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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Dream Terms

I am interested in some of the terms and other things from the dream so I have been having a quick surf to see what I could find. Please feel free to follow along.


Special K

Ketamine Hydrochloride

Ketamine hydrochloride, or "Special K," is a powerful hallucinogen widely used as an animal tranquilizer by veterinarians. Users sometimes call the high caused by Special K, "K hole," and describe profound hallucinations that include visual distortions and a lost sense of time, sense, and identity. The high can last from a half-hour to 2 hours. The Drug Enforcement Administration reports that overt effects can last an hour but the drug can still affect the body for up to 24 hours.


Now I don't use drugs, I am against drugs, and know very little about drugs, but since in the dream they used Special K, I wanted to know what that does. So I looked it up and the above is what I found. I know in the 70's they used LSD, which is an hallucinogen on people.


Like other dissociative drugs (including DXM and nitrous oxide), ketamine blocks a neurotransmitter called glutamate in the brain, which blocks signals between the conscious mind with other parts of the brain. This results in the user feeling far away from her/his environment and insensitive to physical pain.

At low doses, ketamine may give a mild, dreamy feeling of floating outside of the body. Higher doses may have a euphoric or hallucinogenic effect that causes users to feel even more disassociated from their bodies, to the point where they may become unable to move or communicate. Some people refer to this sensation as entering a "K-hole" and report that it feels like a near-death experience.

Ketamine is known to cause bad reactions in some of its users. Some people may find the dissociative effects scary or disturbing, particularly at higher doses. Ketamine may make users feel nauseous and cause agitation, violent paranoia, impaired coordination, and confusion. The user's state of mind and environment directly impacts the effects.


I find it interesting that it can cause loss of time, and loss of self. You know how the UFO people are always complaining about loss of time in their waking worlds. What is someone around them is slipping them a mickey and they are getting slipped drugs like the above?


Andrews Naval Air Facility

Joint Base Andrews Naval Air Facility Washington,[3] formerly Andrews Air Force Base, (IATA: ADW, ICAO: KADW, FAA LID: ADW) is a United States Air Force base located in Prince George's County, Maryland, United States, situated 8 miles (13 km) east of the nation's capital, Washington, D.C.

Andrews was established in 1942 as Camp Springs Air Base and is named for Lieutenant General Frank M. Andrews (1884–1943), former Commanding General of United States Forces in the European Theater of Operations during WWII.


I know I have heard of this before, but don't really know anything about this place, so I did a quick wiki search. Interesting.


Each system has an internal programmer which oversees the “gatekeeper” (demons?) who grant or deny entry into the different rooms. A few of the internal images predominately seen by victims/survivors are trees, the Cabalistic “Tree of Life,” with adjoining root systems, infinity loops, ancient symbols and letters, spider webs, mirrors or glass shattering, masks, castles, mazes, demons/monsters/aliens, sea shells, butterflies, snakes, ribbons, bows, flowers, hour glasses, clocks, robots, chain-of-command diagrams and/or schematics of computer circuitry boards.


The parts in bold would apply to things that I have come across in these dreams. I won't go into details at the moment.


Some ancient mystical groups, such as the Gnostics, saw the butterfly as a symbol of corrupt flesh. The “Angel of Death” (remember Mengele?) in Gnostic art works was portrayed crushing the butterfly. A marionette is a puppet that is attached to strings and is controlled by the puppet master, hence MONARCH programming is also referred to as the “Marionette Syndrome.” “Imperial Conditioning” is another term used, while some mental health therapists know it as “Conditioned Stimulus Response Sequences.” Project MONARCH could be best described as a form of structured dissociation and occultic integration, carried out in order to compartmentalize the mind into multiple personalities within a systematic framework. During this process, a Satanic ritual, usually including Cabalistic mysticism, is performed with the purpose of attaching a particular demon or group of demons to the corresponding alter(s). Of course, most skeptics would view this as simply a means to enhance trauma within the victim, negating any irrational belief that demonic possession actually occurs.”

MONARCH programming is also referred to as the “Marionette Syndrome.” “Imperial Conditioning” is another term used, while some mental health therapists know it as “Conditioned Stimulus Response Sequences.” Project MONARCH could be best described as a form of structured dissociation and occultic integration, carried out in order to compartmentalize the mind into multiple personalities within a systematic framework. During this process, a Satanic ritual, usually including Cabalistic mysticism, is performed with the purpose of attaching a particular demon or group of demons to the corresponding alter(s).


Again without going into too much details these are some things from the dream that relate to things that I am coming across. Imperial Programming, I assume this refers to the Imperial Conditioning referenced above.

It's all interesting cause even though mind control is a part of what happens to targets, I am not an expert and so really don't cover it and tend to stay away from the topic, which I still plan to do, but I find it rather interesting to look up the things that I came across in this dream.

I should add that these dreams again seem to work or the boring lame dreams anyways seem to work in conjunction with the emotions that are being pumped into my system, via electronic manipulation of the nervous system.

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Executive Order 2

Executive Order 2

Ok so I have more details of the dream, except this dream is different than the other dreams. This dream is like a recall of sorts.

Eg. In the other dreams, I am in these lame mind attics, mind stages, strangers in the dreams, and they all have these lame themes right, but this was not like those.

In this dream I am seeing the behind the scenes stuff.
Eg. I now realize that in the dream I had been walking and the person that I am walking with tells me that we have walked into a trap, but then there is nothing that we can do.

Oh and I am recalling the dream from end to start, which is weird. I don't know how long this took place over time, or how many dreams. The recall all happened now in one dream, but I think these events might have happened over a series of dreams, and I was not aware.

So in the dream there is a mention of Andrews or St. Andrews airforce base? Possibly something about a hanger I think, but not sure about the hanger.

In the dream it's not mind programing, it's spirit programing. Programing for the spirit vs programing for the mind. In the dream there is talk of giving me special K. (That's like suppose to be a drug, not the breakfast cereal.) In the dream the handler wants to use it to break the mind. Part of the programing involves violating and beating the hell out of the target. In previous dreams I have had quick flash of where someone is hitting the heck out of me, but then it's mostly covered up by the mind stage, and it's like quick flash.

In the dream there are special terms used, and different parts of the mind were created. In the other dreams I was sure not of this had happened, but clearly I was wrong. Different levels, and different words to access the various levels. The person that set this up has a special term just for them, that only they know. There are other trigger words, that others know, but his person has something special for just them.

The person who set this up is there for parts of this. This person at times seems to play a special role, not really a handler, but gives special commands to mind sections that only this person can access.

Remember this is all happening in the dream, but this dream was like a recall dream, unlike the other lame dreams, this dream had texture, persons that I know, persons that I did not know, but unlike the other dreams these people have texture and seem real in the dream.

The person who set's this up gives a command to hurt and violate the person I was captured with, and I wonder, what did this person ever do to you? The person who set this up seems to enjoy the power they seem to have in the dream.

There is talk of underground bases, in one of my other dreams not this one, there was one dream that I thought was weird, someone is experimenting on me in the dream. It's a quick flash and it does seem to be underground, unlike the other mind fluff it also had texture. In the dream I am lead to believe that his last name is mengle, but ofcourse the only one associated with that name would be long gone. The funny thing was when I looked up the wiki page, the person in my dream if I recall correctly looked like an older version of the wiki picture. (Again I am recalling a dream face, so take it for what it's worth.)

In the dream afterwards someone implies that I am being spiritually tracked. I am lead to understand that this is spiritual programing, vs mind programing I guess? The tracking implication is that no matter where I go on the dream realm or I guess it could be an astral realm, not sure, that I will be tracked. They implied it's like an implant, but a spiritual tracker not like a psychical tracker. Now remember this is all happening in the dream, but this dream was like more real.

The implication that I walked away from the dream was this. Eg. The dream implies that spiritual experimentations are happening, just like you would have these earth mind programs that are happening, but these are on an astral or spiritual plain of existence.

The thing is however the processes work the exact same way, eg. The splitting of the mind, the tracking of spiritual bodies. There was a mention of being linked into the underground bases, but why would you be linked into underground bases in spirit? That seems weird cause I didn't think that would be possible.

The feeling I get is that you can remotely program someone at subconscious or spiritual level, the same way you would do in the awake world, but it's all done while asleep. This is what I walked away from the dream thinking.

