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Thursday, October 22, 2009

The snitches have no clothes

I have had the chance to observe the informants recently. They are like the story, the emperor has no clothes.

See they are slaves in a system that controls them yet some imagine themselves as free citizens, empowered citizens, deputized, partners of the state. It's the biggest lie ever.

It's funny to watch the slaves go into overdrive to defend and protect the very system that holds them bound. Some of them really are mental in that regard, in a frenzied type way.

At one point I thought that most people hated the violations this type of system caused, I mean this is what the Stasi did to it's citizens, but no, some love this. A generation ago, democratic countries were preaching about the evils of countries who turned their citizens into informants. Watching this system is like watching someone take a young girl, putting her out on the street corner, and watching her brag about the freedom of being a prostitute, and yet that is what I am seeing in some regards.

People that are slaves, but who are proud of their slavery, and will do what they can to defend it. Slavery for the people by the people. We would frown and look down on someone in the example above, and encourage her to end her slavery, and be mystified when she claimed to like the freedoms that came with being prosituted out, but that is what I see in some ways daily, and I am mystified by it.

I have spoken about this system before. It empowers citizens the same way the Nazi's were empowered against their neighbours the Jews. From the side of some Germans, it was a time of community, coming together, working together, protecting the fatherland, they were helping to get rid of what they saw as the bad element the problem for all their woes. Many wanted to be part of something that was greater than themselves, and so the power, the true power is given away and exchanged for something that looks shiny and effulgent on the outside, but that is truly as dull as brass on the inside, and most citizens do not know the difference, because in this modern day society of the haves and the have nots, most people do not have, have never had, and so they simply do not know the difference.

This is what they have, this is what makes them feel connected, special, purposeful, and the same way some of the Germans worked together, formed a sense of community, is the same way these people work together, to protect the very insane system that controls them all. It's replaced family, community and God. The system is what they worship, bowdown to, fear and give their allegence to.

Watching it up close and personal is interesting. I really do think this system has some form of mental illness. It's funny that they try to make targets look mentally ill, but in reality this system is what is unwell, and needs a cure.

This system has more wrong with it than right, but to see those at a ground level who would defend it is truly sad. I see members of society who have so little that they will protect their own slavery, who buy into a myth that they have become a part of something special, worth fighting for and defending, but that's a lie. From this side of the fence, I see truly insane people, who have so very little, they would fight to preserver their own slavery, because it makes them feel special, connected, powerful, it's their larger than something.

That special feeling, that having something, and belonging that too many people in society grow up without. I know not everyone wants to be enslaved, but the longer members stay a part of this cult, I think it puts them at risk of forgetting that there was and still is something greater than this cult, this controlled system they have given themselves to.

They act so proud of what they are, yet run and hide in the shadows at the first sign of light being shown on who they are and what they do. It's interesting. This system does not stand up to the light, how could it when it's a system of darkness, like so many others of it's kind, that has been seen before.

Many in this upcoming generation are growing up without, without a sense of moral right vs moral wrong, people complain about pedophile rings, and corruption, yet they roll around and take part, and are a part of the very system that allows such, and is designed to allow such to happen. Those evil things are the sacrifice to this evil system, and those who defend it are responsible in their own way. It's like those who harass targets, they get in one harassment here or there, but they are never responsible for the whole. They spread it around enough so that their hands do not seem dirty, but their hands are dirty.

Freedom is not free, not the way many have been taught, it's a lie and an illusion. I am learning a lot on this journey, and it's interesting.

The first thing is that if you want change, really want change, it comes from within first, and then radiates outward. I think societies enslavement is just comfortable enough that people are willing to trade it off for what might be real freedom, true freedom, but after all what is true fredom, when many have never really experienced it?

So I say it with all due respect, but the snitches have no clothes.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Emperor's_New_Clothes

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Friday, August 29, 2008

Insanity.

[quote]Train: Calling All Angels

I need a sign to let me know you're hereAll of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphereI need to know that things are gonna look up'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup
When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my headWhen you feel the world shake from the words that are said

[Chorus:]And I'm calling all angelsI'm calling all you angels
I won't give up if you dont give up [Reapeat x4]

I need a sign to let me know you're here'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clearI want a reason for the way things have to beI need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

[Chorus]
When children have to play inside so they don't disappearAnd private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don't talk for yearsAnd futbol teams are kissing Queensand losing sight of having dreamsIn a world that what we want is only what we want until it's ours
[/quote]

Insanity. That's what I want to call the new campaign.

