy. Apparently aliens can disappear through walls and by preventing this transmission of this energy, you can prevent them from doing this. Don't know about aliens, currently don't have an opinion, but this is going back to my other question. Why is this electromagnetic thing being used? I mean I know it feels torturous to the targets, and the S.S. (Suburban Spies) use it for monitoring and tracking purposes, but is there more going on? Eg. Like does infact as some sort of a blocker for sending and receiving electromagnetic energy. I had just talked about this on the forum a few days ago. I really have to do some more research on this. I just thought it was cool, that as I was writing this post, something else popped into the fore front about electromagnetic energy. Interesting. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kiB4TUnv1dY

HOLLA BACK
I guess I will cut the post short and go do some research. So if anyone has any ideas, or feedback, feel free to holla back. I guess you are getting one long post, but I will try to clean it up a bit.