Remember this all happens in my dream. The other thing I think about in my dream is that the person who set this up, must really hate me. Naturally I know who it is, and I think this person must truly hate me, they seem to get so much pleasure from the precieved power of what is being done.

There were other things, but a lot of them are personal. I wanted to share this with you, cause it seemed really different than anything else. The other dreams are all just mind pap, but this dream was like stuff that was behind the scenes. Stuff that I was not meant to know or be aware of. Stuff I assume that the mind pap is designed to hide and cover over. It was weird cause the other dreams were nothing like this one, this one actually seemed like a real dream vs the other dreams which seem like faux dreams.

Now for those out there who do have these real life experiences be it abductions, or mind control programing, I am wondering if any of you could be experiencing this at a subconscious or dream level, vs real life waking level? Oh don't get me wrong, I do believe the government does in real life conduct such experiments, I am not doubting the validity of people who have had such experiences, I am just wondering if anyone thinks that instead of a real experience if it could have happened on a dream level, but it seemed real?

Ofcourse what if things like this really are happening and government have found ways to remotely experiment on people at a dream or spirit level and to program them at a dream level imagine how messed up that would be? You would be like MK Ultra, Monarch Programing, Manchurian Candidate and never know it. The other thing is that would dream programming affect your waking world, or just your dream world?

It's all very interesting, and I usually don't get this personal in my blogging, and I usually don't share my dreams, but I thought if anyone else out there was having similar, you could call back and share, and maybe compare notes.

For me personally I am taking these dreams with a grain of salt. I am naturally happy to have anything that seems more like my old dreams, even if this one did have the same creepy control theme to it.

(Oh one more weird thing, is that in the dream they referred to me as the benefits recipient, and I kept thinking, but I am not on benefits, it has to be a mistake. Benefits is the U.K. term for welfare, but the dream is all America based.) Weird, that was one more detail that comes out in the dream. I am going to go do some boring old surfing, and for once be glad for my waking world, cause my dream world is a bit weird right now.

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Monday, November 29, 2010

Spiritual Liability

Spiritual Liability

What is a spiritual liability? Apparently there are people that you feel are not suitable on earth and those would be considered earth liabilities, well it seems if some would have their way, spirits are now to be classified in similar manner.

Think about what this means, we are one connected world in our dreams, we can connect with people that we do not know, people we may never encounter on this realm. Tribes of the past use to use dreams to connect to the ancestors. That's kind of neat right.

The slave who is bound with chains during the day, can at least be free in their dreams.

The begger who watches his princess marry another, may at least scale her palace gates, and access his love, and they may be together if only in their dreams.

The young child who works on the street corner by day, can at least dream of a better existence at night in dreams.

Humanity which cries out for a savior, can conspire in their sleep for one such as this to be called forth.

I believe that long before many things happen, or take shape on this realm, they happen in spirit. I believe that maybe we even meet people we are suppose to know on some higher spiritual plane and spirits conspire to meet on earth. I know that sounds crazy, but how many times have we heard stories of people meeting their future spouses and they feel as if they have meet before, maybe even in a dream?

It's wonderful to think that dreams allow us freedoms that we might never have on this realm, that dreams can free us, that even if we are government targets in one realm, we might at least have freedom in another, but what is someday science and technology are able to control our dreams?

What if someday we can even be controlled in our sleeps, or enslaved in our sleeps? Seen as spiritual liabilities who are denied access to certain people. What if someday someone can come, and from a distance sell you out to some government or other agency to rob you of your dreams? How monstrous would that be? How God like would we think of ourselves if we could do such things?

Imagine a world where even in dreams some think of themselves as so high and mighty that they do not want to be bothered with the spiritual riff raff, if they think themselves too high or powerful that a command can be given to keep one entity away from another. A world where the spiritual soul can be controlled, dear I even say mind controlled, where that part of the mind could be interfered with to keep an entity away from another, or to only interact with those that others have deemed suitable.

I don't want to imagine a world such as this, but I fear that this is the type of world we will be finding ourselves in sooner than expected. As you know I have been doing the research on the Remote Neural Monitoring, Dream Manipulations, etc and it's pretty scary what society is capable of, and what people are willing to do to others without even thinking twice. A simple command and someone life in dreams as well as while awake is ruined.

I really do not want to imagine a world or that such as this, but I am too much of a realist to realize that our technology is making it true.

What I do know is that in my awake world, I am outspoken, it's a trait that I do not wish to live without. I would defend those that I care about and that I think are worthy of defending. I don't think that I am the worst person in the world, but I also do not at present have the status or financial means that some enjoy in this realm. Therefore in this realm, I don't mind some barriers, or if some think themselves too great for an association.

In my dreams however it's a different story. Unlike my awake realms, my dream realm is to be a free, obscured plain of existence. I don't expect people to spiritually interfere with me, or obstruct my course, anymore than they would expect me to obstruct theirs.
In my dreams I seem to be more social, and I am less conservative in some ways than I am in others, but there is a kindness about my spirit that I am found of. Unfortunately I seem to be less discriminating in my dreams, and seem willing to associate with a variety of people that I can't imagine I would associate with in my awake realm.

In dreams my spirit is not limited by financial or social status. I think in dreams my spirit would be deemed suitable in some ways, but for some, unsuitable in others. (Some items can only be truly appreciated by the right collectors.) What I do know is that there is a kindness about my spirit that I have grown found of. An innocence I see in dreams, that I have long lost in this realm, a willingness to believe in the goodness of others, and their intentions. A naiveté that can be ill afforded, but one that I can not control in spirit. A warmth that I have long nestled away, and am no longer willing to share with this world. A child like innocence, a virtue I have long lost in many ways still exists within some part of me, that I like to think of as the soul. I am happy to see those traits if only in my dreams. It's hard for me to imagine that there are those who would now create sciences that would access such realms, and try to do unwell things in our dreams, but this is the very reality that we are looking at with such technology. We live in a world where our sciences would soon allow us to think that we are near Gods, very dangerous indeed.

Imagine if in dreams you were prevented from associating with your future soul mate, cause someone thought to keep you from specific circles, because they thought too well of themselves?

Imagine in dreams humanity being enslaved, and leaders like Joan of ark thought to be too base to meet with the king, or made to dream basic dreams and so prevented in spirit as well as on earth, how many great destinies and history might be lost with such thinking?

Imagine Joseph and Mary in dreams being turned away, because they were not deemed suitable for the inn, and a young child dying out in the cold. Or in dreams if a young child had been found by Harold and his blood lust what might have been. Imagine if dreams shaped reality in some way?

I don't claim to be an expert on dreams. Till a few years back, my dreams were pretty normal, it's only in the last few years that my dreams have begun to play a bigger role, in my awareness of things. For some reason my targeting put me in touch with my dreams. I guess as a part of the survival process, it became necessary, but I also think that things do not necessarily happen before their time.

I have become more aware that dreams are a connection to the soul. I believe that we often do meet people in dreams before we ever meet them on the face of the earth. So maybe some of the old traditions are not so silly, traditions such as putting items under a pillow to see your future soul mate in dreams.

I believe we invent things in our dreams, some of our great discoveries such as the double helix have come from dreams, some of the greatest puzzles have been solved in dreams. Some people even have predictive dreams such as President Lincoln dreaming his own death, or Mark Twain dreaming of the death of his brother.

Some people have dreams of other worlds, and other realms, and the images that they bring back, often lead to new inventions. Some even have dreams where they see loved one's who have passed away, or ancestors from times past. Some people see, interact with and are visited by angel's in their dreams, such as Jacob and his ladder from the bible. Dreams are an amazing connection to the soul, and imagine if that gateway could be blocked, stifled, interfered with, or access cut off? Imagine if shared dreams create a future destiny, and if those dreams could be interfered with by removing a specific dreamer, how many leaders, and Saviour's in human history might not have been called forth?

Dreams are an amazing thing, even at it's best our science can not fully explain them. Some leaders dream of greatness first and later achieve that greatness based on those dreams, now imagine if someone in their arrogance, saw another as unworthy and dared to take away those dreams before they could ever be formed, created, observed? Imagine if events in our realms are shaped by such, how much we could change the course of history? I dare say we would likely not change the course for the better. Imagine the abuses that could be taking place and most would never be aware. That is the future that humanity could be looking at if these technologies get into the hands of the wrong people.