I realised that this is insane, tell me something that I don't know. Getting stalked and tracked around the city. Apparently cause I am so nutty that I need to be kept in my place. My fellow citizens thinking that they are doing something good, when all they are doing is helping enslave themselves and those of us who would fight or at least stand against this oppression. It's insane. I know I have had two years to try to adjust to this, but there isn't a moment where I just don't shake my head and go, this can't be real.

My democratic country, or so I thought, is nothing better than a Stasi Snitch State with most of my fellow citizens, already ensnared. That is insane.

The fact that some people do realise what is happening, but can do very little about it, or care to, that is also insane.

The fact that I parade around the city seeing if I can lose them every now and then, in this crazy game of cat and mouses, well it's insane.

The fact that in a few short years, we might all lose our Internet privileges, because the big cable companies want to make it like cable TV, yes people, they want to make the Internet like cable TV, you get access to a few dozen popular sites, and any additional sites you have to pay for to visit. In a night when doing research, hard research, I can hit dozens of sites in just one night. If the Internet was not as available as it is now, I don't know if I could have done the research which lead to finding out that we are in such deep waters.

I am not naive enough to believe that these people will not eventually find a way to curtail the Internet, and then what? You have seen how well these cable channels, newspapers, etc tell the truth, they don't. This is one of the last few free foundations and we need to do everything that we can to keep it that way.

Also the fact that I sit idly by and let this happen, that's insane. Don't get me wrong, I have done some stuff, but there is not a day that goes by, that I am not going, what else can I be doing? I am not doing enough, I need to be doing more. I mean this is our future, and the future of some of your children.

It's insane that I daily have to come home, and try to figure out if my websites will still be up or shut down. This week they have really been playing with me, and so it was my time to play back.

Anyways on that topic, should the site not be available you can use the http://www.geocities.com/gangstalking/ to access the information or the wordpress blog.

Mark has done a really good job in making sure his site is up and running, but the best example I have ever come across is http://www.hightechharassment.com. I think the way this site is set up, is the likeliest for longevity.

I think it's insane that these people have stolen everyone's voices, hopes and dreams and they are emotionally, destroying people with this system that they are bringing in. People are killing themselves, some I do believe have taken the lives of their children rather than watch them suffer the upcoming fate.

I think it's insane that I have to watch little children snitching and spying, it's disgusting. I believe in patriotic children, I believe in teaching right from wrong, but there is just something so wrong and so base about turning the innocent into snitches. Hitler did this, and we were disgusted, or have we forgotten? It's no better because we are now doing the same thing. It's
truly disgusting.

It's insane that we are not doing more, there is a small window that we can still swing this, and I am not that hopeful, but we must always hang on to hope. If we sit and do nothing, then we will get nothing, and we will be left with nothing, but that future that we can not walk away from.
I think it's insane that I have helicopters and other planes occasionally helping to stalk me. It's like one of those movies where they use planes to monitor the inner cities, except our cities do this in the downtown core. That's insane. This is your Orwellian 1984 crap, come home to roost. It's insane.

I also think it's insane that I can't remember what a good nights sleep is. I find myself now just dosing off at odd times. I don't know if it's cause my body after two years of electronic harassment is just finally getting tired, or if it's that my body is finally adjusting to some really bad stuff I went through recently and am just getting past now. I have not been getting a lot of sleep, and the last few days I am finally sleeping a bit more, just in odd places. The other day I woke up, and my body just refused to move, I was so tired. It's insane that these pretend democratic countries allow this.

It's insane that dozens, or hundreds, or thousands are being targeted in this way, and we can not get it together and do something to stop this. It does not take a lot, just the right concerted effort, but we are always trying to second guess as what that should be, which is always part of the plan. Keep them separate, keep them guessing.

It's just bloody insane. That such a time like this should happen again, unchallenged, unwittingly, unappologetically, it should not be so, but it is, and will be, unless we do something.
That's always the question, do something, but what?