For me personally what I do know is that I liked my dreams, they were fun, fulfilling, as you know lately I have not dreamt the way that I use to, my dreams seem to be filled with fluff, mind attics and dream stages, dreams of mind programing, and handlers, dreams that are rejected time and time again. My regular dreams I long to have, but seem prevented from having. A feeling that something has changed, a morphic resonance of memory, but no recollection of what the change is. Just a feeling that is stronger and deeper than anything that can be destroyed. I guess much like time, even if dreams can be changed or destroyed, there would still be a morphic resonance, a scream on the soul of human destiny that something was just not right, a trace, something that needed to be correct, a knowing, but no way to readily make corrections.

I like to think that intelligent people could understand the ramifications of these actions, others would just abuse the power, in their human stupidity. Don't like your wife's dreams of Fabio, stop her from dreaming about Fabio. Don't think that guy is good enough for your daughter? Stop him from even thinking about her in dreams. Don't like the way your co-worker dreams about beating the heck out of others at the office, stop them from dreaming about that. Don't like the way that street begger Aladdin is always dreaming about a princess, stop his dreams. You can see where I am going with this.

If we ever have the power to achieve this, what advantages might be taken, who might be deemed a spiritual liability? I am sure many great leaders of our time could have fallen into this category. Which leaders would not be, because someone stopped them from dreaming great dreams, cause they felt that the person should only dream average dreams? What battles would have been won and lost if dreams could be changed, manipulated, or never dreamed at all? Who in their arrogance would be so unkind and so cruel, and would try to circumvent God? I believe to interfare with dreams, would be considered direct interfarance with the soul purpose, and I believe if ever such a time comes, there would be a great and terrible reconning to behold.

For now though, I am just some person in this realm, no great status to speak of, no great financial assessts to impress the bling, bling crowd, but a fine mind, a kind soul, and a future that I hope to live unencumbered in my awake realm, and in my dream realms. Also being the snob that I am in this realm, if someone ever thought that I was not suitable or worthy, they would not have to worry about me trying to form an association with them, it would be the other way around. For in this realm, I do not easily forget insults or forgive, those memories at least seem to be quite eternal.

In my dreams I am not there yet, but I hope to teach my spirit a little bit of this social snobbery that I have learnt, so that my spirit will know better than to associate with those that would deem my spirit as unworthy, that would treat my spirit as less than, that would take advantage of the innocent spirit I see in my dreams, that would circumvent a spirit so harmless, and kind. I hope for my spirits sake if I am ever able to dream again, my dreams, that I can impart this lesson, so that my spirit would know better as I do.

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
Eleanor Roosevelt

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The Big Story

While our fellow internet users were busy chasing wikileaks, I believe the big story happened in front of our eyes, and most were not even aware of it, and failed to appreciate the true significance of it. Instead we chased after the what the media told us was vital, what the media told us was useful, blingy and of value. You tend to be smart people in many cases, but seem to fall for the usual false God's continually. I am just as fallible in many ways, but I guess living in a conspiracy, it's easier to see when something has value or is real, vs fake.

The story that the media in my opinion overhyped to death, but who's reveal in my opinion made very little difference to the course of humanity, yet in typical fashion, most of the people fell for it, and totally missed a developing story that I think is far more significant in scope and what I means for our future not only on the internet, but in others institutions not yet disclosed.

Here is the story of how the Starfish shutdown several sites on the internet right before our eyes and what the true significance was, which in my opinion was only grasped by a few, but is significant to most of society.

The Starfish

The story begins with 72 websites being shut down. Naturally the websites are copyright websites, sites that link to download sites, or sites selling possibly counterfeit material.
Interestingly enough, many of the sites targeted also had high Alexia rankings, but that is a trifle in comparison to other more important factors. Naturally a sad event, and it reminds many how vulnerable the internet is and the freedoms that we hold dear, but the real story seems to be behind the year and a half maneuverings that happened, to get someone into place who would agree to these use ICANN for such shutdowns. ICANN is now helping to police the internet vs just creating domain names.

A comment posted on another site pointed to the new CEO of ICANN and some interesting information.

1 day ago in reply to Khalid Noufal

What everyone should have noticed was when the cyber chief of the US Department of Homeland Security, Rod A. Beckstrom, resigned last year and was immediately appointed the president of ICANN.


The former cyber chief of the Department of Homeland Security was now running ICANN? That seemed that depending on his views and mentality it could be a hugh conflict of interest to me. Even if he is no longer with the Department Of Homeland Security, it seemed important to find out some information about this new CEO.

Beckstrom is the former Director of the U.S. National Cybersecurity Center (NCSC), where he formed an effective working group of leaders from the nation's top six cybersecurity centers spanning the civilian, military and intelligence communities.

The announcement of Beckstrom's selection as CEO occurred at the conclusion of ICANN's 35th international meeting in Sydney, Australia.

"The importance of the Internet as a free flowing source of information is being underscored right now by the events in Iran," said Beckstrom. "It shows the power of human expression through a free and open Net."


He worked as cyber chief for about a year and a half for the department, but when the NSA were stepping on their toes and he felt that his leash was being pulled too tight, and they were not being given free reign to do what he wanted to do he wrote an interesting resignation letter and quit the job.

Just three months after this oh so dramatic revelation, he landed on his feet and was now president of ICANN, and amazing chance of circumstance, that a man who did not feel he was able to go far enough in his role as cyber chief was now in control of ICANN and a large part of how decisions get made about most of the domains on the internet. For those who don't know, ICANN is the main centralized domain registrar in charge of many top level domains such as .com, .net, .org, etc.

When he received the job, an internet poster was savvy enough to make this comment.

by karl.auerbach (157250) writes: on Friday June 26 2009,


I hope he recognizes that ICANN is supposed to make sure that the domain system works and that ICANN is not to be a policeman doing trademark enforcement for the intellectual property protection industry or enforcing various governments' views about what is acceptable use of the net.

Looking ahead this comment would almost become prophetic in the days ahead and with the role that ICANN helped play in these current shutdowns of these websites. Remember the websites were shutdown without notice, without warning, and they were redirected at the ICANN level, not at the domain registry level.

The story in and of itself could end there, and well be worthy of some popcorn, but it does not end there. Mr. Beckstrom has written a really interesting book, which I would not mind reading in future, but for the moment I was only able to read the jacket, and this is what his philosophy is, about starfish organizations. The book is called the starfish and the spider.

He talks about how these companies that share a philosophy are able to come together and be stronger faster and do better than there counterparts that share a leader down structure. The starfish organization is a leaderless organization, people that share the same philosophy and social networks, but without any obvious leader, so you never truly know who is who. Organizations that you can cut down, but then another part of it springs up almost over night.

Here is what it says.



One thing that business, institutions, governments and key individuals will have to realize is spiders and starfish may look alike, but starfish have a miraculous quality to them. Cut off the leg of a spider, and you have a seven-legged creature on your hands; cut off its head and you have a dead spider. But cut off the arm of a starfish and it will grow a new one. Not only that, but the severed arm can grow an entirely new body. Starfish can achieve this feat because, unlike spiders, they are decentralized; every major organ is replicated across each arm.

But starfish don't just exist in the animal kingdom. Starfish organizations are taking society and the business world by storm, and are changing the rules of strategy and competition. Like starfish in the sea, starfish organizations are organized on very different principles than we are used to seeing in traditional organizations. Spider organizations are centralized and have clear organs and structure. You know who is in charge. You see them coming.

Starfish organizations, on the other hand, are based on completely different principles. They tend to organize around a shared ideology or a simple platform for communication- around ideologies like al Qaeda or Alcoholics Anonymous. They arise rapidly around the simplest ideas or platforms. Ideas or platforms that can be easily duplicated. Once they arrive they can be massively disruptive and are here to stay, for good or bad. And the Internet can help them flourish.

So in today's world starfish are starting to gain the upper hand.

How can Toyota leverage starfish principles to crush their spider-like rivals, GM and Ford? How did tiny Napster cripple the global music industry? Why is free, community based Wikipedia crushing Encyclopedia Britannica overnight? Why is tiny Craigslist crippling the global newspaper industry? Why is Al Qaeda flourishing and even growing stronger? In today's world to answer this it is essential to understand the potential strength of a starfish organization.

The Starfish and the Spider by Ori Brafman and Rod A. Beckstrom, explores the phenomenal and unstoppable new power of the starfish organizations and will change the way you look at the world.


I found this to be one of the most significant thing that I have come across in a long time, as I am often advocating leaderless resistance, so that our organizations can not be easily infiltrated, integrated and destroyed, and here is someone interestingly harvesting a similar philosophy, who felt limited in his cyber security role, who quit and was clearly able to use some type of social network to finesse his eventual leadership of the head of ICANN and organization that plays a huge role in the internet.


Book Jacket Summary

If you cut off a spider's head, it dies; if you cut off a starfish's leg it grows a new one, and that leg can grow into an entirely new starfish. Traditional top-down organizations are like spiders, but now starfish organizations are changing the face of business and the world.

What's the hidden power behind the success of Wikipedia, craigslist, and Skype? What do eBay and General Electric have in common with the abolitionist and women's rights movements? What fundamental choice put General Motors and Toyota on vastly different paths? After five years of ground-breaking research Ori Brafman and Rod Beckstrom have discovered some unexpected answers, gripping stories, and a tapestry of unlikely connections. The Starfish and the Spider argues that organizations fall into two categories: traditional 'spiders,' which have a rigid hierarchy and top-down leadership, and revolutionary 'starfish,' which rely on the power of peer relationships.

The Starfish and the Spider explores what happens when starfish take on spiders (such as the music industry vs. Napster, Kazaa, and the P2P services that followed). It reveals how established companies and institutions, from IBM to Intuit to the US government, are also learning how to incorporate starfish principles to achieve success. And it will teach you:

* How the Apaches evaded the powerful Spanish army for 200 years
* The power of a simple circle
* The importance of catalysts who have an uncanny ability to bring people together.
* How the Internet has become a breeding ground for leaderless organizations
* How Alcoholics Anonymous has reached TK million members with only a shared ideology and without a leader

The Starfish and the Spider is the rare book that will change how you understand the world around you. You'll never see things the same way again.


It makes you wonder how many other chess pieces are getting put into play. How many others who share a same philosophy, but have no clear ties, or affiliations are now getting into similar positions across the globe, and how many other similar plays are being set up that most do not see, and can not even imagine? Because we are dealing with a leaderless entity, with no clear associations we may never know until the plays unfold.

Think about how a society can be taken over, there are two ways, it can be done by force, or it can be done by putting your people into key positions of power, people who share ideals, philosophies, principles. No clear affiliations have to be present, you would just set up a social network, that promotes those with your ideals, and get them into significant or key roles and no one would be the wiser.


In 1934 General Smedley D. Butler went public after he was approached by Wall Street and offered up to 300 million dollars to lead an army of 500,00 veterans equipped with munitions from Remington Arms Company to Washington D.C., in order to overthrow the U.S. Government by force. The plot was investigated by the McCormack-Dickstein committee, which found General Butler to be telling the truth.(*)



According to this information, the CFR/Wall Street made an overt attempt to install a dictatorship by force. This plot was investigated by congress and found to be authentic. It is strikingly similar to the Communist Revolution which Wall Street is known to have funded, where an entire country was communized after a few major cities were seized.

"The Communists came to power by seizing a mere handful of key cities," wrote Allen. "In fact, practically the whole Bolshevik Revolution took place in one city--Petrograd. It was as if the whole United States became Communist because a communist-led mob seized Washington D.C."


When you know what you are doing, it does not take much for a take over to happen. It can happen seemingly in the blink of an eye, but you find that in the background, there has been strategy building, culminating over years, key players getting moved into critical positions of power, and networks set up. Most people are likely to not understand the inner workings until the whole thing is unveiled and by then ofcouse it's too late.

I don't think we are necessarily a stupid society, sometimes I think that we are just lazy. We want others to do the thinking for us, to connect the dots. We have begun to think that we are not smart enough or cleaver enough to think for ourselves, and have started to trust others to do the thinking for us. Thus voting.

If you ever want to take the power and control back you have to start to think for yourself, believe that you are capable. Connect the dots for yourself and you must stop chasing after the shiny shallow things that the world tells you are the important things. The things that they want you to buy, to swallow, to believe is the truth when it's only the ministry of truth, the lies that they want you to accept and to believe disguised as the truth. No one can hold you hand and get you to do that, you have to do that for yourself.

Anyways this was a story that I thought was slightly more important and significant than some of the pablum that you might have been feed.

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Sunday, November 28, 2010

Internet Shutdown


Following on the heels of this week’s domain seizure of a large hiphop file-sharing links forum, it’s clear today that the U.S. Government has been very busy. Without any need for COICA, ICE has just seized the domain of a BitTorrent meta-search engine along with those belonging to other music linking sites and several others which appear to be connected to physical counterfeit goods.


They (The government) are shutting down websites across the internet. This is always how it begins. It was around 73 websites in total, but it was done without any warning, and without a court order. This is how a society get's shut down, then they can target anyone that they want to without any real reason, while sites such as facebook, google, youtube, get off scott free, while doing the exact same thing many of these sites were shut down for doing.

First they came for the torrent sites, I did not say anything cause I was not a torrent site.

Then they came for the file sharing sites. I did not say anything cause I was not a file sharing site.

Then they came for the sites that sold knock off items, but I did not sell knock off items.

Then they came for the sites that linked to torrent & illegal download sites. Again I did not say anything. I remained silent.

Then they came for my sites. Do not let history repete itself. Stop this now before it's too late.


They came first for the Communists,
and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Communist.

Then they came for the trade unionists,
and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a trade unionist.

Then they came for the Jews,
and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Jew.

Then they came for me
and by that time no one was left to speak up.

Those who fail to learn from history are destined to repeate it.

George Santayana / Edmund Burke

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Thursday, November 25, 2010

Cold Case

Cold Case

Three years ago I heard the story of a young mother that stabbed her two children in a gas station bathroom. She only a few days before had spoken out about a neighbour stabbing her younger brothers dog to death, and then within days had stabbed her own children to death. When I heard the story at the time. I firmly felt that it was a case of Gang Stalking. I didn’t know why, I really had very little proof to go on, and very few details were forth coming in the case, well three years later, I have many more details and I feel there was a good chance she was on a Threat Assessment Hit List.

I recap with the link to hightech harassment. One of the things the site talks about is how many times parents especially it seems mothers are tricked into killing their children, via external voices.


The sonic harassment technology in addition to tricking people into believing their house is haunted can be used to trick a mother into believing that she is speaking directly to God. A mother claiming that she received instructions from God to kill her children is easily accomplished with this classified sonic harassment technology. Secret police living in a neighboring house to the targeted mother can use the technology against the mother and trick her into killing her children. The targeted mother will be carefully screened by the surveillance conducted by the agents before being selected to have the sonic technology used against her. Usually a mother with a history of mental illness is selected.


At the time I felt that there was more to the story of why she killed her kids, when she had just days before spoken out about how horrible it was for someone to kill a dog.

The story that I found is that of someone who worked for the postal service, the court trials claims that she lost her job due to problems with her co-workers and paranoid delusions about them. Where these the same time of paranoid delusions that Yvonne Hiller was having?


The court heard evidence from two psychiatrists who both agreed that Ms Hawes was suffering from schizophrenia. In early 2007 Ms Hawes began having paranoid delusions about her work colleagues which eventually led to her losing her job. She was prescribed anti-depressants in July 2007 but her paranoia increased and she began to hear voices which were controlling her actions.

In the days leading up to the double murder Ms Hawes was traveling around the country with her two children because she believed she was being pursued by something or someone. On November 29th 2007 she took a kitchen knife from her home and fled with her two children, when she reached a convenience store about a mile from her home she began to hear voices telling her to kill the children.

“I didn’t want them to have to run anymore,” Ms. Hawes told her psychiatrist. “I was trying to protect them … to stop them from being chased.

“I heard voices in the bathroom telling me to stab my kids.”

The post office is notorious for people going postal. My strong suspicion is that Hawes was placed on a Threat Assessment List for monitoring. She was likely given a level 3 or 2 threat level and thus her Gang Stalking and Electronic Harassment would have been peek. Level 2 being almost the highest level. This would have mean active monitoring, and everyone around her being alerted, it would have also meant that people would have been actively following her around, maybe even harassing her, irregardless of her having the two children in her possession.

This would corresponds with her fears of being on the run, and arming herself because she felt someone was out to do her harm. The voices might have been internal, but they could also have been very external and technology based, telling her to kill her children. This might help explain how she was able to so radically change and kill her children just a few short days later.


PRIORITY 2 (High Risk): Poses threat of violence or self-harm but lacks immediacy or access to target. Requires active monitoring and case management plan.