For the targets out there, do what we have been doing, but more of it. On a daily basis at work, on the street, in the underground we have contact with Citizen Informants. Some know what it's all about, some do not. Many think that they are following around some dangerous Target, insane, might snap at any minute. Yeah.

Well let's give them what they are looking for. They want insanity let's give it to them. I am suggesting. (Suggesting being the operative word.) That we educate them as best as we can. We don't have to talk to them, we simply need to point them in the right direction.
The offline world is a lot more sheepish than the online world. What if we could show them what they are really a part of, sure many would still do what they are doing, but we might just might be able to swing some light our way. Some desperately needed light.

If our daily encounters with these Citizen Informants, we directed them to sights such as http://www.Thehiddenevil.com or http://www.GangStalkingWorld.com or http://www.TargetedIndividuals, or name a sight of your choice. Mark sites explains really well what is happening, and his site is a real wake up call. What if in our daily encounters, we directed our Citizen Informants there, or to other sites, how much more effective might we be, in helping people to wake up before it's too late?

I am suggesting what I have always suggested, but just more of it, and a concerted effort. If you are a target, and have nothing to lose, then by all means. Again you have to go with what suits your comfort level.

Small flyer's, business cards, posters, whatever you can get your hands on, with a few words that are relevant to them, and to our plight. Nothing too wordy.

I am calling the campaign Insanity, cause that is what this is, and that is how they brand the majority of us, so why not use what we have against them? Shine a light back in their faces, hope that we penetrate the darkness. So that this will not be the fate for others.

There are lot's of local places that do flyer's really cheap, and lot's of places online that provide business cards, flyers really cheap. If the targets from London, New York, Toronto, Japan, China, etc all took the time, then we might be able to make a small dent, but it might help tip the scales. This is happening so quickly, and quietly, that by the time those remaining wake up, or those ensnared wake up, it will be too late, if it is not already too late. Think of those zoombie movies that popped up out of nowhere, all of a sudden, that is what it will feel like.

I don't know if times like these must always come, I mean maybe when a society get's too decadent, wasteful, and stupid, this is maybe a sort of natural cleansing process, I don't know. Maybe like how lemmings kill themselves, when the population get's too much. (Seriously, they all run and jump off a cliff, and drown in the water.) Maybe these times come to bring back order. It reminds me a lot of the movie apocalypto. I don't know why these times come, but according to Naomi Wolf, there is a small window of opportunity when these times do come to turn it around. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RjALf12PAWc

Mark M. Rich also has his new book out at Lulu.com. http://www.lulu.com/content/3307984 it's a book that can be passed along to others.

I know it might seem easier to sit back and do nothing, but that doesn't feel right to me. However what works for one might not work for another. All I am saying is try, in your own small way try, because the alternative that is waiting is just not a future worth having for some.

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

Britney Spears, watched by Bodyguards or Jailers?

A quick word about Britney Spears. I was reading in the metronews paper last week that Britney Spears is no longer allowed to go anyplace without new bodyguards that her father or family has hired for her.

Now I wish I had the exact wording of the article, but it said that she is not even allowed to go to the bathroom by herself?

Ok I went and got the article to make sure I was not tripping. Here is what it says. If it's true it's interesting.


"Britney Spears' new bodyguards are on strict orders from her dad, Jamie: Don't let her go to a bar or a bath-room alone!

Apparently there is some chick that is going around with her described as "her chaperone."

The article further goes on to say, "The group sat at a table to eat, but when she got restless, her bodyguards, stationed at several places throughout the eatery, jumped into action." "She continuously got up from the table to go to the bathroom or hang out at the bar and smoke a cigarette," our spy said. "Bodyguards followed her to the bathroom and bar"

I can only hope they were same gender bodyguards, now having people follow me when I go to the bathroom, has been an experience. It's the *ucking creepiest thing. I mean these snitches, know no boundaries, and have no decency or common sense. After watching them in action, I really do believe that there is something wrong with some humanity. With Gang Stalking, you get to see the worst and the stupidest of people. That's all that I am going to say.

Now I can't speak for Britney, maybe she is having a breakdown and her family are just being protective. However if she is not having a break down, and something else is going on, reading the article, the bodyguards sound more like jailers.