PRIORITY 3 (Moderate Risk): Does not pose threat of violence or self harm, but exhibits significantly disruptive behaviors and/or need for assistance. Requires active monitoring, case management plan, and appropriate referrals.


Can I prove this is what happened? I might someday be able to prove that she was on a Threat Assessment List and thus followed around. I don’t know if I will be able to prove that remote neural monitoring in the form of voice to target transmission was employed, which helped and encouraged her to murder her two innocent children.

In any case Hawes has been written off as another Paranoid Schizophrenic, who was hearing voices, had paranoid beliefs and killed her children. No further investigation or evidence needed.

Let’s not forget the two innocent lives that were lost, if there is more to this story, we owe it to these two kids to find out the truth.

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Monday, November 22, 2010

Happy Indigo Ribbon Day

Happy Indigo Ribbon Day.

Thanks for taking the time to share in the experiences of being Targeted Individuals. United We Stand. Divided They Fall.

Over the years it is your continued support and sharing that have made things all worth while. Thank you for your caring sharing and support. Together we can make a difference in the lives of each other and other targets everywhere.

Happy Indigo Ribbon Day and please do enjoy the fireworks.

All The Best. Gang Stalking World.

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Sunday, November 21, 2010

Dream Review

Dream Review

Ok I had some time to go over my dream that I had the other day. Upon review a few things came to me.

The dream was in white space except for one object in the room. Eg. I guess we could call it like a “white room”. One person and myself and nothing else.

Before this I mentioned that there were elements of the dream that were missing, and in my dream who ever was experimenting had figured out why I was not accepting the previous dreams. This one I had previously accepted without question, but I think I was wrong.

Upon reflection I think the dream was actually similar to the white room that people describe being experimented on when they very falsely believe that they have been kidnapped by aliens or whatever.

Hear me out. I am not knocking extra terrestrial life, I am sure that in this vast universe other life forms could exist. Could some people have made contact, sure anything is possible, but this is what I have come to believe.

I believe that most of these so called alien encounters have been government kidnappings period. Either real physical kidnappings or done remotely at an astral level. I don’t believe that they have been alien encounters at all. Again I am not saying that extra terrestrials could not exist, but I just don’t believe that many of these encounters have been that at all.

In the dream when I reflected I got a sense that the room had been used to experiment on people, to fool them that they were being experimented on by other worldly beings. It was a strong impression, that I got when I reflected on the dream later. The strong impression was that instead of the one object that I did see in the dream, that normally the room would have had a table, and it was used for experimenting and that the people were fooled. The faces they see are images implanted, to hide real life creeps who do sick experiments. That was the very strong dream impression I got. Remember dreams are very informative, dreams were how someone figured out the double helix, dreams can tell us a lot.

If you go to this site, Conti gives a lot of good information and insight about alien encounters about what she thinks might be happening. After visiting her site some years ago, I wrote about what I believed was happening in her community, but these dreams seem to be very insightful and I think they may explain some of these encounters.

The interesting thing about Conti is that she is a Gang Stalking target and abductee. Yes that sounds weird, but her research is pretty solid, and in her community, they get electronic harassment. It’s the first time that I had come across another community that get’s electronic harassment. They get the black helicopters. Followed around etc. I have not figured out how a threat assessment list could be working in her case, but for some reason it seems some just get straight up Gang Stalking, some get electronic harassment, then some get experimented on and I believe tricked and it branches off into things like this, but it’s all branches of the same octopus.

I think these alien encounters are false, and people are getting images implanted into there heads via the remote neural monitoring.

[quote]Visual memory can also be seen. RNM can send images direct to the visual cortex, bypassing the eyes and optic nerves. NSA operatives can use this to surreptitiously put images in a surveillance subject’s brain while they are in R.E.M. sleep for brain-programming purposes.[/quote]

The images are being implanted to mask experiments that are being done at either an astral level, meaning you never leave the room with your physical body, but your astral body is experimented on. The dreams and the flash backs would be very real, some people I suspect would have a hard time distinguishing the two if they were not aware of astral projection or astral dreaming. You can have a dream in astral and have flashback days, weeks, months later or never at all, and the flash backs would seem like a real world flashback if you did not know better. In our western society, I am not sure if many are aware of astral dreaming, vs regular dreaming.

The others who have these so called real alien encounters, where their cars are stopped. I believe we are looking at one and the same and it’s government related. I just watched a video and in it the Targeted Individual talks about how they stop her car from working, that they mess with the electrical system or something and it just stops working remotely, much like many of our appliances and electronics. No she has never claimed alien abduction, she is just a standard target, who’s life they are trying to ruin. How many of these so called alien encounters do you hear about how the cars stop working, and suddenly the people are asleep and they loose time? Well you can disable a car remotely with some of this technology, and putting people asleep, subliminal acoustic manipulation of the nervous system. As a target I have experienced this. Being put to sleep like right away. When you have experienced it and know what is happening, you can shield against it, and it’s not that hard. You can read more about this here.

In human subjects, sensory resonances can be excited by subliminal atmospheric acoustic pulses that are tuned to the resonance frequency. The 1/2 Hz sensory resonance affects the autonomic nervous system and may cause relaxation, drowsiness, or sexual excitement, depending on the precise acoustic frequency near 1/2 Hz used. The effects of the 2.5 Hz resonance include slowing of certain cortical processes, sleepiness, and disorientation. For these effects to occur, the acoustic intensity must lie in a certain deeply subliminal range. Suitable apparatus consists of a portable battery-powered source of weak subaudio acoustic radiation. The method and apparatus can be used by the general public as an aid to relaxation, sleep, or sexual arousal, and clinically for the control and perhaps treatment of insomnia, tremors, epileptic seizures, and anxiety disorders.

Now these strange alien reports go back to the 40′s and 50′s? Again I don’t want to knock people’s beliefs in aliens, but if these have all been experiments then they have been experimenting on people and pulling this fake alien garbage for some time now. When I did briefly examine Conti’s material, I found that she had the same things in her community. Fake forums, shrills, disinformation, people trying to confuse the truth so real abductees can not figure out what is going on, so they end up confused about wither it’s aliens, government, a combination or whatever. She also cited a lot of fake information being deliberately put out there. The same was true for 9/11 truth, for the HIV and AIDS dissident community, and several other communities I briefly researched. There is a disinformation culture and many of these sites be it extremist sites, conspiracy sites, they are either A) Not run by who you think runs them, or even if they started out being legit, they are so over run now and compromised that real discussions get buried. Interesting topics do not get responded to, or shut down. Real debates get bullied. The same way they learnt to control and take over other sites. You have no idea how controlled and over run most online forums are.

[quote]There are other stories, but the same M.O. the more they investigate, people in positions of authority, with power, to pull strings. Many of these investigations go back to government or the church, and those in high level positions.
Gang Stalking, Mind Control, it’s all the same things. We are small appendages fighting the same thing. Think of it as an octopus. Eight arms, Each arm corrupt. If you are not seeing the bigger picture, you are fighting one arm of corruption, and another person is fighting a different arm of corruption, but it’s all coming from the same beast.

After investigating this for two years, view others and the indeepth research that they have done, and my own, in my opinion it’s the government.[/quote]

Anyways there was more I wanted to share, but I think that is enough for now, except to say that in my dreams I keep thinking things were bad enough, and instead of even lifting a finger or doing anything to help, someone actually had the inhumanity to unkindly expose me to worst than I was already going through. In the dream that what I remember most. Oh and something about they are coming to get you.

If this turns out to be more than a dream, and for some reason I go missing, you are required to come find me in the government facility where I am being held, guns blazing. :-)

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Thursday, November 18, 2010

Heartfelt Gratitude

Real Dream

I am blogging a lot, cause I will not be posting for the next little while, so I wanted to share as much as possible.

Ok I got through and had a real dream. I know that sounds funny, but vs the faux dreams I have been having. It's funny but the element or one of the elements that real dreams have vs faux dreams has been so obvious for the years that I have been dreaming, but I had forgotten what that missing element was.

So at least that portion of my subconscious is not destroyed, just co-opted. Ok this answers that question, and yes real dreams feel very different than the encoded mind fluff that I have had to deal with, plus you actually rest in real dreams. Even if it's just a short dream, you actually have energy after. Not always, but your mind get's a work out that just does not happen with he faux dreams. I don't want to say what the missing elements are, but to anyone who dreams it will probably be obvious if I did point it out.

Thoughts to speech

The subvocalized thoughts to speech that have been happening in the dreams, also happen during deep meditative prayers. I have been praying for years, and for anyone who prays they can be silent, but you often have a goal in mind, but you never hear yourself say the words. Well now with the subvocalized stuff, the intentions of the prayers can be heard being translated into speech. That is kind of cool, cause now I know that my unvocalized intentions actually do have a word components. I am now talking about those two second prayers you do while awake, I am talking about deep meditative prayers, at a lucid or just deeper level, another deeper level of consciousness, semi conscious, but again closer to the dream state. When you pray most times it's in silence, or you might pray a scripture, but at other times it's just silent prayers, or meditations, well no anymore. The intentions get translated, and I know the words of the intentions. I have been praying for years, this just does not happen. This is subvocalized intentions translated into speech, it's kind of nifty. Again this does not seem to happen while awake, or I am just not aware of it. It seems to just be in the R.E.M. sleep state, or that deep meditative prayer state.


Gregory a target came to my aid with some really valuable information, when I needed it. He left some informative comments on one of the posts. Like I stated when it's not your situation, you just can't understand the full impact of what the person is going through, or what they have been going through. He shared some very personal things that had happened to him, and I don't have the words to say how truly horrible and abominable what was done to him was. It's truly disgusting and there are not the words. These people are the lowest form of filth to crawl the earth, there is nothing else that can be said. I am truly and deeply disgusted by what was done to him, and I do hope that these people will pay for what was done. There are a lot of people who are getting away with a lot of abuses and it is just not ok, it is not alright and it is not acceptable.

I can only again express my deepest sympathies for what was done to him, but I know that it does not go far enough. The violation of his person and his spirit was truly unacceptable, and to be honest there is no true name for such a violation except for unacceptable. That is what it should truly have been termed, unacceptable.

I hope if you are out there you read this, and I do thank you and all the others for the information and feedback that you provided in my time of need. Clearly parts of this are ongoing, and a remedy will have to be made, but there are a lot's of this that could have been much worst. I want to thank the members of the community, or strangers for the helpful tips that were also provided, such as earth stones. The nice thing about being a part of a community is we truly don't have to go through these things alone.

Thank you, and I am greatful for the assistance that was rendered to me. I hope that help will be rendered in kind for your own personal situations.

Happy Indigo Ribbon Month.

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I have had a lot of experience of the last few years trying to control my dreams. Trying to unsuccessfully remove some unwanted elements, and trying to control what some of my dream characters did.


Like many others I wanted to be in control of what some dream characters did. I tried many things in my dreams and none of them worked. I am a very forceful character at times, and I like to get things done, I like to get things done my way. However what I learnt from my dreams is that when you try to control things it does not always work. In fact sometimes you make more enemies than friends. Control is not what dreams are for. Dreams are for the soul to roam free, to let loose. The things you can not and would never do in the real world are what the dream world is for.

To try to control characters and what they were doing was pointless and wrong. What worked for me was to encourage my dreams. Love the characters, try to correct them when I thought that they were wrong, give advise in my dreams, but ultimately let my dream characters make their own choices, and hope that they make the right choices. People can be controlled in two ways, by force, or by love. In Shakespeare love is what is used to tame, not force.

Even in dreams if you try to force things to go your way, they can back fire. I learnt to let my dreams flow, let the characters make their own choices but to love and be supportive along the way and that seemed to have worked.

Because dreams are just that dreams, you never know when you are going to accidentally snub someone, do something to hurt someone deeply in a dream. I often think at times there is a human shared consciousness. Where maybe people share the same dreams, even without knowing it. Morphic Resonance, a shared consciousness.

In the real world, or this realm I for the most part have control of what I do think, feel, how I interact with others, but in dreams not always. Dreams are a wild territory. I don’t always remember all my dreams. Sometimes you wake up happy and never know why, or sad, and you know that you have to go back to sleep and fix something that went wrong, correct something. That is what is so beautiful about the dream scape.

Anyways this was not about the dream scape so much as things that I have learnt. In this realm I interact with very few, so there should be very few who I could have offended, but who knows my dreams are so wide and varied that maybe along the way I hurt, snubbed, humiliated, someone deeply and for that I would be sorry. Deeply and heartfelt sorry, because my dreams have often been a place of contentment.

I wish I could control all the things that happened in my dreams, but I can’t. One thing I can do is pray for my dream scape, I know that sounds weird, but just like you would pray for things to get better in the awake world, I believe you can pray for things to get better in dreams as well.

I just wanted to share this, and make sure that any hurt that I have caused in my dream scape is rectified, and soothed away as much as can be.

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Executive Order

Executive Order

Well the dream seems to be pointing fingers.

I know why the dreams are so unfulfilling. It’s the exact same dream, the places, people change, but it’s the exact same dream. With the exact pointless task. That’s why it’s never fulfilling and that is why nothing ever changes.

Imaging waking up doing the same thing everyday, over and over and over again. The people look different, places, but when you get at the core, it’s the same dream.

Sort of like a task that never ends, even if you complete it you are going to do the same thing the next day. They are all dumb, pointless tasks, that are petty and make no sense to intelligent people, but in the new dreams seem to be really important, but are the kind of dreams stupid people would have and think were really important. Again Ren and Stimpy running the show.

In my dreams I wonder why would someone want to destroy someone’s dream center, what kind of dreams they have, who and what they dream about and what they are capable of? I mean dreams are suppose to be just dreams right, or do they place a more significant role than Western society would have us all believe. Dreams were essential to Native Americans. We use to go to oracles who could access other realms at one time in human history.

I don’t understand a lot about these types of things, but that seems to be the nature of these dreams. Anyone else with something similar if you can do a quick compare, I would really appreciate this. Also I have had a suggestion of trying some natural earth crystals, which might help stop the dream encoding. I have not had a chance to try those yet.

Here’s a tip you’ll find helpful if you follow up on it:

Tektites, magnetite, and orgonite.

High quality of the above beneath the pillow all help thwart these technologies and electromagnetic encoding.

Sweet dreams.

Comment by Grey

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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Blogger's Mind

Blogger's Mind

I have some more feedback. With everything that is happening I am extremely tired and trying to catch up on sleep. It sounds silly, because I am sleeping, but I need to catch up on dream sleep. This means that my body sleep's the normal eight hours or so, but then to get in that special something that use to happen during Rapid Eye Movement sleep, I have to get it in via lucid dreaming, which is not that easy, cause I am ok at lucid dreaming, but enough to get all that I need takes time.

So this is what I am discovering in the R.E.M. dream state. They are measuring invoked, and evoked responses.

My emotional center seems to be disconnected, or disabled somehow. Eg. The dreams state, deep dream state use to have a lot of rich, colorful, wonderful emotions attached to it. Dreams as we all know are full of emotions, people, I believe with all my heart that dreams are how the soul connects with the mind and the body. As you know native Americans use to communicate with the ancestors this way, and use to do some remarkable things.

My dreams are pretty wonderful, or at least they were. What I have discovered about the dream state, now, or believe that I have uncovered is that they are void of emotions. They are still not my dreams. The emotions that I do have connected to the dream state, are emotions that are being pumped in via electronic manipulation of the nervous system, but the range is so limited, that they usually pump in fear, or other stressed emotions. Also the dreams still feel like something that Ren and Stimpy, or Beavis and Butthead dreams up. They are designed to cause stress, pointless tasks. The odd dream they seem to try to through in things I should be familiar with, but it's pointless. Simply they are not my dream.

In the dreams these people strongly believe that I have given my authorization for what is happening. Eg. In the dream I have heard them insist that consent was given, authorization was given. Authorization unequivocally was never given, will never be given, and if this is the case, then this should not be happening.

In the dream as usual, there is a strong implication of who authorized this and naturally with what can be controlled, I have tried to block and ban this entity from my dream state. Anyone who could authorize this in order to control another person is just a monster, and is right up their with the nazi scientists. To some who know me I am something worthwhile, valuable. To another the indication in the dream is that I was a thing to be controlled, a bloggers mind to be accessed. Somewhere out there the Karma is going to balance, one way or another.

What was also being done in my dream state was that a word was being used to activate the programing, and deactivate the programming. So it's like how you switch someone on, and then switch someone off. To make them accept programming.

In my dreams they also monitor when the brain has gone into a sort of flatline state, so then they can begin to do what programming, or try whatever programming is necessary. You know that state, when your mind is settled, and no more thoughts are flowing, that state just before you slip into dream state.