No one has heard a word from Britney since a lot of this started, I don't want to comment on this situation too much, cause I really don't know the particulars, but going on youtube, and watching some video footage, I am wondering if Britney has been sensitized to something? I notice that before the hospitalisation she was often out in public with the new boyfriend, but when they were out, he would almost act as a shield against the paparazzi. At times she almost seemed traumatized with them. It's weird to see it. I wonder if she is not sensitized to the cameras, or something along that line? Just watching the videos made me wonder.

Anyways, the article caught my eye, and I thought I would do another quick Britney post. On another note, she was apparently allowed to see her children at some point in February. I don't know if this means that she is "getting better", or complying, but either way, I am glad she got to see the children. Keeping a parent away from it's child just seems really wrong.

Anyways that's my quick Britney post, which I almost didn't post.

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Mark's letter to targets

Mark's Letter to targets. Below is a letter from Mark M.Rich. to TI's. It was on his site.

Dear Friend,

I call you friend because if you & I were to meet face to face we would sense a special kinship & would probably know each other immediately. I know nothing about your background. I'm not aware of your personal circumstances, whether you're young or old, male or female. I don't know what your religious or ethnic background is. But I have an idea of the type of person you are. You are probably very artistic & above average in intelligence. You are probably honest & live by a higher set of ideals than the general mass. You are probably a self-correcting person. You probably have not been satisfied with the knowledge you've received through traditional channels. You are most definitely a seeker. Regardless of why you think you have been targeted, relatively speaking, you are probably a saint. This may be why you've been chosen.

Your life has changed drastically. You will never look at people, or the American flag the same way again. You are directly experiencing a result of the primitive, unresolved collective-insanity, that you have heard of other historical figures running into. By now you have probably concluded that this is the same entity that has killed people who have recognized & resisted it throughout history. Its name changes from place to place, & from time to time. It expresses itself in different ways. But it is always the same; it is large & powerful & has the minds of most people. You are face to face with it in the form of Organized Stalking. It has focused its attention on you & it will not stop. At this point it doesn't matter when or why it started, or what the name of the group or agency is. It would have happened anyway. You will end up jobless & Mobbed out of work. You may end up in jail or dead. You will loose friends & family. You may end up homeless, possibly living from shelter to shelter. And you will be persecuted the whole time. I am personally not very religious, but I know evil when I see it. You are in a fight for your life against people being used by Satan. There is no more accurate way to put this. It is necessary that you document your case & survive as long as you can, to provide testimony to anyone with eyes & ears. You are not alone.

Mark M. Rich


That was Mark's letter to TI's. It was up on his site before it went off the air. We are really the best shot we have for preserving each others memories. I often wonder why there are not a hundread other targets posting Mark's words, or having the forethought to do the same for other sites, target's activists. I mean there are supposedly so many of us out here, so why are we not activly doing this for each other?

I was thinking about his words, and what was going through his mind when he wrote them. By that time it looks like he had figured out that yes this is more involved than any of us realised. Collective-insanityhe called in. I see it as collective conformty of the worst kind.

I find that as I read his words they match my own thoughts. This is so much bigger than a lot of us. Be it mobbing, bullying, Journalist and the buzzsaw, it's the same thing that is killing, imprisoning, jailing, institutionalising, driving to poverty, rack and ruin all of us. That's why we all need to be working together.

It's doing the same thing to all of us in different ways, and to different degrees. I was mobbed out of work for years, and so many different times, and I never even knew what mobbing was, or knew that the whole thing was deliberate. I also did not know that it was systemic and that it was happening to so many others. Or the bigger picture. I now know for sure that being sensitised the first time, was completely deliberate. Even up until recently, I still thought the whole thing was just accidental. (There are some parts of this that I can not come to terms with.)

Why people are targeted. We often want to blame ourselves. It's because I filed a suit, it's because I am a dissident, whistle-blower, white, minority, Asian, Indian, male, female, gay, straight, religious origin, whatever. In part you are right, but in part you are wrong. In my opinion Mark was on the right path. You are targeted because of who you are you, and the type of person that you are.