In the dreams there is one more thing happening, or in the semi R.E.M. state. My sub vocalized thoughts are being translated in speech, but it works really horribly at times. Sometimes it works really well, but at other times the things that I mean are interpreted for me and they are wholly incorrect. Eg. Let's say that I am thinking Aunt and Uncle, and the translation ends up being Jeff and Carol. But they were not necessarily the Aunt and Uncle that I intended. Or let's say that I say I want that person. The interpretation is sexual, but that is not what is meant, so a sexy picture will be pulled up to correspond with the words, but that is not what I meant.

I know most people reading this will think it's just some mind trip, but for the educated, and slightly more sophisticated, this is no mind trip. What i am experiencing in the dreams with the sub-vocalized thought to speech, that is very real technology and that has been admitted to.

Eg. Let's say someone is in a comma, but they are realizing that some of these people can communicate, so the technology is being used to read their subvocalized thoughts, and translate them into speech. There were several articles that came out about this. What is happening to me is that I would have to say it's working very much like this. I have tested it out and to the best of my ability this is what I believe best describes what seems to be happening.

'Mind-reading machine' can convert thoughts into speech
A mind reading machine is a step closer to reality after scientists discovered a way of translating people's thoughts into words...

The breakthrough, which is up to 90 per cent accurate, offers a way to communicate for paralysed patients who cannot speak and could eventually lead to being able to read anyone thoughts.

Fortunately I have a strong self that goes beyond being a mind. Dreams and memories, I think are often outside of the mind, so playing with the mind can and will only go so far. My faith in God is internal and goes deeper, and is much stronger than anything being thrown at me, and with the limited intelligence that seem to be trying to control the show behind the scenes I am not as worried as I could be.

I do believe that there are a lot of scared and controlled people in the world. They do not have control of themselves, and so to gain this control back they seek to control the lives of others. Unworthy scared, snivelling individuals. I hope never to meet such people, or to become acquainted with such persons in my awake state.

I have had a lot of really good introspective time to look into this. You don't know what you have until it's gone, and dreams are something so pure, so perfect, they are truly missed, at least my dreams are. I hope to try some of the ideas that have been suggested to see if the damage can be reversed. Eg. When this first happened, I mentioned that there was very real, awake painful sensation in the brain regions. They have subsided to a degree, but in other cases, the sensation can be felt.

I really didn't want to share this as it happens, without doing the research first and then documenting it. I have spent a lot of time, a lot of time trying to ensure that we have credible information, that the community is credible, but what is happening with my R.E.M. dreams are fairly profound, and I felt that it was necessary to share, because it should shared, documented, and exposed.

A lot of people can not and will not understand what is happening, unless you experience it yourself it will sound very far fetched, but to the best of my knowledge this is what is happening within the dream state, I am reporting it back, because the things that are happening, could be happening to others.

The only other thing that I will add is that I think for a normal average person this would and has the potential to be devastating, or to control them. I think because I have a strong belief in God, in this existence it truly helps a great deal, to know what true power is, and where it exists.

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Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Dream Rape

Gregory Morse

Mind rape is misleading in the title of the previous post (cannot post comments on it for whatever reason). Mind rape is being raped while conscious as opposed to being unconscious or sleep raped. “Mind rape” is better as this is not literal but figuratively speaking.

In reply to Gregory Morse.

I was not trying to be misleading with the title. I was not aware that there was a difference between awake mind rape and unconscious, but now that you mention it, I guess that you are correct. I am not in the habit of reciting or sharing what happens in my dreamworld. I am sure there are some who think that I am quite the head case for sharing what is happening in my Rapid Eye Movement Sleep, and the things that I am recalling, but what is happening is so drastically different, that it’s worth reporting, because what I am experiencing, even though it is only while asleep is very similar to what has been described in the John St. Clair Akawi lawsuit. Remember he worked for NSA, and if I recall correctly he says that he worked with this technology.

Also I was on another forum, and a guy had a similar event happen to him, and the images and types of things being presented in his dream is very similar to what is happening to me, similar themes. I do however thank you for the correction. I guess I could change the title to dream rape, but the point of the post was to say that I believe that the experience, even though it is only limited to R.E.M. sleep/dream state is worth reporting, because if it is what is happening, then this could be on going with others and it’s worth it to report.

I can not imagine leaving an innocent person to go through something like this by themselves in their dream state or not. I did get the suggestion that a steel cased helmet or other might work while asleep, so I will see. I don’t like sharing personal things like my dreams, but they are so distinctly different than what is normal, and the physical headache that correspond to them was worth reporting.

The only thing that I wish I had done naturally different is have far more research on this type of thing to back it up. Eg. Neural Remote Monitoring. What has the government admitted to, what have they not admitted to. The John St. Clair Akawi case was 20 years ago almost. If they had this technology then, as he claimed in his lawsuit and were doing things like this then, what is happening now, and who might this be getting used on? Most people are so unsophisticated that they can not even imagine that Gang Stalking could be happening, much less electronic harassment, and what I reported, be it R.E.M. dream sleep or not has got to be hard to believe. I am sure most people will just think, well if it’s happening in the dream state, how can you be sure that you are not just having a series of different dreams, than what is normal? However my dream scape is so very specific, so very shall we say mapped out that there is very little variance. My dream states for the last few years have been fairly specific, but what I am hearing in the dreams, experiencing is exceedingly different than what I have reported back, because they are different, and yet they hold a very specific theme.

I believe I will be able to make short work of what is happening, as far as getting this resolved, but thank you for clarifying this for me. Apparently steel cased anything while sleeping might work, and I have already limited the effect on my R.E.M. dream state, so I am in usual fashion rising to the occasion and gaining control. I did not realize that there was a difference between calling it mind rape, vs dream rape. I will post this and make the correction.

I suppose if we had to bandy words, I could just call it a dream violation, or mind violation, but I thought mind rape was more suitable, because any violation of ones mind, be it awake or asleep is a violation, and I don't feel that there should be a difference. The mind is sacred and any unauthorized hacking, asleep or awake is unsuitable.

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Monday, November 15, 2010

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John St. Clair Akwei vs NASA

John St. Clair Akwei vs NASA -A recap of this case from the early 90′s makes for very good reading. John St.Clair Akwei vs. NSA Ft George G. Meade, MD My knowledge of the National Security Agency’s structure, national security activities, proprietary technology, and covert operations to monitor individual citizens. for the Lawsuit filed [...]

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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Mind Rape

I have been having some unusual events happening at the Rapid Eye Movement sleep (R.E.M.) states of sleep or states of consciousness. I don't often like to share such personal events, but because they are unusual and they match some real life technology that has been reportedly tested out on live subjects in the past, I wanted to share what was happening and see what type of feedback I could get.

I was going to sleep about a while ago, and while I was in the process of falling asleep, with my eyes closed I could see like these images being downloaded into my head. Since I was starting to fall asleep it was the last impression that I had before fully being asleep. I know that sounds weird. You could see like images, words, litterally like a download.

Anyways I woke up with a slight headache, and my dreams have not been my own every since then. Anyone who is aware of their dreams, or their dream states, might be able to state specific patterns to how they dream. If you are the type that record your dreams, or have had any such experience, then you will be familiar with dream patterns, etc.

My R.E.M. dreams are filled with images that are not my own, people, places, etc. I am very in touch with my dreams. I have dreams for decades upon decades, and these are not similar to any types of dreams that I am aware of having, recording, or otherwise.

Through the R.E.M. dream cycles I get things like the mind attic. Eg. Like being in a brain attic that looks like an attic. I can see all the files all over the place, I assume those are the images that were imputed, like images that have been displaced from a file folder, but my images seem to be displaced or scrubbed.

At some points in the R.E.M. dreams state, or just there about, I can hear in my dream/sleep like some person is asking if I trust him. I assume this is the R.E.M. version of a handler. Words like let's give this person a bath later, (I assume it's a reference to a mind scrub, but am not sure.) etc can be heard. They are measuring my evoked potential.

When these dreams happen. I can feel what I believe to be the Subliminal acoustic manipulation of my nervous system.