I use to think, if only I had taken the other job, or whatever, then this would not have happened, but it would have. I now realise it would have happened because where I go, there I am, and my personality type would havebeen targeted. A famous saying, "The nail that stands out, get's hit first. It's a simple saying, but it makes sense. Something about us and our types, stands out. Targets seem to have aspects of this in common. When Mark says I would know you and sense a special kinship, he is not that far off. We are that type. I see what he means.

I can't stress this aspect of the real reason we are targeted enough. In his bullying research Tim Fields, and his reasons as to why people are bullied, are because they are moral, good at their work, showing independence, refusing to join established cliques, etc.
http://www.bullyonline.org/workbully/bully.htm#Why

You can say it in a billion different ways, but we stood out. We were none conformist. I don't care if you are the housewife, who just stood up for her kids, or the store clerk who said this is not right. Somewhere along the line, your personality type was noticed, and this was planned out, because none of the other methods work. By the other methods I mean, bribes, blackmail, bullying, mobbing, attempts to conform you in subtle ways, social pressure, honeytraps, etc.
What I am trying to say is, you did nothing wrong. You are getting targeted just by virtue of being who you are, and by being a none conformist in some way shape or form. This is not a bad thing, but for this system it is a bad thing. Most people in society can be kept in line, they can be threatened, bullied, bribed, blackmailed, socially or peer pressured, to confirm. Something can be used to keep them in line. With us that was not the case, at some point. You are that nail that stood out in some unexpected way. (That or they just needed more freshmeat.)

You may never have done a day of activism in your life, but we are all the same, or very similar at the core. We are the types to say heck no, I not doing this, or not taking this. We are ones to write the stories, no one else will write, to speak when no one else will speak. It does not have to be anything as dramatic as whistle-blowing. Now it can be signing a petition, but it can also be that guy at work who always does the right thing, and is unknowingly not falling inline with a system that is based on corruption. At some point they will put you into a situation where you are compelled to blow the whistle, or file a suit or something, then they increase the targeting, and you blame yourself, and think it was your actions that set the ball rolling. It's only a means.
Society is all about social conformity. To join the groups we do, to participate in the things we do, most of us give up a little of that independence. So maybe you were a little too outspoken at the PTA, or in church, or whatever, but you showed independence, none conformity, and you were probably at some point profiled, and it was realised you were not yet fully part of the system, or would never go along with the system, and this system does not like our kind. It never has, all throughout history. And why should it, what communion should light have with darkness?
This is another thing that I agree with Mark about. You can not have heard of the Spanish Inquisition, Salem witch trials, Mccarthyism, etc without realising the similarities.

I also agree that this is a life changing experiencing. For me it's helped me to become more the person that I wanted to be. For me the world was simple, and my life was sort of boring. I didn't mind it, but now my life is so different. I mean it's the same, because this was happening for years, but my realisation and interpretation of things has changed. I have been shocked, literally and figuratively. I am amazed at how corrupt the world is, the weakness of human kind, but then I am amazed by the potential for good, and the strength of people like Mark, who took the time to write a letter for the next target, becuase he knew what we would be going through and he didn't want us to feel alone. It's people like this that give me hope, and ofcourse he is not here, but his words are and that's a good thing.

Yes you will never look at the American flag the same, not so much the flag, but the concepts that we have been taught about our societies and cultures, countries. The things we were taught about these social constructs.It's such garbage. The truth is so much different. The movie the Matrix says it best.

"By now you have probably concluded that this is the same entity that has killed people who have recognized & resisted it throughout history."
Yep right there with him on this one as well. Martin, John Lennon, Jesus, it's the same jaws, that have opened up and said aw. Have any survived it? Their words have, their songs, their art, their spirits.

"Its name changes from place to place, & from time to time. It expresses itself in different ways. But it is always the same; it is large & powerful & has the minds of most people."
Large and powerful I get that. The minds of the people. I just don't understand this part. Anymore than I understand the browncoats. But I do understand it, with my mind anyways. Remember I got the former friends, family, co-workers that are all part of this system. Many that like it. They like feeling a part of something, some don't I think, but it fills a need in some people. I mean of course some people are just sick twisted individuals and this is the perfect outlet for that. Others are scared, I can respect that. Others don't know what to do. I am right there with ya on that one. Other just like the connection, it brakes down walls, the skin heads, Jews, Black, White, male, female, whatever. It gives them a certain degree of unity. I have seen this as people are signaling to each other. It's a language that is universal and they like that. It's also secret to some in society and it makes them feel a part of something so great and powerful, and so they give their wills to it. For me ofcourse who is on the other end, being tracked like an animal, I just want to scream, and be like stop the insanity. Wake up people, look at what you are doing. They probably would, and then go right back to doing it, because it gives them a place in society. People like that.