In other words the emotions for the dreams seem to be getting pumped into me, via my nervous system. I can feel my bed vibrating. Eg. I have experiences what feel like the acoustic manipulation of the nervous system. I have previously experience vibrational wave patterns that were able to make me sleepy, sad, and other states, but that was it, and it did not affect my dreams. Also if I just place my hands over my head, the top of my head, then it's almost like putting my hand in front of a projector, meaning that the images that do not pertain to me do not get flashed or do not come ot the surface of my mind. I don't know if this would work in deep R.E.M., or if this would work if I could get rid of the manipulation of the nervous system, I suspect that it's neccessary in order for this to work.

These dreams are nothing short of a mind assult. There is no other way to describe them. On the one hand, I do miss my R.E.M.'s, cause they use to be very personal, and I enjoyed them a great deal, these dreams are nothing but mind fluff and mind candy.

The people making the statements in my dreams, sound like they have the competence of a nat, they would make the cartoon characters like beavis or butthead look intellegent.

I am not accoustomed to being around stupid people in my awake state, and now it seems that in my R.E.M. dream state, that is to be the experience for the near future.

I was not sure if this should be something that is shared with the community or not. Start talking about your dreams online, and the next thing you know, some online psychiatrist similar type that was not hugged as a child wants to claim that you are having a break from reality or some nonesense like that.

People would rather imagine that things or even technology like this is not possible. I would rather imagine that things like this are not possible, and exist in the realm of shows like the dollhouse and others. This is not exactly like that show, but it's as close as one would like to come.

What I have experienced in my dreams reminds me of Remote Neural Monitoring, a type of brain tapping if you will.

Without any contact with the subject, Remote Neural Monitoring can map out electrical activity from the visual cortex of a subject’s brain and show images from the subject’s brain on a video monitor. NSA operatives see what the surveillance subject’s eyes are seeing. Visual memory can also be seen. RNM can send images direct to the visual cortex, bypassing the eyes and optic nerves. NSA operatives can use this to surreptitiously put images in a surveillance subject’s brain while they are in R.E.M. sleep for brain-programming purposes.

I believe the latter half of this best describes what is occuring, with images that are not my own, and words that are not my own. The programing that someone is trying to initiate reminds me of what I have seen initiated in the show the dollhouse.

Now I have had experiences similar to this before once, eg. Images or a sense that images had been downloaded, but it never affected my R.E.M. state, and things returned to normal, in a short enough space of time. What is happening now in these dreams, is it's like that whole center has been removed, or erased. The images, people, locations, etc, are all not my own, have no relationship to me, and all have similar repetative themes.

From what others have described as mind programing, this could be considered the same, but for the R.E.M. state.

This was done at a distance, but the real physical sensations that were encountered feel as if a beam of something had hit in inner brain cortex, near the base of the neck, right to the center of the top of the head, but it all feels internal, below the skull. Sort of felt like brain surgury, in the sense that whenever I would have specific thought, or perform mind functions while semi lucid, I would get a painful sensation in those specific areas of the brain. It's only recently that the pain has subsiding to some degree, while awake. It only lasted a short space of time.

What's really weird is that in one of these dream sessions they stated that someone high up from either a previous administration, or this one had authorized the events that were happening, but I kept thinking in the R.E.M. state, why would this person do such a thing, why would someone want to create a passive, controlled person? In my dream I was left thinking since I was given a last name and not a first name. Either they are flat out lying. The person authorized this previously without realizing what they were doing, or this slick person did it currently knowing full well what they were after, or it's the other half of the two. I don't know what to think, and this is all in R.E.M., so who knows.

Now this is all taking place in R.E.M., none of it is happening while awake, except for the headaches, my other states of lucid dreaming are all still normal. When I awake I feel like I have not slept ofcourse, cause the dreams, places and locations are all not mine so they are not fully comfortable. I don't feel satisfied when I sleep anymore, it's just like a program running, but it has nothing to do with my true essential self.

Our governments are dangerous to say the least. The American government seems to be more dangerous to the people's of the world than most other governments. Their agencies, people who gives authorizations for these things. If this can be done at a distance, then what is to stop them from using this on politicians and others? International dignitaries? Remember based on the statements in the Akwei case, this technology has been available for some time. He worked for NSA, and I believe with the technology.

What I can essential get from the dreams is that they are designed to be some type of behavioural modification, controlled session, in essence done to create a passive person. All they are doing in the dream is making me just the opposite, cause of course no one likes to be violated in ones own mind, and have their dreams displaced.

I have a pretty good seat of the soul. I have always been a good dreamer. I now have to depend on my lucid dreams to help my mind relax because my R.E.M. dreams are flucked for the time being. Is it permanent? Hard to say.

I was not going to share cause this is something personal, and I don't need the shrills all commenting on these posts with their flucked up, fake sympathy like they have any real emotions left whatsoever. Real targets as much as they might like to assist can only comment if they have been through similar and most have not been.

If this is meant to be R.E.M. programing at a distance. I don't belive it will work, because my seat of the soul is fairly strong, I have a strong character, and I hate these people to a very strong degree, dreams or otherwise.

I am not worried about programing, because I have a strong belief that some people just can not be programmed. What I am dreaming is like fluff for the mind, but I do know that without proper sleep, the mind can grow hungry. My mind is not accoustomed to any of this type of fluff and so it's been radically rejecting most of the dreams.

What I do worry about for the future however is if they can implant images into the mind. We are now using EEG to accuse people of crimes. A woman in India was sent to jail, because they did an EEG and found images in her brain pertaining to the crime. What will happen in future if technology such as this starts to get used heavily, and others are accused and prosecuted for crimes, which they did not do, but images and senarios that are programmed in from a distance?

Dreams are the seat of the soul. Because I keep rejecting the dreams for the most part, they keep trying to adjust the dreams, but how can you accept dreams that are not yours? I awake, and the parts of the dreams I can recall I reject, they are just not mine, something deeper, something more spiritual knows that they are not mine and rejects them.

I think on a weak mind, that is filled with the American fluff that is in popular culture, this would work very well, and hardly be noticed, but to others this would be noticed and rejected. I don't believe that what is being done is creating a biddable, controlled mind subject. I think it's creating the opposite.

In my dreams they sheild themselves behind innocent people, so that you can not get at them, but hope springs eternal, and I do hope that that portion of my mind outside of the R.E.M.'s will suffice for the time being, my higher self so to speak. My memories seem ok when awake. It only seems to be in the dream state that memories, images feel like they are being encoded, but that's about it.

I don't like to share a lot of myself. I was not sure about sharing this. I am still not sure about sharing this. The Gang Stalking stuff is pretty normal. Even the electronic harassment seems easy enough to explain. If I had not experienced this personally it would sound far fetched, and I am sure it does. To get anything stopped or changed it must be exposed. If nothing else I have learnt that exposure and awareness is key to getting things stopped. If you don't expose what is happening, then you let others go through it alone which is not good.

Exposure and awareness is the key to stopping any abuses, and that is pretty much the main reason I have decided to share. I really don't want feedback at this stage. I don't think it would do a lot of good. The point is this is happening at an R.E.M. level. I think if you have a strong mind, it's not going to happen easily, if at all. I don't believe that a strong will can or will be broken. I do believe that the average person is going to have a really hard time dealing with this. If dreams can be manipulated, images encoded while asleep, imagine the consequences for society?

On the upside, it's given me time to start that introspective journey that I wanted to start. A journey that I am going to take some time offline to finish.

I don't think posting the same thing on a daily basis is doing any good. Eg. For a human level, I do belive that if the people allow the naked body scanners, then that is the breaking point for a controlled society. I do believe that if they allow this to become part of their society, that is where the will of the people will be broken, and that is a line that must not be crossed. I can observe these happening online, as well as offline.

I think the research for the Threat Assessment Team is more than enough to get a target pointed in the right direction. After a while it's like too much hand holding, and each person has to play a role to make this happen. I have put in a lot, and I think I need to spend some introspective time, away from some of this for a time.

I think I am going to enjoy the upcoming holidays, but I don't think I am going to spend the time online. I think I am going to take the next several weeks, and just think. For now what I want is to just not post, or blog till like about mid January, or end of January. I know that is a long time. I am not sure if I can spend that much time offline, but I am going to try. That is my plan for the moment. That might change, but we will see. It's only eight weeks, and I am hoping that the shrills will not take over in that time, or that the community will not fall apart. Who knows, maybe I will come back to find someone has taken the bull by the horns and is doing their own research.

For real targets talking about Threat Assessment Teams seems to keep the shrills at bay, so that might be something to try. Like I said, this is the way that I feel right this moment, but that might change.

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