The people doing this, controlling this, know this. I am sure they have an understanding of history, and know what's worked, how humans have functioned throughout time. That's the part that makes it really hard for me to be hopeful.

"You are face to face with it in the form of Organized Stalking. It has focused its attention on you & it will not stop. At this point it doesn't matter when or why it started, or what the name of the group or agency is. It would have happened anyway. You will end up jobless & Mobbed out of work."

Again I covered this, but let me say it again. You did nothing wrong. That's the thing you have to understand. In there minds you dared to go against the system, to stand out and not fall in line. In our worlds we were just being who we were taught to be, or feel a need to be. Apparently the two are not compatible.

Mark goes on to talk about job loss, loss of family friends, etc. If you are here you probably know it. For me I just think of those words, "I count all but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ." (Philippians 3:8) It's just par for the territory. It's common, oh so common. I can't tell you how to deal or cope with it, you have to find your own way. I can tell you that you go through a lot of stages. The fact that everyone in your life was betraying you, not a fun thing. However you need to tackle the realisation of this and do it quickly. It's too easy to get consumed by the anger, and get stuck there. There are probably still good people in the world. Tuning into that is really hard however, it is a deep hurt and wound to come to grips with. It's a process.

Mark was apparently not very religious, but even he apparently knew evil when he saw it. I know mindless conforming zoombies when I see them. That's the part that still leaves me shaking my head. That anyone would want to go along with this, be a part of this, but they do. Yeah.

Mark wants us to document our case, survive as long as we can, and provide testimony to anyone who will listen. (Those who have ears, let them hear.) Pretty much the same thing others in history have had to do. Others who lived in such times, they are the only voices and records we have to try to understand this collective insanity. This consuming corruption. They have bared witness for the past and so we must do so for the present. Mark did that for us and we must try to do that for others. It seems to be the best way to honour each other, and give strength to the others who will wake up into this living nightmare.

I hoped the Indigo Ribbon campaign would do this for others, just like the white, red, and pink have done for other causes, but we are not like other causes. People don't have a tendency to want to target cancer patients or their supporters, where with our cause they do have a tendency to do that. To be in the open is to put yourself at greater risk, and yet if we don't take risks we let this continue. We all want to live long healthy joyous lives, and that's why many of us when we first see this collective insanity and realise it for what it is, do nothing about it and say nothing about it, and then it grows and spreads, and then finally that is all there is, and when it's time to speak up and do something, because it's gotten so bad, it's too late by then. Yet I am sure you know that, and yet you continue in this vain. (It's a cancer that needs to be stopped.)
I don't want to make anyone else a target more than they have to be, myself included, but at the same time, I do know that there is strength in numbers. Only by exposing what is happening can we do anything about it. Bullying, mobbing, the buzzsaw, gang stalking, etc. Only by making others aware do we stand a chance. Only by seeing that much of the above that is happening are all different managed branches of the same collective insanity, can we begin to mitigate it and manage it. I find it impossible to sit back and do nothing, and yet I want to make the right choices for myself and for other targets. Ofcourse I can't make the right choices for other targets. You have to make your own choices and figure out what's best for you, in your own time.

There is more talk and discussion of this stuff than there was in the past. There are more who are seeing it for what it is, but yet I am not sure we have come any further, or are any better than we were before. I only say this because this keeps happening over and over again in history and it's never changing. The thing that makes this time so different is it's so globalized. However there is always hope and I do want to focus on that. That's why I was hoping that we could find some way to unite, come together, find some way, symbol to unit our various efforts. We are fighting against the same thing, and to have a common unifying symbol has helped others. I was hoping this would do the same for us.

Below are Mark's words incase he goes missing, etc.
"Due to the events that I have witnessed & read about, I have concluded that it would be in my best interest to make as many people aware of my situation as possible. To that end, I have created this entry so that if I (or a member of my family) am killed, framed, setup, institutionalized, incarcerated, disappear, appear to have committed suicide, have an “accident”, or otherwise neutralized, this site will provide testimony to what really happened. In addition, this site is for people who believe they’re targets of Organized Stalking. " Mark M. Rich.

Well you know the rest. Mark's last entry was March 06, he had kept the site updated pretty regularly, and had said that he intended to continue to do that. At the time Mark had been staying with family and was trying to learn a way to survive, because he had not been able to find work for a few years or something like that. I can find no other online entries of him after this point. Then about a year later the site, expired and so here it is. Mark had been pretty open about his location, posting his address, phone number etc online. Again each target has to make there own choices on this front. The people in your area might not be fanatics, but others might be, remember the state has lot's of different branches. (Do what you think it best, it's allwe can do.)

The same is going to be true for any activism you do. The Indigo Ribbon campaign has the potential to be the same. Wearing a ribbon as someone pointed out, will make targets more visible, this can be a good thing, but ofcouse it can be a dangerous thing. We are up against a system, and I am not going to lie to you, it's a dangerous system. Mark confronted it, exposed it to the best of his ability, and numerous others, and it's still here, but every little bit helps. Everything he did helped me, and I hope my piece of the puzzle, quilt, helps others. It's the best we can hope to do. Remember the world is not an evil place because people do evil, (Well in part it is) but it's an evil place because people like us who see it for what it is do nothing about it. (Previous to this, I had no idea it was like this.)

If Ribbons and the color Indigo is not your thing, then I hear ya, but we still need a way to come together, to get open dialouge going, to direct people to sites where they can understand that there is another side to this wonderful system they have given themselves to, the side where Mark found himself, and others like me find ourselves. I daily have dozens of my fellow citizens who stalk, harass, try to sensitize, annoy, and mob me on a daily basis. Some of them as much as I hate to admit it, are just average people, some are even decent. (I know that's a hard realisation.) Yet they are a part of the system, and they don't want to be where we are. (Who in their right mind would? The brave, the stupid.)


The only thing I know is that this continues because we let it. You get the odd light here and there, and then it's back to business as usual. Those lights come and do what they can, they teach us, share their knowledge and perspective with us, and then it's up to us to try to convey what we can to others in our own time.

They stay strong, because they keep us divided. They succeed, because they can unite, and get people to unite, they keep us stumbling in the dark uncordinated and stagnent. They have the minds of the people, but we can win their hearts. Conformity is their creed, and their voices are loud. Security is our creed, and our voices are often silent. They have got it going on, and we have to get it going. They are so far ahead of us in the game, heck they wrote the game and the rules. Many of us are just playing catch up, and trying to survive.

Before anyone decides to be a part of the Indigo campagin, I would ask you to think about what it means, cause it's different than other ribbon campaigns. I like to think that our cause is like any other, and in many ways it is, but in other ways it's not. We need unity, we need our voices back. However we need to balance that with a certain degree of safety, security, and stealth. There is a reason the underground railroad and other causes like it did not take out ads in newspapers. For me the thing that has worked has been exposing what is happening, shining a light into some of this darkness, but that's the thing about darkness, it does not like to have light shined in it's face. It likes darkness for a reason. There are so many people, if each would just shine their light into this darkness, it could not do this to us anymore, but they never do. This system is in place because we keep it in place, it controls us because we let it. We are the only ones who can change that. I don't think anyone is coming to save us, and so we must try to save ourselves, or do the best that we can.

Mark was not very religious, I like to think of myself as a spiritual person. I don't think I should be limited by one religion, though, each has value and merit in it'sown way. I would just recommend that you find something to believe in, something to center and keep you balanced.I believe it's a physical battle, and a spiritual one. Every little bit helps.
The one really good thing that Mark did was to let targets know that they are not alone. You really are not alone. All those that have gone before are with you, and all those that will come after are with you. As you walk on the path you will feel alone, you will see things that will try to break your spirits, you will loose people that touched your soul, that inspired you, but then you have to use that to inspire others, to be leaders in your own right. How you do that will be up to you.

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